387. Survive to death

The nurse who had been taking care of her had been anxious and helpless for several days, and when she saw that Shandan was persuaded by her nephew to try to get better, she became a little happy and hurriedly ran to the nutrition cafeteria. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

After a while, a bowl of warm white porridge was brought back, and the nephew carefully used a spoon to cool the porridge for a while, and then used the spoon to pound the rice grains finely, and then put the straw into the bowl for Shandan to suck.

This child will grow up to take care of people, and he is as careful and considerate as Gu Haiping.

Shandan tried hard to eat more, so that she would get better soon, she knew that Gu Haiping's future would have to be dealt with by her.

As the porridge that entered the stomach touched the stomach wall, Shandan suddenly became nauseous, and had no time to react, Shandan spit out all the little porridge and water she had eaten, she knew: After so many days of not eating, coupled with the decay of physical function after extreme sadness, the digestive system has entered a weakened state.

Therefore, when people are extremely sad and excited, it is possible for the body organs to fail instantly, and sudden death is also a matter of minutes.

The nephew put down the bowl and helped the sallow Shandan who was in a cold sweat to lie down, while carefully wiping the vomit on his aunt's body, on the sheet and on his own body, he said in his mouth: "Auntie, it doesn't matter, let's take our time, we will eat one bite at a time, and then take the next bite when you are not nauseous, there is nothing wrong with your body, but it is too weak." ”

Shandan looked at the child apologetically, this child who has not been loved by his parents since he was a child, but he is a child who knows how to be grateful and take care of others.

Suddenly, the door of the ward was rudely pushed open, and a man came in with a man's howl, and he crawled on the side of Shandan's hospital bed with his face buried in his face, and while pounding the edge of the bed vigorously, he asked loudly: "Shandan! Tell me, what is going on? Why is Haiping gone?"

Shandan sloppy nerves were able to distinguish that the person who came was Gu Haiping's eldest brother.

This crying and questioning that seemed like a clumsy performance in Shandan's eyes made the little strength that Shandan had just recovered fall apart in an instant, and she closed her eyes and twisted her head to the other side, not wanting to see this big brother who should be standing up to the sky but deliberately performing at this time.

The eldest brother was followed by the people from the political department, and when he saw this situation, he forcibly pulled the eldest brother out of the ward, and the eldest brother shouted in the process of being dragged: "Shandan, you have to give me an explanation, why didn't Haiping have it?"

Shandan closed her eyes tightly, and she listened to such words, like ten thousand arrows piercing her heart, right! How did Haiping not have it? Why did he disappear? Yesterday they were cooking and eating together, and she was frying cod, and at the same time she was frolicking and kicking his ass because of his slow movements, and he stood by the sink and didn't dodge at all, he was worried that she would kick in the air and fall again.

Yesterday he was considerately unwell because of her aunt's visit, so he got up early to cook ginseng soup for her, and served it to her bedside to coax her to drink, so where did he go? Why did he disappear today? Will she never see him?

Her chaotic thoughts suddenly cleared up like being pricked by a needle, Gu Haiping was gone, he was gone.

Didn't he say that he owed her a debt in many things for getting married without a wedding and having children, his father's ruthlessness, and the career she gave up for him, and he had to compensate her with a lifetime of care and care? Didn't he say that he would hold her in the palm of his hand as a treasure even if he was 120 years old? Didn't he say that he would go to the ends of the earth with all his heart and soul like snow? Didn't he say that they were a match made in heaven, and that they were arranged by God and should be cherished? Didn't he still say that even if he lost the whole world, he couldn't do without her? Didn't he say that he would guard her for the rest of his life, and would not let her lose his findings, would not let her be wronged again, and would not let her be anxious?

How could he be so untrustworthy? How could he promise her life? How could he be so ruthless? How could he be willing to leave her and the child behind? What's wrong with him?

Suddenly, Shandan felt a little guilty again, she thought of him lying alone in the cold storage, was he afraid? Was he cold? Is his soul still in that cold body? Where is he now? How can she be willing to reproach him? What else can she do for him?

Yes, she should scrub him, bathe him, dress him up, and send him away with dignity, as neat and clean as he has always been.

She propped herself up, saw the nurse at the head of the bed, and whispered: "You come, you go get a wheelchair and push me to the morgue, I have to go and give Gu Haiping a bath and get dressed, otherwise he will be cold and cold." ”

The nurse had tears in her eyes and whispered, "Don't do this, he's no longer in the morgue, he's been sent to the funeral home." ”

"It doesn't matter, you go and tell the leader, I'm going to give him a bath, get dressed, and I'm going to send him away with dignity. Shandan insisted.

"Okay, I'll go now, don't move, don't get out of bed, I'll report right away. The nurse went out after repeated admonitions.

Shandan tried to hold herself up, but her limbs were so stiff and heavy as if they were not her own, she paused and sat up with all her strength, and was so dizzy that she had to rest her head on her erect knees, and she wanted to see him.

After a while, Director Ye walked in and saw Shandan curled up on the bed, without a trace of blood on his face, and his eyes were sunken and lifeless.

Director Ye sat down on the bedside stool of Shandan and said, "Doctor Shandan, Gu Bo's body has been cleaned, his clothes have been put on, you have been in a coma for 4 or 5 days, and in these 4 or 5 days, we have done everything we should worry about and do for you, it is ten o'clock in the evening, and the funeral home is not easy to go, if you want to go to see him, tomorrow, I will take you to see it during the day tomorrow." Now the key is that you take care of your body, start eating something, and take care of your body before you can go out of the ward to see him, we don't dare to take you out of the ward when you are now. ”

"It's okay, I can't die yet, I'm going to see him, talk to him, I'm fine. Shandan's body twitched disobediently.

"See how this is going to work? Go and call the doctor. Director Ye hurriedly instructed the nurse.

The doctor came and explained with trepidation: "Hello Director Ye, this is a bit of an electrolyte disorder caused by the patient who has not eaten, if the patient is awake, I still recommend that the patient can eat, even a mouthful of white porridge is useful." ”

"Doctor Shandan, you are also a doctor, you should understand the importance of eating for your body, what you want to do, you have to have a good body first, right? You have to eat as much as you want. Director Ye listened to the doctor's words and persuaded.

"I had a little porridge this afternoon, but ......," the nurse stammered.

"But what?" asked Director Ye.

"But Dr. Shandan vomited everything he had eaten. The nurse replied timidly.

"What's going on?" Director Ye, who was born in martial arts, didn't understand medicine, and looked up and asked the doctor on duty.

"It may be that the patient has not eaten for a long time, coupled with low mood, the function of the digestive system is a little weak, but it doesn't matter, if you eat it, you can't vomit clean, at least 1/3 of it is still in the stomach. The doctor explained. (To be continued.) )