(ps: Thank you for the gift from Brother Poison, Happy New Week, Mo Mo Da, the exam will continue tomorrow, and I am willing to follow the lì Tong guò.) (n_n)o haha~)

After going through so much, I am angry with my husband, I provoke my husband, I am not good, I am not good, I also make myself physically and mentally exhausted, but from August 11th to August 21st, just ten days, in my life is like a year, I am willing to suffer for you, cry for you and laugh for you, just to not let you leave me, because I really, really love you, more than my life!

Before, I may have been angry with you, but there are a few things I can do:

First, no matter when, where, or under any circumstances, I will never do anything that will hurt your reputation, because I care about your feelings.

Second, I went to my husband, really because I missed it willfully, not surveillance, not supervision, not to find anything, I want to believe you, just like last year;

Third, if one day, I can really come back to our house, with you, with the little black cat, I will never do the stupid things before, I just want to be like a little daughter-in-law, wash my husband's clothes, clean up the house, and cook what you love to eat.

Husband, I don't want to say goodbye, we don't fit this word. Husband, believe me, we will be together for the rest of our lives, but I believe in fate, the world is so big, there are so many people, but we have met, and we are together because of love. Some people say that 2012 is the end of the world, I don't believe it, but what I want to say is that the mountains are edgeless, and the heaven and earth are together to dare to be with the king! For you, I am willing to pull out the thorns on my body, I am willing to endure what ordinary people can't endure, as long as you can be together, I want you to become the happiest man in the world. I want to give you the best love! and my husband gives the baby company. It is the greatest happiness of the baby. It's nice to have you by your side! The world without you is an old movie without any color. Husband, I'm waiting for you, on June 25 last year, we came together, and this is the happiest thing in my life. It's that I don't know how to cherish, I almost lost the happiness I waited for 4 years, this time, I won't let happiness go, loving you is the most important career in my life, I want to be your most non-intrusive baby, give you happiness, give you the warmest home in the heart!

Love you unto death!

Read the letter I wrote in one sitting. Ruhan found that her mentality was completely different from when she wrote the letter. She still remembers that she wrote the letter in tears, and when she wrote it, she was immersed in her own world and completely moved by her true feelings. At that time, the pain seemed to be still faint in her heart, but now, reading this letter again, she not only felt sorry for herself, but also felt funny.

At that time, she was so naïve and stupid, stupidly thinking that she could impress Zhao Gang and let her return to herself, in order to make Zhao Gang change her mind, she let go of her pride and dignity, and let him trample on her body and soul wantonly.

If it weren't for Yixue being by her side all the time, making her feel that there was still someone in this world who loved her so much, she would have collapsed long ago.

She still remembered Zhao Gang's words: "Shen Ruhan, I don't like you as a clingy woman, your so-called love is about to drive me crazy!"

Ruhan endured the heart-wrenching pain, and pondered Zhao Gang's words repeatedly-she loved him too much, and it actually became the reason for him to abandon her......

In the end, she didn't think about anything, only an empty shell, staring blankly at the sky outside the window.

Why did he do this? Is it really for that inconspicuous Feng Xue? His aesthetic is so ridiculous, he doesn't love Shen Ruhan, who is gentle, kind, and known as the most beautiful and talented woman in Haicheng, but for a woman who is too ordinary to be ordinary, he hurt her so thoroughly that he almost killed her.

Where did Ruhan understand that Zhao Gang abandoned her, not because of Feng Xue, let alone Yu Manli and Zhang Nan, but because he had a restless heart, he didn't want anyone to stop her from hunting for beauty, no matter how beautiful and lovely a woman was, once he lost the initial freshness, he would be tasteless.

Ruhan remembers a sentence - if love is mixed with calculations that have nothing to do with itself, it is not true love, for more than a year, even when he was in love, Zhao Gang has never been honest with her, deceived again and again, concealed again and again, and only then did it become today's evil fruit, and the day the truth was revealed, it was when the two of them were in full swing.

She gave a few years of love, but in the end, she couldn't even count as true love......

Ruhan came to the dresser with a heavy heart, and her apricot eyes in the mirror were red and swollen and dull.

This look, if Brother Yixue saw it, how heartbroken would it be......

Thinking of this, he got up suddenly.

So far, she has had a nightmare in the past few years, and she must not be sad because of Zhao Gang's appearance and that woman's teasing.

threw himself on the bed, Ruhan didn't wash his face and brushed his teeth, forcing himself not to think about it anymore, and he fell asleep heartlessly.

The next day, it was a sunny weekend, Ruhan freshened up, painted light makeup, straightened her hair with a straightening stick, changed into a white fur coat given to her by her father, and walked out of the house in good spirits.

When he arrived at the company, Xiao Zhang, a colleague known as Bapo Zhang, couldn't help but light up his eyes. exclaimed excitedly: "Ruhan, you are so beautiful today, quick, let me kiss it!"

She wanted to hug Ruhan while talking, during work hours, colleagues passed by from time to time, Ruhan wanted to play with her, and ducked back, but hit a wall of flesh.

"Ahh

Ruhan glanced back, her heart jumped violently a few times before she regained her calmness, she hit no one else, it was Zhao Gang.

In such close contact, she found that his look was not as good as before, his complexion was dull, his eyes were dark for the time being, and even his always straight and smooth suit was full of wrinkles.

"Uh...... I'm sorry. ”

"Oh, it's okay, I was careless when I walked. ”

Ruhan never expected that after a few months, the first words the two people said when they met were "I'm sorry" and "It's okay". is polite enough, but rejects people thousands of miles away.

"Manager Zhao, I don't think you were careless, you were fascinated by Ruhan. You see how beautiful Ruhan is, with a little makeup, it looks even better. Don't say it's you men, even I feel itchy when I see it. Xiao Zhang has always spoken openly, she said happily, but Zhao Gang's face became worse and worse, Ruhan could see that he was in the way of the same thing, and he couldn't help but have a seizure.

There were more people in the hall, and Zhao Gang didn't want to stay longer, so he hurriedly got on the elevator without saying hello to Ruhan. Ruhan smiled bitterly and also entered another elevator. The two elevators go up side by side, just like two people in the elevator, in the same direction, but without any intersection.

All morning, Ruhan was writing a manuscript, she felt sad, and only when she was writing, could she get a little peace.

Finally, it was time to get off work at noon, Ruhan turned off the computer and wanted to go to the bathroom before leaving.

The bathroom is always a good place to listen to gossip, just when Ruhan wanted to push the door out after going to the bathroom, there were several women's voices outside, and Zhao Gang happened to be the protagonist of the gossip, she put down her hand that wanted to push the door, and hid in the toilet in a daze, listening to the people outside talking about herself.

"You say, what is the charm of that yellow-haired girl named Feng Xue that can make Manager Zhao like her?" a sneering voice, with a contemptuous tone.

"I don't understand, if you want to say that everyone is much better than her body appearance, she can only be regarded as young at best. ”

"Mei Li, Manager Zhao may just like a girl with a local flavor like Feng Xue, but not a flaming red lip like you, haha......"

"Hey, what do you mean by this, what is that girl, Manager Zhao is so talented, how can she like her, if you want me to say, most of the means she used to conceive Manager Zhao's child, and wanted to use it as a threat, and the result was ...... The child is gone, and he is still so miserable......"

"Don't say it, be careful that people hear you. ”

A female colleague looked at the toilet door behind her, which had been closed, and reminded vigilantly.

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about it, you guys look at it, I can't say that day, Manager Zhao kicked her away, haha......" There was a burst of gloating laughter in the bathroom.

After they left, Ruhan walked out, she had no intention of listening to this, but every word and sentence entered her ears, and the conversation of her colleagues verified her guess, but what she never expected was that Feng Xue was pregnant with Zhao Gang's child!

If so, all the Yiqiē is easy to explain, a few months ago, Zhao Gang's irritability and abnormality were related to this child, with her understanding of Zhao Gang, it was impossible for him to let Feng Xue give birth to this child, an illegitimate child who fell to the ground was enough to ruin his reputation and career, so that he could not raise his head in front of people.

After hearing these words, Ruhan lost her appetite anymore, got out of the bathroom, and went straight back to the office, she regretted more and more, how could she look away, fall in love with such a selfish man who doesn't care about the life and death of others, she even began to sympathize with Feng Xue, what a blow it would be to her to lose her child.

"Shen Ruhan, you are really despised, Feng Xue and Zhao Gang hurt you together, and you still sympathize with her! Don't you be crazy, stupid, and stupid, right?"

She took out her mobile phone, found the text message sent to her by Feng Xue, and pressed the delete button without hesitation.

She didn't want to have the slightest relationship with this woman, even if it was just a colleague.

I didn't eat breakfast or lunch, and Ruhan's stomach was rumbling. She was looking for a snack when the office door rang.

"Ruhan is here, I'll bring you food. (To be continued......) R752