108. Giving birth to other centrifugation

As we walked, it slowly got dark. Shandan went all the way to a great place.

The wind had dragged the tired body of the day to rest, the cold of the night hit, Shandan wrapped her clothes tightly, she saw the moon began to rise, the hazy moonlight shone on the earth, casting a thin veil on the noisy sky during the day, every qiē seemed so quiet and elegant, the quiet and mysterious night in the countryside came.

She felt dizzy as she remembered that she hadn't eaten all day. I got up early in the morning and ate a little milk and steamed buns, and then drove to Hoh, and then there was a sad day, and the water and rice did not enter. I didn't eat dinner when I came here, and it was as if I was sleepwalking in a desolate world.

Gu Haiping is the same, right? If it was in the past, he would definitely think about her, it would never be okay not to eat, even if he ate a little less, he would not follow, now that she is pregnant, she is almost hungry all day, and she hasn't even eaten dinner, so he doesn't pay attention to it.

No wonder people say that adversity sees true feelings! Before this tribulation, their hearts are already "separated from each other." What Shandan felt was no longer sad, but a disappointment that could not be stranded and discharged.

She had been out for so long, and no one had come to look for her, maybe the family was discussing how to deal with their mother and son, right?

Maybe all misunderstandings will be resolved in the future, but the harm when you are in trouble, no matter there are countless reasons that will not disappear without a trace, that pimple has always been pimple in a corner of the heart, and if it is unsatisfactory or a little contradictory, it will jump out.

She walked back along the creek and had to face it no matter what, didn't she?

She slowly returned to the small courtyard of Gu Haiping's house and walked back to the west room. Yiqiē was quiet, and when I saw the family sitting together, I didn't know what they were talking about. She will always be an outsider, she will never be a part of this family, and no one treats her as a relative.

It is difficult for people who are not related by blood to be close to each other, everyone is polite when there is nothing to do, and you and I are clear when there is something. The difficulty in the relationship between a daughter-in-law and her mother-in-law has always been that the mother-in-law will never treat her daughter-in-law like her own daughter. If it was his mother, no matter what happened, seeing that she didn't eat dinner, she would have asked her to eat something. The relationship between the daughter-in-law and the mother-in-law will never melt, especially when she encounters a strong and filial son, the daughter-in-law can only be slaughtered.

When Shandan returned to the west room, she secretly made up her mind: kill the child, end this relationship, and start over.

Hearing the sound of Shandan opening the door, Gu's mother walked in with her fat body and looked unhappy: "Where have you been?" Haiping thought you had run away and went to the town to look for you. He said that if you did run away, he wouldn't want you. If you have something to say, don't run around, look at the dark sky, Haiping is riding a bicycle and hurriedly chasing you, how dangerous!"

Shandan looked at this usually kind face, and his face was hideous at the moment. She didn't worry about her going out as a girl, and it was an unfamiliar place, and she didn't care where she went, but she was worried about her son.

She asked, "When did he go?"

"Just now, seeing that you didn't come back so late, I chased after you in a hurry. Gu's mother was very unhappy and put down this sentence and went out.

Gu's mother seemed to have completed her task—to announce menacingly—"If you run away, I don't want you!"

Shandan went out at dinner time, and when he came back, Gu Haiping didn't move for at least three hours, and he didn't know that he was in a hurry until the willow top of the moon?

Shandan wiped away the tears that overflowed his eyes again and again. When did she become a "thing" that others could not do with? When did she not be loved by her since she was a child? Now she has chosen to say that she wants to take care of her lover for the rest of her life, and she actually said such a thing and did such a thing.

She strengthened her belief that the child still can't be wanted, rather than not being able to give him the best, it is better to let him find a good family to reincarnate. Let's divorce when you get married, it can be regarded as a lesson for your youth and love.

Shandan still remembered that when he first came to Gu Haiping's house, he took a small camphor wood box given by his sister, and watched Gu's mother put a lot of messy things on it, so he politely said to Gu's mother: "Auntie, don't press so many things on the box, I'm afraid it will be deformed if it is not strong." Gu's mother agreed: "Okay, okay." ”

When Shandan just turned around and went out, he heard Gu's mother and Gu Haiping say, "Your girlfriend said that I crushed her box!" There is also the wedding luggage that was originally sewn by all the working people (both parents, husband and wife, and children full of people), and the red thread was sewn in pairs, although there was no wedding, but it was also married, Gu's mother (both parents died) sewed by herself and the white and black lines were sewn in a single strand, Shandan used less than a month, the thread was broken, and the guards and quilts were separated.

Shandan didn't care, she thought that Gu's mother was fat, and it was not good to do things, and she didn't live in their house for a long time. That doesn't seem to be the case today.

Shandan doesn't know what he did inappropriately, and he can't get the respect of the other party?

She couldn't figure it out, maybe it was because she didn't treat herself as an outsider, she followed Gu Haiping in everything, he said and listened to anything, and she didn't even let her parents participate in such a major event as marriage, so the other party didn't know how to be grateful, but instead gave birth to a heart of contempt and contempt, right? Or maybe she was really trying to help? Or did Gu Haiping say something to his family in private?

Anyway, it doesn't matter now, she longs for the dawn, she wants to stay away from here and never come back.

Shandan tried her best to calm her heart, she wanted to spend the night peacefully, and tomorrow they will part ways, you take your Yangguan Road, and I will cross my single-plank bridge. From then on, no more correspondence, no more.

She lay down weakly, and although she felt the dizziness and shivering of low blood sugar, she had to fight for herself: hold on until dawn tomorrow and get out of here.

Hearing the sound of Gu Haiping's bicycle coming back, tears flowed down again, and she lay with her back to the door, without moving a bit.

Gu Haiping went back to the east room first, and he didn't know what to say, so he pushed the door in after a while.

"What the hell are you going to do?I want to discuss with you and my family, you ran out alone without squeaking, and you didn't come back so late, do you know how worried I am?" Gu Haiping seemed to be an angry voice coming into his eardrums.

Shandan didn't move or speak, she didn't want to say anything more, she had her decisions and choices.

"You haven't eaten for a day, I asked my mother to roll out noodles for you, but you ran out and didn't come back? You! Really, you're going to be a mother's person? How can you raise a child? Just like you? If you don't eat for a day, the child won't be able to want it, and he won't be starved to death?" Gu Haiping stretched out his hand and wanted to help Shandan up.

He held Shandan's head with his hand, only to find that Shandan's face was full of tears. He really couldn't understand how Shandan could be so sad, he thought it was just a small operation, for the sake of their future and the future of the child, why couldn't he understand her?

"Let's not talk about this matter for now, let's go to dinner first, okay?" Gu Haiping coaxed.

Shandan thought: Don't you don't want me?

She was a little stubborn and didn't want to go, but thinking that it might not be good for the child, let's eat something first.

She sat up and said, "You go and bring it and I'll eat it, but I won't go over." She was very dissatisfied with Gu's mother's words and attitude.

Gu Haiping brought a bowl of noodles with a poached egg on top, Shandan couldn't care too much, he was really hungry, so he took it up and ate it in a big gulp. No wonder my mother often said, "If you don't think the food is delicious, you are not hungry, so you can eat for the hungry and sleep for the sleepy." Then there is nothing bad to eat, there is nothing that cannot sleep. When you are hungry, the chaff nest is full of delicacies from the mountains and seas, and you can fall asleep on the rocks when you are sleepy. ”

Gu Hai calmly watched Shandan eat, his eyes were full of pity again, he gave her too little, thinking about his own growth environment, he didn't survive well? How can a child not be raised? With Shandan careful care and his love, the child will definitely grow up healthily. He dismissed the idea of knocking out the child. He just didn't think about it in his heart or didn't prepare for it, and the sudden arrival of the child made him panic.

Shandan eats a bowl of noodles and seems to be in a better mood. Gu Haiping asked: "Eat another bowl?" You are now eating one person and two people are consuming." ”

Shandan nodded expressionlessly.

With two bowls of noodles in his stomach, Shandan Fang felt that the end of the world had not yet come.

Therefore, when people are hungry, it is very easy for them to lose control. I have seen several incidents of police rescuing hostages on TV, and they always give the suspect something to eat, which can effectively control the suspect's excesses.