Chapter 34: Diary of a Girl with a Smile IV

On May 1, xx, the sun was shining. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

A pampered girl who has been pampered since she was a child, suddenly, lost her body, and lost her mother, and the culprit of all this is the heinous beast!

No, he's not my dear daddy, he's a villain!

I want revenge! I want to avenge my mother! I want him to die a bad death, I want to torture him slowly, I want to quietly make him crazy, I want to avenge my mother.

In Daddy's world, there can only be one me, and if I ask for that beast, if I don't agree, I'll die too;

For the rest of Dad's life, there can only be one me, and I will be rude and coquettish to that beast, and I will die!

Selfishness, ruthlessness, revenge, or the fear in the bottom of my heart?

The beast said, "What is it in the heart of a little girl that she can be so hostile, domineering, evil, and even poisonous?"

Hehe, who said: "There is a share of evil in the heart?"

That's right, do good people go for revenge? What are men? Cutting off their bone marrow little by little is the guide to action for the insulted.

Hehe, that day, when I was drunk and crying bitterly, I took off the Guanyin jade given to me by my mother and left it in the room where I will never go again, and I only remembered for a moment the thought that appeared in my mind: "Mom - the blessing you gave me will definitely be able to offset and suppress that poisonous and evil spirit!"

After that, I recalled many times, where did I put that Guanyin? Perhaps, after being drunk, the memory will indeed be short-circuited? I can no longer remember, I can't remember, where is the double-sided jade-white Guanyin Bodhisattva?

Charm.

Haha, then let this Guanyin stay at the tip of my heart forever as I read it. Doubtful, will you definitely be able to resist that poisonous evil spirit in the future?

In the future, I will continue my thoughts and thoughts, continue my desire and my pursuit, manage my spiritual home, and let my mother's soul rest in peace in heaven according to my mother's wishes.

In the future, I will fulfill my longing and my wishes, continue to escape from familiar people and places, continue to delve into the tired life and study, wander around and explore, and truly wander the unknown world~

From now on, my life will be my own, unless there is anyone willing to work together. Then, my life path may still be a perfect life course.

Otherwise, I have only one belief, and that is: revenge.

I'm going to make all the men fall under my pomegranate skirt, and let that scoundrel, beast, die—go!

On November 11, xx, it was snowy.

Mom, I miss you so much, you are under the Nine Springs, do you still remember that you still have a daughter like me who has no future?

I'm in college now, but I still don't have much happiness to speak of.

I'm lonely, even though there are so many little men by my side. As much as I despise them, I have to laugh and play with them for revenge.

Late at night, when I think about it, I feel bored and wasted time. But what can I? At the very least, I'll let your grievances be redressed in that beast?

Seeing how angry he was all the time, and seeing him kneeling down and begging me, I felt a sense of revenge.

But, Mom, I still don't want to live, really, I don't want to live anymore.

So, I took sleeping pills, sixty tablets, and I didn't die!

The beast discovered my actions after I had been unconscious for six hours.

Mom, now that I'm alive again, should I live in a different way?

For example, I am also like your mother, my grandmother, even if she is abandoned by the whole world, she still lives like a person with a capital letter, not only pulling you up, but also cultivating you, Ping Zhaodi, so good, a second-class hero, if you hadn't married that beast, maybe Grandma MGZ, who is like a golden iron horse, is still alive today? You must have always felt sorry for your grandmother, she is so opposed to your marriage. But if it weren't for the beast, there would be no me in this world. So, Mom, you don't have to be sad, after all, you have me!

So I want to live well, and I want to live like you, with purpose, hope, and achievement. Let me also have a sweet love and a wonderful career in the future.

For example, I will also have my own children in the future, just like my grandfather and princess, so that they will all bear your surname. To say, my grandfather is also smart, and he actually married a woman with the surname Ping. In this way, he will not violate the oath of the brothers of the Ping family of the Whampoa Military Academy, and he can also let his descendants not change their surname, which is really shrewd. Therefore, with such a shrewd ancestor, I will not lack IQ. So Mom, I shouldn't be so self-defeating, I should work hard, according to your desires, continue to study, go to graduate school, study abroad, and go to Cambridge, England to study for a doctorate!

Mother, mother, I am here to make a vow to you and my grandmother: in this life and this life, I must be admitted to England, study for a doctorate, find a marriage, even if it is just to give birth to a daughter, let you and your grandmother's surname be passed on forever and forever, so that our blood will be passed on forever.

Mom, you must help me under Jiuquan!

I will never give up my life again. I will not allow the beast to come near, nor will I care about what it says or does again. I want to be reborn in Nirvana.

All I have in my life is reading. Study. Go to Cambridge for a PhD!

On June 13, xx, it was cloudy and clear.

I like to carry my quilt to the bright sun, whether it is spring, summer, autumn or winter.

I often read and read and read by myself, day in and day out.

I often hope that my life will have something to desire and worthwhile, even if it is just a brilliant process.

Suddenly, everything was miserable, and it was unforgivable! Perhaps, people have to suffer like this in order to live.

Whenever I am anxious, thirsty, and sweaty from the scorching sun, I wish I could have a glass of water, and I often look forward to a bright future when I am always faced with the photo of my beautiful, hardworking and weak mother.

What sustains my bitter spiritual life is only the "golden book".

Perhaps, in the dark, that is, to coincide with his arrival? I have gone to graduate school and am about to start my life journey. It was as if I had just woken up from a big dream: the journey of wandering could really only be carried out on my own!

Suddenly, one day, a man broke into my emotional world.

I chased after it. I Le: This person must be a person who does great things. Who would have thought that a report meeting on the investigation would become my "ghost." This era of knowledge economy!

At the beginning, the mobile phone, the fine light flying around in the air, crisscrossed the world at both ends, infinitely far and magnified;

Later, the sound of the telephone and the thin line shuttling with heavy loads filled the hearts of the two ends, expanding and expanding;

Then, the lingering gaze will be pious to each other, and it will bloom to the fullest.

By the Yellow River, across the iron bridge, in the city that is familiar with each other, we deduce the love of seeing each other, throwing the tangled and soaring love silk, each other's eyes are full of brilliant light, and each other's faces are soaked in the brilliance of Ambilight.