250. There is a way of cause and effect

Ah Ga slammed the door and left, listening to the footsteps of Ah Ga "knock knock" downstairs, Ah Ling felt that he was once again passive. However, the road is step by step, and the current situation can only blame myself for my original anger, not rational enough, and take my life for a gamble, now it seems that it is too worthwhile, and the matter has come to this, I can only go forward hard.

She is still in confinement, with two young children to be fed, Ah Ling is exhausted every day, she wants to hire a nanny to relieve her pressure a little, but Ah Ga objected: "I live in a stranger in my own house, where is it customary?" Besides, we are not a golden branch and jade leaf, a woman in the countryside has to go down to the rice field to work the next day after giving birth on the first day, and she is not tired to death? You can't do anything by yourself, and you can't do it by yourself? Besides, we are all poor, so how can we afford to hire people? You have the money, you can hire it. ”

"But I'm really tired, I didn't have a good confinement at that time, this time I have to take two children, and I have to carry Dongdong to buy vegetables and cook, I can't support it a little, I'm afraid my body is tired. You're going to hire someone for me! Please. Ah Ling tried to use his weakness to impress Ah Ga's heart.

"Where do I have time for you to hire someone? Every day at the construction site, my feet do not touch the ground, you naturally can't see my hard work, and I still complain about sitting at home all day. ”

"I know, I know, I don't know your hard work? Husband, you've worked hard! Shall I hire someone myself? Alingrou begged.

"Then it's up to you, say yes - I don't allow the babysitter to be at home when I go home, I'm not used to having a stranger at home. You also need to find a reliable babysitter, don't steal your child and sell it, you don't even know it. Aga advised.

"Oh, got it, thank you husband! Husband, you should also pay attention to your body, remember to rest when you are tired. Ah Ling put down her body and even dignity to cater to Ah Ga, and she knew that she had no choice but to work hard to maintain her current family.

Ah Ga heard Ah Ling's soft voice, and his mood was also very good, with such a knowledgeable, status, and rich wife so low to himself, he felt that he had become a big man, at least in front of Ah Ling.

The cement plant was completed and put into use, Ah Ga felt that he had a successful career, so he inflated himself, and went home to show off his might, and accused Ah Ling at every turn of not being able to take children, not educating children, and taking Dong Dong to be angry when he was unhappy, at first he just scolded loudly, and then slapped and kicked with his hands, Ah Ling had to appease the children and then make the adults happy every time like mud.

Dongdong was reprimanded by Ah Ga and was at a loss, looking timid, like an angry child daughter-in-law, Ah Ling felt pain in his heart but didn't dare to show it on his face.

Coincidentally, his mother, who had been missing for more than ten years, found Ah Ling's door, and Ah Ling looked at the old man in front of him who was white-toothed, bent over, and looked old, and couldn't recognize it as his mother.

"O Spirit! It's me, it's Mom, you don't know me anymore? I haven't forgotten you for a moment. Woo woo woo ...... "The old man is full of tears."

"Are you ......?" Ah Ling blocked the door and hesitated, vaguely seeing his mother's shadow: "How did you find here?" ”

"Mom hasn't eaten for a few days, you call Mom into the house to eat something first, and Mom will tell you about all these years, okay?" The old woman pushed Ah Ling away, walked in by herself, sat on the sofa, bowed her head and cried.

"Where are you from? How do you have my address? What do you want? Ah Ling asked one by one.

"You get me something to eat first, my mother is going to starve to death, and I'll tell you one by one when I'm full, okay?" The old woman begged.

"Mom?" The word mother has long disappeared in her life dictionary, she can hardly remember any memory about her mother, she even chooses to forget a word about her mother, she can't hate, but she never has a little warmth and pity for the mother in front of her who gave birth to her but abandoned her. She even wanted to drive her away immediately, she had long accepted the fact that she didn't have a mother, not when she needed it most, and she didn't want to have it now.

She silently cooked a bowl of sweet wine eggs for her mother, and watched the old man gobble up them, looking like she was not full, and she was not ready to cook anything for her.

"Is this you? Are they all so big? Call mother-in-law, I'm your grandmother. Seeing Dongdong leaning next to Ah Ling, the old woman teased Dongdong without words, and she also understood that she was not welcome. But in desperation, she had no choice but to be cheeky and beg Ah Ling to take her in.

Ah Ling did not answer his mother's words, and asked, "Tell me where you are from and what are you going to do?" Where the hell have you been after all these years? ”

"Ling, don't you know, my mother has suffered a lot over the years, first she was sold to Hebei by traffickers, she was beaten and scolded by others, and finally ran out, and she had no money to buy a ticket to go home, so she had to beg all the way home, and she walked for more than ten years before returning home." The old woman wiped the tears on her face and said pitifully.

"Really? Why do I remember that you ran away with a Pekingese? It's still your own volition, no matter how much we beg you, you won't stay. Why did you become a human trafficker and sell you? I was 10 years old at the time, and I remember it very clearly: that morning, you had a fight with your father because you were trying to run away with someone, and your father found out. That person just dragged you away, you didn't look back, no matter how our four sisters and brothers cried and begged you, you left without hesitation, at that time Ah Xuan was not weaned, you left the nursing child and ran away. Isn't it? Ah Ling asked mercilessly.

"Ling, you don't understand, you don't understand your mother's suffering at that time, it's your father who gets drunk all the time, and when he gets drunk, he goes home and beats me, so that I can't stay even if I want to. How can I, as a mother, not love my children? How can I leave you behind? That's not ......," the mother cried.

"Really? My dad naturally has his fault, but he has never abandoned us and has always grown up with us, what about you? You haven't shown up for more than ten years, and you haven't even come to a phone call or a letter, you say you can't bear us, how can you tell me to believe it? Ah Ling excitedly retorted.

"At that time, other people's families were just as poor, they didn't eat or drink, but at least their children came home with their mothers, and they had a sip of hot water to drink, even if they had patched clothes, they were beaten by their mothers. What about us? We are not even as good as a good dog, we have no one to kiss, no one to hurt, and it is our life that we can survive. Ah Xuan had chickenpox when he was four years old, with a high fever like coals, and almost died, where are you? Where were you when we were hungry and skinny? When we were bullied and beaten with a blue nose and swollen face, where were you? Ah Ling couldn't help but cry when he remembered all the hardships in the past.

"I'm sorry, mom I'm sorry for you!" The old man wanted to hug Ah Ling and cry, and then cry to solve a thousand hatreds. But Ah Ling quickly dodged her mother's outstretched hands, and her current hardships and sufferings were not because of her mother's abandonment? Without their mother's love and teaching, they are like a helpless boat struggling in a storm, with no direction, no sense of security, and no principles and life experiences that they can learn from their mothers. Although she did not hate her, she could never accept her.