Chapter 35: Diary of a Girl with a Smile 5
Since then, I have thought that we are like two lush ginkgo biloba, guarding the thousand-year-old temple, forever intertwined with each other's branches and leaves, with roots connected and proudly erect. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
For this reason, I once made a special trip to visit the beautiful and charming Youyou Academy, and laughed at him like a general pine and cypress, I am just a crooked tree next to the two generals who grow crookedly but also flourish, although they want to look forward to each other, but they are firmly concerned about each other, and they are proud of the rivers and lakes for thousands of years.
Once, I longed that I was just under the towering tree, the green grass that grew on its own, at least to rely on each other, or to be tenacious and become a beautiful scenery;
I also thought that he would always be brilliant, just like the huge and high-profile lecture hall that I can always see, an aggressive young Zhuang expert, galloping in the professional field, inspiring words, and pointing out the figure of the country. The sentence always echoes in my ears: In our criminal police field, I don't care how old you are, as long as you don't use your brains to keep pace with the times, your thinking is rigid, and your vision is short-sighted, I will speak. Tell the truth, do practical things, catch murderers, I have to be responsible for the society, the country, and myself!
What kind of realm, dedication, and sunshine is that.
I often think, no wonder I love splendour, I love splendor, and I always want to bask in the sun!
The little girl laughed secretly, and in the dead of night, quietly hid in the bed, huh, right?
However, heaven will be jealous, and hell will be jealous.
In the world, is it always so condensed to the essence of life and highlight the ups and downs of love?
Tossing and turning, sleepless all night, turning on the TV, watching the news, originally waiting for his heroic arrival again, suddenly came into the curtain turned out to be: "The Yellow River Railway Bridge suddenly dented, and N passenger cars rushed straight into the river -- it is suspected that the yellow sand undercurrent destroyed the pillar caused the disaster, and the life and death of 100 passengers are uncertain."
It turned out to be, by chance, the N train he was on! Opened his eyes wide again to confirm: Yes, N train.
Frightened, flustered, and tearful.
Wait, need to be silent, and then condense: yellow sand, hunt, this is his post. He fought hard, became ill from hard work, and shouted that the criminal police had been solving the case for many years, would he also "lose and be defeated"?
The soul breaks the "Blue Bridge", it should be my category, how can it be so ruthless?
I was unwilling to go and search. The photo on my chest was finally identified by a little girl: it was him, this uncle, who saved me.
It turns out that he, who is very good at water, once again puts the lives of others above himself!
Will he die? No, he will live forever in my heart.
The little girl smiled and said, "He said that he is a criminal policeman, and he is a strong swimmer, and lo and behold, he is maintaining order over there!"
Oh my God, I'm laughing. Mom, you must be bless us, right?
Huangsha water has become my relatives. I stood on the bank of the Yellow River, facing the yellow sand and water that also rolled east, and sighed: hell is not such a clip of the life process of the social elite, the "undercurrent dark sand" is the "sunspot" that must be guarded against!
The years have sharpened and walked in anxiety and mediocrity, but what has been sublimated is spirit and splendor.
Flipping through the diary full of memories of blood and tears, my heart is filled with comforting warmth: Mom, the last strength in your life, actually lifted me!
I feel like I'm shining like a star and moon in the sun's rays every day.
I crave that dry, bright, sweet, warm taste. Taste it night after night, it is still so fragrant and pleasant, just like the familiar smell of the charming man on him.
I call that taste: the smell of the sun.
On November 3, xx, the autumn breeze was cool.
I'm in love, really. It was I who first fanatically chased Pingwei's house.
He actually has the surname Ping.
How did I know that the manly lady I loved, Pingwei, was the new lover of the beast!
Because of the collision, we learned that my father was the leader of Huo Qian, that is, the daughter of my wife's lover fell in love with the husband of my father's lover.
Pingwei no longer has affection for me, it's just indifferent to me, and the eyes that refuse to be positioned on my face have begun to be full of contempt and boredom.
But I don't want to give up. I want my first love. I am not reconciled, I am once again swayed by that beast. I still go to him often.
Sometimes he treats me coldly, and sometimes he goes berserk and angry. I don't care, I'm going to be with him.
For this reason, mother, I do not want to avenge you anymore, I have given up my monopoly on the beast. I have long since given up looking for men to play in my house in order to insult and hurt the beast that deserves revenge.
Now, Mom, I'm going to be a good girl. I want to be an angel in my lover's heart. I'm going to make him think I'm a fairy.
I want to start all over again.
Mom, I still have a chance, right?
December 24, xx, Christmas Day. Break one's heart.
Late at night, the beast was with Huo Qian again.
I ran to Pingwei's house.
I said that Huo Qian is staying in my house, and I will accompany you.
Pingwei huffed and said that dogs and men and women, are they so indecent?
He's really angry, he needs revenge and he needs to vent, right? I want to make that beast uncomfortable too? I know that he has already given up his feelings for me, and he definitely didn't hug me so suddenly, kiss me, and almost have sex with me because he loves me.
He quickly stripped me of me, and his eyes were red. I can analyze it, it is a pair of eyes that are bent on revenge and make the beast cry and bleed. I was a little sad, but I was more passionate and loving, after all, this is my lover! I felt his actions burst out of my feelings, I thought I was going crazy, and suddenly, I heard a roar from this man on my body. It dragged me back from a happy thought. With his loud bang, everything vanished. That roar, piercing and arrogant, appeared at the moment when I wanted to get him further, I was simply stupid.
He said it was a conspiracy between the beast and Huo Qi. And you're a goblin as a spy.
I immediately stopped the car. My body does not belong to him yet, but my spirit is his. I can't afford to lose him like this, I lie on his bed and refuse to go.
I knew I was going to lose him forever, what should I do? Mom, I could only cry silently. I've been howling desperately at you in the back of my heart, do you hear you? Your daughter will never be in love again, right? I want to keep his heart, and I want to have some intimacy with him.
But he didn't want it, did the affection that had just sprouted just sprout die like this? How could he just resolutely not want me! He pushed me away, and I didn't come up with a good way, so I just wouldn't leave. So, he scolded and beat me. He was so violent that he slapped me several times.
In the end, he begged me, for the sake of the two little boys, to let him go first.
It was already dark, I had no choice but to go, and I ran out in tears.