Although Su Qing wanted to stay in the hospital to accompany Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao obviously needed treatment at present, and her state was unstable, Su Qing was not good at staying in the hospital all the time, and went home at night, Su Yongqing and Zhang Huifen both knew Xiaoxiao's situation, and they could only sigh helplessly when they looked at their daughter's listlessness. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

I still didn't go to work the next day, on the one hand, I wanted to visit Xiaoxiao in the hospital, on the other hand, I didn't know how to face Ye Xun, Su Qingjue was really hypocritical, or cheap, I cared about Xiaoxiao in my heart, and I kept Ye Xun to be his girlfriend, this is just like Su Yi said, what is the difference between Su Qing and the girls she said in her own mouth, or Su Qing will only be better than those people now!

But only other people's things can be clear, and when it's their turn, it's always a mess, originally it was just a simple idea to get along, Xiaoxiao can be with herself, and she won't disappoint Ye Xun, but in the end, she found that this is not at all from what she imagined, she was too greedy, and she had nothing when she came to the last step.

But Su Qing didn't feel that she had done anything wrong, after Si Qing changed the trajectory of her life, Su Qing had always been passive, but in the end she was wrong......

Full of thoughts, he drove to the hospital, but saw the empty ward again, and the uneasy mood was still growing, until he saw Xiaoxiao who returned to the ward accompanied by his parents, Su Qing felt suffocated, just because Xiaoxiao was more haggard than when she left yesterday, even with a smile, it still made people feel a chill in their hearts.

On this day, Su Qing was still by Xiaoxiao's side, as Xiaoxiao said yesterday, she became a qualified escort, perhaps she was afraid, and she was so cautious in her gestures. Xiaoxiao still let Su Qing lie on the bed to watch TV and rest with her, even if the doctor told her, she still insisted.

On the thirteenth, it was fine

On the seventh day of Su Qing's return to Zhonghai, the follow-up effect of the recording program made more people notice her, and she often stayed in the hospital, and people began to haunt her, so Su Qing had to leave the hospital!

On the fifteenth, it was cloudy

There were rumors about Su Qing's sexual orientation on the Internet, Xiaoxiao asked Su Qing not to continue to come to the hospital, because this might ruin Su Qing, Su Qing didn't care about herself, but she was confined to Tianyu, and she didn't want Xiaoxiao to be affected again at this time, so she could only reduce the number of times she went to the hospital.

18th, cloudy

On the twelfth day of hospitalization, Xiaoxiao's condition worsened, and several doctors and the vice president held an emergency meeting to discuss.

On the 19th, light rain

Chen Guang signed the agreement and tried to make a final diagnosis

Twentieth, cloudy

The diagnosis and treatment failed, Xiaoxiao proposed to give up, and the associate professor and physician of the provincial hospital came to the hospital and performed the operation overnight.

Twenty-one, snow

The surgery failed, and the drug delayed the deterioration.

On a snowy day, Zhonghai has not had a snowy day for many years, and after a night, all I saw was white and cold, like a pedestrian stepping on snow.

Su Qing put on a coat and put on a scarf, and went to the hospital with the fruit that Xiaoxiao said she wanted to eat last night, her face had no expression, only a smile appeared when she entered the ward, this was Xiaoxiao's request, although the tears shed had already exceeded the sum of her memory.

No longer pessimistic, because there is no meaning, when Xiaoxiao forced a smile to tell her the results of the operation, Su Qing had no emotion, and thought about whether there would be another possibility at night, at this time, the two of them would enjoy the night view somewhere, and they would build a snowman with childlike innocence when the snow fell, instead of being cut by a fruit knife in the absence of a knife, but turning their backs to prevent Xiaoxiao from seeing the sting on the hospital bed.

The snow was still falling, Xiaoxiao was lying on the bed where the bedding had been changed, her parents had been by her side, Su Qing had been sitting on the edge of the bed for a long time, and the program on the TV had not been able to arouse the interest of the audience, even if the program was of high quality.

"Qingqing"

"Huh?"

Su Qing raised her head, and every call would make her turn back from her distraction, like a frightened little animal. Chen Guang and his wife also looked over, when Xiaoxiao insisted on giving up, as parents, they did not seek a way for a moment, but to no avail, even if they were desperate, they were afraid of crying out in front of their daughter, Rao is always resolute Chen Guang has also been too haggard in the past few days.

"Let's go back, it's not too early," Xiaoxiao said.

"Stay a little longer," Su Qing shook his head.

Xiaoxiao looked at her, "Go back, let me talk to my parents for a while"

“……”

Su Qing trembled, but nodded, leaned over and kissed Xiaoxiao's side face, and said softly: "Then I'll come over tomorrow morning."

"Hmm"

Sitting on the chair for a long time, when she got up, she felt dizzy and almost fell, Mother Chen was on the side, supported Su Qing, and sighed deeply, "Go and rest early"

The lights of the hospital made Su Qing feel dim, even if it was as bright as ever, every step out was accompanied by depression, maybe the next moment it would be as thin as a cicada's wings, and when he entered his eyes, he saw the figure standing quietly next to the car, the headlights were on, and there were still snowflakes under the lights.

The car drove downstairs to the community, the two people in the car were silent, Su Qing leaned on the passenger seat, for a long time, and said, "Why don't you go in?" ”

"It will affect her rest" Ye Xun looked at the swinging wipers, perhaps fear, the suffocating depression, he had watched his father pass away, experienced pain and despair, and that place also reminded him of his father.

"Thank you for sending me over, is this company okay?" Su Qing said in a low voice.

"Well, it's the same as before" Ye Xun nodded, "If you want to go to the hospital, I'll send you over tomorrow morning"

Su Qing's car is basically driven by Su Yi on her commute, and the number of times Su Qing drives is getting less and less.

"Ye Xun, I'm sorry"

Su Qing didn't know what to say, he thought he would leave disappointed, but he still stayed by his side, just stopped joking.

"Let's go up," Ye Xun said.

"Rest early"

Get out of the car, go upstairs, go back to the bedroom and close the window when I see that the car is still parked downstairs, it took a long time to turn around and leave, the phone vibrate, take it and open the message, "The snow is beautiful, or close the window"

A smile rose to the corners of his mouth, and seemed to be soothed in this deep depression, and the window was closed, the curtain was closed, and the lights went out in the middle of the night......

On the 22nd, snow

Su Qing woke up in his sleep, there were wet marks in the corners of his eyes, he cried in his dream for the first time, but he couldn't remember what he dreamed of, the time on the mobile phone was just past four o'clock, Su Qing, who had no intention of sleeping, put on his clothes and sat down in front of the computer desk, took out the still brand new diary in the drawer, and wrote the next paragraph of text.

The early winter morning was gray and white in the heavy snow, and a familiar bell sounded in the quiet bedroom, Su Qing turned his head, only to feel that the ringtone at this time was so disturbing, and the phone call at four o'clock was unsettling

It was Ye Xun who called, Su Qing was puzzled and crossed to answer, the sound of the car in motion could be heard on the other side of the phone, Ye Xun did not speak, but Su Qing on the other side of the phone was trembling, she knew that the mobile phone was in Ye Xun's ear, because she could hear his breathing. Su Qing trembled, extremely uneasy, "Speak"

"Let's go to the hospital"

Su Qing ran out of the room almost as soon as Ye Xun finished speaking, and Zhang Huifen next door was complaining that Su Yongqing woke up so early to watch TV, and after hearing the sound outside, he got up and came to the door, "Qingqing? You went out so early? ”

"I'll go to the hospital" Su Qing changed into his shoes, didn't say more, and even forgot to take his bag and went out.

Ye Xun's car had been parked downstairs, Su Qing got into the car directly, Ye Xun wanted to speak and stopped, but his expression had already shown a lot, Su Qing's heart sank, and he arrived at the hospital in anxiety, Su Qing went straight to the inpatient building, but Ye Xun grabbed her and turned to the emergency center, at the door of the emergency room, Chen Guang and his wife were sitting on chairs, Chen's mother was crying, Chen Guang was comforting him, but the corners of his eyes were also moist.

The lights inside were bright, and several medical staff could be seen hurriedly going back and forth, Su Qing stood by the door in a daze, only anxiety and fear in his heart.

At six o'clock, the sky was still cloudy, the lights went out, the medical staff opened the door, Su Qing, who was still standing at the door, rushed in suddenly, but was stopped in the aisle by two doctors, and the medical mask covering his face was taken off.

……

Obsession can make a person exist in another form even if they lose their life, even if it is not as good as before

The cherished person is nowhere to be seen, smiling and smiling, as if it once was.

Su Qing could still feel the warmth, and it disappeared suddenly, caught off guard, taking away that trace of residual warmth, all expectations, smiles, and words were taken away in that touch of white.

……

On the 27th, the snow melted

It was colder than when it snowed, Su Qing stood quietly by the bed, looking at the room in front of him that he had only been to a few times, it was still as clean and tidy as half a month ago, but he couldn't see that person again, his heart was still painful, and he was crying when he looked at the photo frame pillow next to the bed. Chen's mother entered the house, even more haggard than a few days ago.

"This is what Xiaoxiao asked me to give you"

Mother Chen handed a pendant to Su Qing, turned around and left the room, Su Qing looked at the pendant in her hand blankly, that is what Xiaoxiao has been wearing, and she has not left her body for many years, Su Qing came to the dressing mirror, put the pendant on her neck, and put it into the mouth, slightly cool, but let her heart have a little warmth.

In the line of sight, a note was quietly placed under the photo frame, and the photo frame stand pendant pressed the note, Su Qing felt familiar, sat on the edge of the bed and pulled out the note, and many place names were printed into his eyes.

"Why do you still have a sticky note in your bag?"

"Just look at it"

"What do these place names mean?"

"It's all tourist attractions, these places are my travel plans for myself, and when I have a leisurely time, I'll travel to all these places, it will probably take a lot of time, so I haven't started yet!"

"It takes a lot of time, and the place names don't look like they are domestic, which adds up to no less than a dozen, but if you want to travel, we can go together? I also really want to travel abroad, or let's let Ye Xun approve a long vacation, travel together, and visit all the attractions you wrote above! ”

"Okay, let's talk about it now!"

……

Tears wet the notes, Su Qing hurriedly wiped them off, carefully folded the notes and put them in his pocket, sat on the edge of the bed for a long time and looked at everything in the bedroom, got up, and left......