386. Try to live
386. Try to live
When she hesitated between life and death, she suddenly felt her hands tightly grasped by a pair of warm big hands, and she turned her head to see Gu Haiping's nephew sitting on the edge of the bed, his face full of tears and looking at her with concern. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
This child has grown up, working hard alone, and he is the first relative to arrive.
Shandan got up, and he embraced the woman who loved his uncle in spite of poverty, in spite of honor and disgrace, in his arms that were not wide enough. The two men wept bitterly, and the pain was the same as theirs.
"Auntie don't cry, the matter has come to this, the next thing is to think about your life with Xiaoyu, if my uncle sees you so sad, he will be distressed. The nephew choked and comforted.
Shandan was short of breath, the person began to have convulsions, and the doctor hurriedly monitored the heart, increased the amount of oxygen, and adjusted the intravenous infusion of electrolytes.
Shandan doesn't know how much time has passed, she has been relying on intravenous drips to keep her alive, and inadvertently put her hand on her hip bone, and found that the original round hip bone has become a cut hand.
The nephew looked at the thin and out-of-shape aunt, choked up and persuaded: "Auntie, you have to think about Xiaoyu's future, you can't drag yourself down, she has no father, you can't leave her alone." I'm a child who hasn't had parents to love me since I was a child, don't you want Xiaoyu to be like me? This kind of suffering without parents is the most bitter suffering in the world, how can you bear to leave her? You have to be strong, eat as much as you want, don't break your body, take good care of Xiaoyu, so that she can still have her mother's love when she loses her father......" The nephew cried and couldn't go on.
Shandan reached out and held the child's hand, yes, this child, who has not been loved by his parents since he was a child, is always timid, and it makes people feel distressed to watch. Although he grew up and became independent, only he knew what kind of regret in life was the lack of love from his parents.
"You have such a good relationship with my uncle, he is reluctant to leave you, God is jealous of you and does not allow him to stay. I am very touched and envious of your meticulous care for Xiaoyu and your love for her! Xiaoyu is blessed to have parents like you, and now that my uncle is gone, you have become the only support for her in the world, and you have to be strong to make her young heart not so hurt. I'm sure you can do it!" the nephew suppressed his sadness and comforted Shandan word by word.
Shandan listened, and she burst into tears, and slowly a little strength rose from her heart.
Yes, if she collapses, what will Xiaoyu do? She has to save her life and raise her children even if she dies, she is their child, and she is also the continuation of the only existence he has left in this world.
She propped up her weak body, opened her chapped lips slightly, and said, "Give me some water." ”
The nephew's painful face showed a little relief, it seems that the second aunt who the second uncle likes and loves wholeheartedly is worthy of the second uncle's good, such a disaster and blow, she can still understand the reason, it seems that the second aunt will not collapse.
What people are most afraid of is the collapse of the spirit, once a person is bent on death, even the gods cannot save his life.
The nurse hurriedly went to fetch a glass of warm water and handed it to her nephew, who thoughtfully found a straw, put one end of the straw into Shandan's mouth, and carefully held the cup herself.
"Let's live, even if it's all against all odds, even if it's just for the sake of the children, for our children, I have to live. Shandan thought silently in his heart while crying.
"Auntie, get better, everything will pass. In the future, I will slowly get better and raise Xiaoyu with you, don't worry, you are not alone in facing this disaster, let's work together to overcome difficulties, okay?" The nephew's words like an adult made Shandan very warm and grateful.
Gu Haiping's kindness to this child was not in vain, at least in this moment of crisis, he could say such intimate words, "Thank you!" Shandan burst into tears and said softly.
"We are a family, Xiaoyu and I are both surnamed Gu, we are brother and sister, although we are not brothers and sisters, but we have no other brothers and sisters, in the future, we are children, I am the eldest brother, I will definitely love my sister. Don't worry, I'll help you, I've grown up, and I'm doing a good job here in Jiangsu, and it won't be long before my situation gets better. The nephew said emotionally.
"Thank you! Your second uncle will be glad and happy for your words today. Shandan said.
When I was studying in Hunan, my second uncle went to Hunan from Beijing to see me, and he left money for me, and he kissed me more than my father, and I remember it in my heart. It's just that I don't want the second uncle to end like this, maybe he is too good, or maybe because your relationship is too good, there will be such a disaster, but I'm just guessing. Second aunt, don't be sad, it's useless to be sad, we have to figure out what to do in the future?" said the nephew sensibly, he wanted to blame God for his uncle's accident, so as to relieve a little psychological pressure on the living.
"Well, I don't know what I'm going to do in the future right now, it's good if I can keep this breath now, let's talk about the rest later. People are gone, and everything else doesn't mean anything to me anymore. Shandan said decadently and weakly.
"Okay, when you get better, let's sum it up, I can understand your feelings, but in the future, the child will be raised, this is not an easy matter, we have to fight for what we should strive for, to give you more security in the future, less difficult. "My nephew is not big, but he thinks long-term.
Another wave of vertigo hits, and Shandan closes his eyes and fights with all his might.
"Auntie, what do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you, you have to eat something, otherwise your body won't be able to carry it." Looking at Shandan's weak appearance, the nephew asked softly.
"I can't eat it. Shandan suppressed nerves that could have fallen into a coma from time to time.
"If you can't eat, you have to eat, if you want to live, you have to eat, you don't eat for yourself now, you have to eat for Xiaoyu, you have to eat for life, even a little bit. I'm going to buy you some porridge and eat some first, okay? You haven't eaten for four or five days. If this continues, there may be problems with your gastrointestinal tract, and you should be more aware of the dangers of not eating for a long time!" the nephew said, standing up.
"Oh. "Shandan understands that if you can't die, you have to live, and if you live, you have to eat, even if you can't eat, you have to have energy to maintain the operation of the body, and it is far from being able to maintain the normal operation of the body by relying on this little intravenous nutrition.
Seeing that Shandan nodded lightly and agreed to eat something, the nephew found the nurse and told her to go to the hospital's nutrition canteen to get a bowl of rotten white porridge. (To be continued.) )