In the blink of an eye, the summer vacation has arrived, and after Ye Xiaoyou finished the last exam, he went back to the dormitory to clean up and prepare to take the car home in the afternoon. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Saying goodbye to her roommate, she dragged her suitcase alone, and the people around her passed by in groups of twos and threes, laughing, while she drowned in the crowd, silent.

The school gate was crowded with students waiting for the bus to leave, and there were also cars parked to pick up the children home.

In the vast sea of people, Jin Junya's figure seems to shine in the crowd. Even though they were across the road, she could see him in the crowd at a glance.

He said goodbye to his classmates with a smile, and standing beside him were Kim Jun-ho and Qian-yi. It may be rare to see the male gods of the three faculties in the legend standing together, and the girls waiting for the bus around are so excited that they only look at them. Some bold girls even took the initiative to go up and talk.

Qian Yi was obviously a little impatient with their boring actions, furrowed her brows, and tilted her head to the side.

Kim Jun-ho is notoriously good-natured, so even if these girls are annoying them, he just smiles gently at them.

Kim Jun-ah stood ignoring them, but he didn't seem particularly friendly, just quietly pulling the box in one hand and looking around, as if waiting for the car.

In the crowd, their eyes met in the air, but Jin Junya glanced at Ye Xiaoyou lightly and turned his head.

The indifferent eyes, as if, they didn't know each other.

Ye Xiaoyou's hand that was about to raise was in the air, looking at his indifferent side face, a sullen breath rushed to his chest, and then he also looked away, quietly watching the people coming and going on the street.

He's just doing what she wants and not bothering her life anymore......

That was the last time Ye Xiaoyou saw him before leaving school, and she thought that after a long time, she would slowly erase this person from her memory.

After a few months of acquaintance, it may be like a dream, and after a long time, it will naturally be forgotten.

However, her mother doesn't seem to want her to forget Kim Jun-ah at all, because she always asks about Kim Jun-ah twice in three days.

"Xiaoyou, where was the young man who came to the hospital to pick me up last time?" she had just arrived home not long ago, and her mother couldn't wait to ask her when she had dinner with her.

"I don't know. Ye Xiaoyou bit his chopsticks, frowned and said in a muffled voice. But my heart was a little troubled for some reason.

"Why didn't you ask him?" put a piece of fish in Xiaoyou's bowl, Xu Pinlan's tone was soft and flattering.

"Nothing to ask. Ye Xiaoyou kept his head down, feeling bored for a while.

But suddenly remembered that every time he asked her to answer, he seemed to care about everything about her, but she didn't care about his affairs at all.

Except for what she heard about him from He Duo, she didn't know anything about Jin Junya.

Does she make him feel very chilled like this?

"Then how are you doing now?" Another poached egg was put into Ye Xiaoyou's bowl, Xu Pinlan squinted her eyes and looked gossipy.

"Mom, didn't you say that you can't talk when you eat?" Ye Xiaoyou sighed helplessly, and was speechless for Xu Pinlan's expectant and gossipy look. But I can't bear to blame.

Her mother just wanted her to be well, and someone could take care of her.

"Uh...... Let's talk about it after eating. Xu Pinlan quickly pulled rice into her mouth like a child who had made a mistake. He also looked up at Ye Xiaoyou from time to time, bending the corner of his eyes and chuckling.

In order to avoid her mother's occasional inquiries, she decided to get a job early. In the past, when she was in Qingcheng, it was not difficult for her to find a summer job. Because she all works in the same store, it is also thanks to the boss who lets her go to work every year, so she doesn't have to run around.

Here, summer jobs are hard to find, there are many college students nearby, and most companies don't hire summer workers.

She still remembers the first time she was looking for a summer job here, there were hundreds of interviews in one factory alone, and the factory only had dozens of people, and when they said they didn't want summer jobs, those students could only say that they were long-term workers, just for one job. Most people do it to experience social life, and a few people are like Ye Xiaoyou, because they really need money.

Her life in the summer vacation was like every summer vacation in the past, busy and hard, and her salary was pitiful. However, she knew that many things were changing. For example, she often looks at her phone in a daze, as if she is expecting something. Every day, she would flip through the text messages several times, for fear that she would miss the text messages.

Looking at the starry sky at night, I was in a daze for hours. When she came back to her senses, she didn't know what she had just thought, but her heart was suddenly empty.

She knew?, the empty part of her heart was because Kim Jun-ah really disappeared from his life, as if she had never been. There is no trace at all.

She has always expected Jin Junya to take the initiative to find her, which shows that he did not take what she said to heart, and she has a reason to continue to contact him, and has an excuse to convince herself that he still cares about himself and he still likes himself.

Man is a very strange creature, and when he is in front of you, when he is by your side, you always don't feel how important he is. However, if one day, when that person suddenly stops appearing, you will suddenly realize that you have long been accustomed to his existence, but you never know how to cherish it at that time, and you never want to admit that you care.

However, until the long two months passed, there was still no news of Kim Jun-ah. It seems that the warm, domineering, a little scoundrel, a little silly, but more of the person who makes her can't help but be moved, is just a vague figure in her dream.

The person who held her hand to reassure her when she was at a loss, the person who gave her a warm hug when she was vulnerable, the person who overbearingly declared that she could only be him when her heart wavered, the fool who worried about her more than she worried about herself, the person who once sang his true heart affectionately to her, in her life, there was no news.

There is an unknown mood that has been entangled in her heart, cutting constantly, and the reason is still messy. The sullenness had been stuck in her chest, and every time she thought of him, she couldn't help but accumulate together, and her smile became reluctant and she didn't know it.

I think about him more and more times, and I am in a daze more and more. obviously wanted to contact him, but he hesitated for a long time, and he didn't dare to dial that number.

They were all right, and that was exactly what she wanted, wasn't it? But he never looked for her again, as if they had never met, and it made her heart slightly sour. Always looking at the bracelet he had lost, thinking about what he had come to her that night for. Imagine what he would say to her that day, and then when her mind returned to reality, she felt a sense of loss in her heart.

She wanted to ask if what he liked was true or casual, but she didn't dare to ask after all. Thinking of the last time she saw him, his indifferent and detached face, her heart seemed to be empty, and the endless pain of emptiness struck, but she was powerless to resist.

Without news of Jin Junya, Lu Fan would often contact her. If it was before, Ye Xiaoyou might be happy for a few days. But since the last time Jin Junya ran into them together, he turned around and left, Ye Xiaoyou always deliberately kept a certain distance from Lu Fan.

I don't want to be mistaken by anyone anymore. However, she forgot that she used to like Lu Fan so much.

Lu Fan wanted the answer, she obviously knew it in her heart, every time she wanted to speak, she was always afraid of hurting Lu Fan.

There are very few people who are good to her, so she cherishes those who are sincere to her, but she only loses her temper with Kim Jun-ah.

Obviously, Jin Junya is so good to her, why can't he treat him equally?

"Xiaoyou, you are your mother's most precious gift, my mother hopes that you can live well, do what you want to do, love the person you want to love, don't wronged your life, don't live up to your love. When you get old, remember when you were young, it would be good to have no regrets, and that is the best happiness. ”

At that time, Xu Pinlan and Ye Xiaoyou were sitting under a big tree in the park, watching the stars in the shade, Ye Xiaoyou was lying on the bench, pillowing Xu Pinlan's legs, and feeling the tranquility of the night with his eyes closed. Xu Pinlan gently stroked Ye Xiaoyou's long and smooth hair, her eyes were full of love. She may have made a lot of mistakes in this life, but she has never regretted it, and she has no regrets in this life, but she can't rest assured that Ye Xiaoyou is not at ease.

"Mom, I will. Squinting to feel the warm breeze in the night, feeling the gentle touch of her mother, the boredom that was so thick in her heart that she couldn't dissolve quietly dissipated.

People are always growing up day by day, and the truth is being understood day by day. One day, at some point, you will suddenly grow up. Those who don't understand, who have been persistent, who are hesitant and afraid to face it, will suddenly open up one day.

One day you will understand that life is too short and you don't want to miss anyone you can't miss.