Because they had to go to work in the afternoon, the two of them didn't stay in the hospital all the time, and they hadn't eaten lunch, Su Qing didn't have much appetite, but he couldn't let Ye Xun go hungry with him, the two found a small fried stall nearby after saying goodbye to Xiaoxiao, Ye Xun endured it in the hospital and didn't say anything, and when he got outside, he said: "Sister Su Qing, I know you're worried about Sister Xiaoxiao, but your emotions are too negative, how can you let Sister Xiaoxiao comfort you in turn, if even you are so pessimistic, what do you make Sister Xiaoxiao think?" ”

Su Qing was silent, only listening to Ye Xun continue: "You may be unhappy to say this, but I still have to say that since you can't do anything, you must at least correct your mentality, be anxious, is it useful to be sad?" We're all just as worried."

"I see"

"Sister Xiaoxiao won't let me tell you about her illness, just because she knows that you will be like this" Ye Xun said. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Su Qing heard this: "I understand all this, but what can I do if I can't control it?"

"Sister Su Qing, you think too much, and you can't change anything by making yourself miserable," Ye Xun said.

Su Qing glanced at him, "Now it's your turn to teach me."

"If you don't want to listen, I don't have to say," Ye Xun said, "If you want to stay in the hospital, you can stay, you don't have to go to work, so even if you go to work, you won't be in the state."

Su Qing was stunned, it was the first time she heard Ye Xun's expression and tone, she felt inexplicably uncomfortable, hesitated, and said, "Ye Xun, are you angry with me?" ”

"Angry?" Ye Xun shook his head, "What can I be angry about, everyone has their own choice and decision, I just found that I can't get anything in exchange for it, and blindly insisting on it may not be so meaningful!" ”

The owner of the small fried stall came over with the dishes, Ye Xun said: "Don't say it, I'll go back to the company first in a while, Sister Su Qing, you must adjust your mentality, a good attitude will help you recover, Sister Xiaoxiao cares about you so much, your emotions will directly affect her emotions!" ”

"Hmm"

Su Qing nodded, he didn't know what to say, he ate silently, and after eating, he watched Ye Xun buy the bill and get up to leave, and suddenly found that the back seemed to be a little more estranged, Su Qing's heart tightened, he was too selfish, no matter how patient he was, he would be disappointed again and again.

The owner of the small fried stall is a middle-aged woman, she looks very good, she feels that the atmosphere of the two young people at this table is not quite right, and when she saw the handsome young man leaving alone, she took advantage of the empty hand and walked over and said, "Girl, did you quarrel with your boyfriend?" ”

Su Qing shook his head, "No"

"I think the young man is very careful, and when he first ordered, he could see that the girl should not think I was so talkative, and it was necessary to lower my posture at the appropriate time, and the boy always wanted to save face, right? I think the young man is quite sincere! The proprietress said.

This proprietress is obviously very enthusiastic, but obviously she doesn't know the situation between Su Qing and Ye Xun, Su Qing naturally won't refute anything, smiled slightly, and said, "Thank you, Auntie, I know"

The proprietress smiled and said, "I think of my daughter when I look at you, but my daughter is not as beautiful as a girl, she has also quarreled with her boyfriend in the past two days, and she said that she wants to break up,...... I can't persuade my mother, this child is too willful, but I think the girl is good-tempered, and the young man is also blessed! ”

Good luck?

Su Qing smiled a little bitterly, I am afraid that if I like myself, it will be more troublesome for Ye Xun.

Ye Xun has already paid the bill, Su Qing said goodbye to the kind proprietress and went to the hospital after eating, the time was just right, when Su Qing arrived, the TV just started the show, Xiaoxiao was sitting at the head of the bed with great interest and watching, although there was no blood on her face, but it seemed that she was in a good mood at this time, Su Qing thought of Ye Xun's words, and also smiled, and moved a chair into the ward and sat down, "Why do you sit up?" ”

"It's not that you can't move, why do you keep lying down" Xiaoxiao glanced at Su Qing, "Why didn't you go to work?" You're skipping work again."

Su Qing chuckled when he heard this: "The big boss approved me to stay, isn't this watching TV with you?" ”

"It's an honor for the little girl, but I'm afraid you'll be complacent, so I'm definitely not going to praise you for how well you performed on the show," Xiaoxiao said.

Su Qing said with a smile: "It's all on the provincial stage, so you can't let me be stunned."

After the mentality was calmed down, the atmosphere in the ward was also a little cheerful, Xiaoxiao was an optimist, Su Qing had a smile on her face, she was more calm, Chen Guang and his wife saw the two talking and laughing and watching TV, and also noticed that Su Qing was in the show shown on TV, both of them knew that Su Qing went to record the show, and they also watched it together with more interest, and talked a few words from time to time, Chen Guang and his wife didn't put up any srest, Su Qing didn't have any sense of depression, maybe several people put Xiaoxiao's emotional state in the first place, Even if you are worried and uneasy in your heart, you will no longer show it.

The show is very exciting, and the people who watch it are also interested, but Su Qing's mood is difficult to get better, because in the afternoon, Xiaoxiao said that she was dizzy, and she had some uncomfortable symptoms not long after lying down, Chen Guang and his wife hurriedly called the doctor, or the invited expert doctor, after letting Xiaoxiao's condition temporarily improve, he went out of the ward with Chen Guang and his wife, leaving Su Qing alone to sit on the side of the bed, looking at Xiaoxiao, who was in a very poor mental state on the bed, but still blinking playfully, Su Qing didn't know whether he should smile at this time, Or words of comfort, she didn't know.

"Qingqing"

"Huh?"

Su Qing raised his head, held Xiaoxiao's slightly cool right hand under the quilt, and only listened to Xiaoxiao's words: "The doctor said that my situation is rare, my own immune system has been destroyed, and there is a relatively obvious drug allergic reaction, so I haven't determined a suitable treatment yet."

“……”

Su Qing's heart sank, "Is there no way?" ”

"There should be, just because it's rare doesn't mean that there isn't a similar situation," Xiaoxiao said, "Qingqing, did you quarrel with him?" ”

Su Qing didn't have the heart to think about anything else at this time, but when Xiaoxiao asked, she would still respond, "It's not a quarrel, Ye Xun just said a few words about me, and I was wrong."

"What if......"

Xiaoxiao paused, "I mean what if."

"Don't if!" Su Qing shook his head.

"Okay then" Xiaoxiao smiled slightly, "Qingqing, you are too pessimistic, people still have to be optimistic, in fact, I am not afraid of death......"

Feeling that the hand she was holding was obviously tighter, Xiaoxiao said softly, "You know what? In fact, Si Qing has always been there."

"What?" Su Qing raised her head, "Where is she?" Is it still the same as before? ”

Xiaoxiao shook her head, "It's different, I can feel her, but I can't find her"

“……”

"Si Qing said that obsession can sometimes make a person still exist in another form even if he ends his life, then he is not really dead, I still have a lot of things to do, and you, Mom and Dad, can this be regarded as an obsession?" Xiaoxiao said.

Su Qing's eyes were red, and her voice was choked, "Don't say that these are good, it's obviously fine, don't scare me"

"Why are you crying" Xiaoxiao raised her hand, "You never cry, no matter how big things were before, you wouldn't cry"

"There is sand in my eyes" Su Qing wiped the corners of his eyes and said something that had long been old-fashioned, but this was not half a sense of joy, and it could not even be used as a far-fetched face.

Xiaoxiao raised her hand to wipe a wet mark from the corner of Su Qing's eyes, "What a fool, I'm just assuming that you can't think about it like this, Ye Xun is right, you should comfort me, a patient lying on the bed, buy me a bouquet of flowers, bring me water to knock over, and be a qualified escort!" ”

"Okay, you can do whatever you want me to do" Su Qing nodded, his mentality was already as brittle as tissue paper, the so-called strength is just because of people and things, Su Qing has never been a strong person, even more so in front of Xiaoxiao.

"Forget it, otherwise you won't have to ask for it back when you are discharged from the hospital, you guy is the most angry" Xiaoxiao glanced at the back of Su Qing's hand and held it lightly, "Qingqing, your hands are much better looking than mine, you still have to pay more attention to maintenance, remember to wipe hand cream when it's cold"

"Hmm"

"I'm a little tired, I want to rest for a while, Qingqing, don't you really go to work?" Xiaoxiao said.

Su Qing shook his head, "I'm not going, I'm here with you."

"Then lie down and sleep with me," Xiaoxiao said.

"Huh? This is not very good" Su Qing hesitated, she herself was willing, but after all, it was a ward, which might affect Xiaoxiao's rest, not to mention, the doctor didn't see it well.

Xiaoxiao pouted: "I can't get up!" ”

“……”

In a simple sentence, Su Qing honestly took off her coat and lay down on Xiaoxiao's side, but she was very careful in her movements, Xiaoxiao on the side was half nestled in Su Qing's arms after Su Qing lay down, hugged her with her hands, and closed her eyes contentedly, "Sleep with me for a while, it's so comfortable!" ”

"Hmm"

Su Qing didn't feel sleepy, she gently hugged Xiaoxiao's back, and the silky soft pajamas were warm, so that the undulating mood calmed down in an instant, Su Qing watched Xiaoxiao breathe steadily in her arms, silent......

Chen Guang and his wife entered the ward after a while, and were stunned for a moment after seeing the situation inside, but Xiaoxiao's shallow smile on the corner of her mouth made the two silent, Xiaoxiao and her mother walked out with a smile, and the couple sat on the chairs outside, "Do you want to ask Xiaoxiao what she means?" ”

"Otherwise, what else can I do, even if there is a risk, I have to try, I would rather my daughter never marry for the rest of her life, and be with that child," Chen Guang said.

Xiaoxiao's mother sighed, but finally didn't say anything more.

Su Qing remained motionless in the ward, until Xiaoxiao woke up in the evening, her arms were numb, but her eyebrows were soothing, because Xiaoxiao's complexion seemed to have improved.

"It's the first time I've slept so comfortably these days" Xiaoxiao rubbed in Su Qing's arms, "I decided, before I was discharged from the hospital, I want you to sleep with me in my arms!" ”

Su Qing smiled and said, "If the doctor allows, I'm glad to live here, but this will affect your rest."

"What's the matter, it's good to rest like this" Xiaoxiao still leaned on Su Qing's arms, "It's much more comfortable to hold than before, but the structure is a little different, um... So soft"

“……”