251, there is a reason for despair

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"You listen to my mother tell you, my mother has not had a good time these years, my mother went to Hebei with that person, he sold me, sold to a farmer in the countryside, old and ugly, they beat me and scolded me, did not give me food, told me to work in the fields all day, I also ran away a few times, each time they were caught back, beaten to death, you see that my mother's legs are not straight, they are discounted. I don't have freedom, where can I have the opportunity to call and write to you? If I could call and write to you, I would have run back a long time ago. This is because they saw that I was old, I couldn't do my work, and I was useless, and they kicked me out so that I could come back to see you. The old woman made up another bunch of nonsense.

"When are they going to kick you out?" Ah Ling asked coldly.

"Just a month ago, I was an old woman who was lonely, and a kind person gave me some money, and I bought a train ticket back to get home. The old woman replied.

"Hah! I just said that I came back after begging and wandering for more than ten years, and I was kicked out last month? What do you want? I don't want to make up nonsense?" Ah Ling sneered.

"No, Ling, you heard my mother say that although my mother has not been kicked out in the past ten years, it is no different from wandering and begging, and she was really kicked out last month. The old woman muttered with her head down.

"I don't care if what you say is true or not, and no matter what you have experienced over the years, these have nothing to do with us, we are no longer mother and daughter, from the day you abandoned us, you are no longer our mother, I let you in today, but a poor old man. Hurry up and get away from me, and don't come back to me, we don't know each other. Ah Ling ruthlessly issued an eviction order.

"Spirit, you can't be so ruthless! I'm your mother. "The old woman will never get up and leave.

"Are you embarrassed to say that you are my mother? Have you fulfilled your responsibilities as a mother? You just gave birth to us and discarded us like rags, if we hadn't been so fatal, we would have died a long time ago, would you still find me? Oh, today, you came to us with nobody, saying that it was our mother? Where were you when we needed you? You were so arrogant, you don't look back when you left, you came back today, do you think we would accept you? This is impossible! Absolutely impossible! Don't even think about it. Ah Ling cried.

"Then I at least gave birth to you, without me there would be no you, you have such a good life today, without me giving birth to you, how can you have a good life today? I have raised you for at least ten years. The old woman wanted to "argue with reason."

"I'd rather you hadn't given birth to me! I wouldn't have to suffer so much, I have suffered so much at this young age for decades because of your abandonment, and you see that I am living a good life today? Who told you that I am living a good life? I do not want to have such a life, nor do I want to have a mother like you, and the pain you give me is far greater than the kindness you gave birth to me. I will not repay you for your kindness, if this is unfilial, let God punish me, I would rather accept God's punishment than see you. Ah Ling was full of resentment and pointed to the open door to banish his mother.

"Ling, how can you be so ruthless? I am your mother, no matter how I am not, I am also the mother who gave you life, people say that the grace of a drop of water should be reciprocated by a spring, you are a well-read and educated person, how can you be so indistinguishable from right and wrong? You are rich and powerful today, and you have such a good life, but you treat your mother like this, are you not afraid that God will really punish you?" The old woman felt that it was natural for her to raise her children to prevent old age.

"Ruthless? You can also say this word? I am ruthless? Do you never think about what you have done? Never reflect on your own mistakes? For so many years, you have never regretted that you left a few young children who are waiting to be fed? You are not guilty? Today you come to accuse me, what qualifications do you have to say such things? Every parent who fulfills his parental responsibilities deserves to be supported by his children, but you can't! Because you have never fulfilled your parental responsibilities. Ah Ling said categorically.

"Ah Ling, my mother regrets it very much, I think about you every day, crying so much that my eyes are almost blind, but what can I do? One wrong step and one wrong step, I have no way back, your father, you also know, he is gluttonous and lazy, drunk and beats people every day, how can I live with him? I originally planned that I would take you over to live with me when I had a good life, who ......knows?" the old woman snorted and sat on the floor under the sofa and cried loudly.

"Don't do this, scare my child. Ah Ling wanted to help her mother sit back on the couch.

"Ah Ling, my mother had to do that as a last resort, and if you were in the same situation as your mother back then, you might do the same. Mother took Ah Ling's hand and didn't let go.

Dongdong saw the old woman pulling her mother and wouldn't let go, so she pounced on her and bit the old man's hand, pounced and asked her to let go of her mother.

Ah Ling picked up Dongdong and comforted the frightened child.

"You love your child like this, your mother loved you like this when you were a child, you are the boss, your mother carries you on your back all day long, but unfortunately your mother has a bad life, and she can't grow up with you, and your mother regrets it!"

"Get up, after you left, our brothers and sisters have become motherless children, without food or clothing, running barefoot all year round, and in winter, our little feet are frozen with sores, painful and itchy. My brother cried all night to find his mother, my father was drunk all day long, and I was the only one who was a ten-year-old child, who brought up my younger brothers and sisters. Porridge, my younger brother saw that other children had sugar to eat, meat to eat, and I couldn't make a fuss, so I went down to the river to catch fish, the biting river water in winter was so cold that my whole body shivered, and my brother's expectant eyes and swallowed saliva on the river bank made me feel distressed. Ah Ling said slowly.

"Once, my younger brother was sick and wanted to eat eggs, so I went to the third uncle's house to borrow one, and the third aunt said 'no' with a black face, I couldn't even cry, so I wanted to raise a few chickens for my brother to lay eggs to eat. However, I didn't have a few cents to buy chicken seedlings, so I finally saved a few cents to buy chicken seedlings, and before the chickens laid eggs, they were slaughtered by my father and ate them. He was drunk all day long, and he found fault with us and beat us. At that time, I felt that it was really hard to live, so I thought about dying. Even our mothers have abandoned us, and who else in this world can love us? Can you feel the despair of a ten-year-old child who thinks of suicide?"

"For more than ten years, we have long been accustomed to being submissive, accustomed to having no relatives and friends, and accustomed to the days without our mothers, we depend on each other, and strive to live, just to not starve to death, freeze to death, we have eaten all the hardships we can bear, we have no clothes and no food, where are you? You are probably happy and happy, right? Where can you still think of the situation of our brothers and sisters? You are an adult who can't bear the situation, leaving us a few children who are not ****, how hateful do you feel? How selfish do you have to be to do it? ”

"It is said that if you don't raise a child, you don't know the kindness of your parents, I am also a mother now, I can't be as cruel to my children as you are, you are a mother! How can you be ruthless in abandoning your nursing child? Today, you came to my door and begged me to take you in, do you know how difficult I am? I can't afford to be an old man with you, I don't accept it in my heart! When I saw you, I recalled the tragic childhood of our sister and brother, and our unhappiness today is due to you, at this time, you came to me and asked me to take you in, do you think it is possible?"

"Ah Ling, my mother knows that she is wrong and has always wanted to make up for it, but I don't have a chance, and now my mother is also old, and I can't help you if I know it, you can keep me, I am grateful to Dade, and it can be regarded as accumulating virtue for your child." "The old man still wants to make a final fight.