One hundred and twenty-two, betrayal
Xiao Bao'er has questioned the authenticity of Rhino Fragrance more than once, and this time she thought about it a lot, and always felt that there was something going on, so that her temperament changed drastically and volunteered to stay in the Flying Flower Hall for many years. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
What else would happen? Before she could figure it out, an unexpected visitor shattered the rare tranquility of these days.
The person who came was Xuan Jin, pretending to be a maid who delivered food.
I only heard her ask: "Xiaoxiao, why do you have a hellish expression on your face, don't you welcome me?"
"Are the guards in the courtyard blind? no one sees that you don't look like a maid at all?"
Xuan Jin did wear the clothes of a maid, but there was makeup on her face and a purse tied around her waist, which was completely different from the maid taught by Bai Songmei. In Bai Songmei's eyes, the maid is a tool that can move, and it must be as simple and generous as a tool, and easy to use.
Xuan Ze has the best analogy for this. Eating with a bowl, if the bowl is too ornate, it will make people forget that the purpose of holding the bowl is actually to eat.
Xuan Jin didn't have time to explain so much, she grabbed Xiao Bao'er's hand and said seriously, "Xiaoxiao, I want to tell you something, don't be impulsive, listen to me." ”
"You haven't even said it, how do you know I'm going to be impulsive?"
"Second brother marries today!"
"What? Xuanze marrying today?" Xiao Bao'er smiled, this is impossible, she asked, "Who to marry?"
Xuan Jin said: "Wan Yan Zhao." ”
Xiao Bao'er jumped up and shouted, "How is this possible? You're kidding me, aren't you?"
Xuan Jin kept holding Xiao Bao'er's hand and didn't let go, and said comfortingly: "Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao, you listen to me finish speaking." Here's the thing, the eldest brother fell and injured his leg a few days ago, and the second brother temporarily replaced him with his marriage. But I heard that the second brother will return to Xisu with Wan Yan Zhao, and he will bow there again. ”
"I know that the second brother only has you in his heart, but do you know that Wan Yan Zhao has always liked the second brother? Not long ago, I pestered the second brother to accompany her out to shoot hunting, and the eldest brother's leg fell off the horse and broke it at that time, I suspect that this is an accident arranged by her. ”
"The eldest brother has inconvenient legs and feet, and the second brother follows her back to Xisu. If she uses the excuse that the person she married is the second brother, hoping that the fake drama will be true, forcing the second brother to marry her and forcibly leaving the second brother, do you think it is possible?"
Xiao Bao'er was silent, she can do this kind of thing, and I believe that Wan Yan Zhao can also do it.
Clear-eyed people know that Xuan Ze is better than Xuan Hua, which woman doesn't want to marry an excellent man? What's more, Wan Yanzhao is not ignorant of what happened back then, this person is so interested in Xuan Ze, it is difficult to say that he is competing with her. If she can marry her favorite Xuan Ze, Wan Yanzhao must feel better than her and defeat her.
With the experience of being deceived a few times before, Xiao Bao'er finally had a better memory, and did not forget to ask Xuan Jin, "What are you doing here?" Didn't Lord Song ground you?"
"My father just grounded me and didn't forbid me to ask for news. I'll tell you about it, and by the way, I'll take you out of here to find my second brother. ”
"Why?"
"The wedding is arranged in the Shizi Mansion, and whoever marries Yan Zhao is the son of the world. I don't hate the second brother, but I want the eldest brother to be the son of the world, and I believe that only you can take the second brother away from the wedding scene. ”
The explanation is perfect, the motive is reasonable, and Xiao Baoer can't believe it. But what really made her suspicious was the dream of rhino incense.
In the dream, Xuan Ze imprisoned her in the cold palace, pleasing Xiao Huiting on the one hand, and planning to marry Xiao Fanghua on the other. She couldn't hear the news outside in the cold palace, and thought that Xuan Ze still loved her, and only because she had no heirs did she stay in the cold palace to recuperate.
No heir, how did she forget this stubble. Didn't Xuan Ze find Mei Shiren, why didn't he ask for an antidote, or did he say that Mei Shiren's medicine had no cure?
The Flying Flower Hall was replaced by the palace of the Song Lord's Mansion, and the marriage of Xiao Huafang was replaced by the marriage of Yan Zhao. Nothing has changed, Rhino Fragrance's dream has happened as prophesied, and she has not escaped her fate after all.
The only thing that is different from dreams is the state of mind.
In the dream, she didn't dare to face Xuan Ze, she didn't dare to face the truth of being betrayed, and cowardly chose to commit suicide.
Today, she doesn't want to die yet, at least she doesn't want to die so aggrieved.
She said, "Take me out, and I'll ask him personally why he lied to me." ”
The prince's mansion is separated from the Song lord's mansion by a street, the Song lord did not set up a prince, and this mansion has been vacant before Yan Zhao's wedding.
Xuan Jin had already instructed Xiao Bao'er that the groom was taking the bride around the street in Muchuan City. This is a custom of the Song people when they get married, and the newlyweds ride around the street on horseback means that they will not go back.
Xiao Bao'er couldn't go to the Shizi Mansion from the main entrance, which was full of guards and guests who had come to congratulate him. If she enters through the main gate, let alone take Xuan Ze away, she is afraid that she will be taken away by the guards as soon as she arrives at the door, and she will not be able to touch Xuan Ze at all.
Xuan Jin's words made a lot of sense, and Xiao Bao'er pretended to be a maid and left the palace with her assistance.
Seeing that Xuan Jin was standing still and didn't leave, she asked, "Don't you go to the Prince's Mansion to congratulate the newcomer?"
Xuan Jin replied that there were three days for the prince's wedding, and the family meeting was arranged on the last day, and she was grounded, and she could just show up on the last day.
Xiao Baoer doesn't understand the marriage customs of the Song Dynasty, so if she doesn't go to Xuanjin, she can go over herself. At this moment, Xuan Jin suddenly stopped her.
"Anything else?"
Xuan Jin stopped talking, and finally said, "Be careful, it's safer to enter through the side door." ”
The street between the Song Lord's Mansion and the Shizi's Mansion was actually a deep alleyway, from which many people dressed as servants shuttled between the two mansions, and Xiao Bao'er was one of them.
Unlike the other servants, she walked extremely slowly, wishing that this alleyway would never end, as if she would not have to face the fact that Xuan Ze had married Yan Zhao.
A few days ago, the monkey reminded her to be careful with Xuanze. She swore that she would believe in Xuan Ze, but on the way to Shizi's Mansion, she shattered this trust step by step. It's hard to describe the true feeling in my heart at this moment, except for the pain of being crushed, there is an inexplicable sense of relief.
The deepest pain began as early as the day the rhino incense woke up.
In order to escape this pain, she pretended to be crazy and stupid in front of Yao Xitong every day, cut herself into two, and lived an extremely divided life. The kind-hearted Xiao Bao'er who sacrificed herself to save people is not her, and the Xiao Bao'er who doesn't mention Xuanze at all and occasionally coquettishly with Yao Xitong is not her.
The real one she hid in the depths of her heart on the day she killed her mother and didn't want to wake up until she was woken up by Xuan Ze little by little. She thought that she had found the other side, and finally she didn't have to wander in the bitter sea, but the dream of rhino incense gave her a blow to the head, the bitter sea was boundless, and there was no other shore to turn back.
When she saw Xuan Ze after choosing her husband, she thought she would be hysterical, tears raining down, or angry out, but there was nothing.
In the face of Xuan Ze, all the pain is depressing. Xuan Ze didn't believe in rhino incense, and the so-called dream prophecy didn't mean anything to him. At that time, Xuan Ze would not betray at all, and she never thought about betraying, how could she get angry with a man who still loved her deeply?
She followed Yao Xitong to Chendi with a heart full of pain, and was in danger again and again, and was in danger again and again, which distracted her attention and diluted the pain.
She was like a lone wanderer walking in the dark night, not knowing when it would dawn or who could confide in. Whenever she thought that the ultimate relief from dreams was death, a feeling of incomparable suffocation made her gasp a luxury.
Changing her life was the straw she grasped in despair, and she pinned all her hopes for light on that straw, but after a long time, the straw became her inner demon.
Yao Xitong, she couldn't help but smile when she thought of this name.
For a long time, rhino incense's prophetic dream made her constantly deny herself, thinking that she was too stupid, too stupid, so that she couldn't see the utilitarianism behind Xuan Ze's hypocrisy. She was surrounded by frustration, humiliation, anger, and an inferiority complex.
Until she met Yao Xitong, when the two got along, she could feel Yao Xitong's change in her attitude. At first, they treated her as a princess and a fool, but gradually they treated her as a friend, someone they cared about.
Is Yao Xitong stupid? Not stupid, but blinded by prejudice. From Yao Xitong, she saw the epitome of herself, she was not stupid, she was just used to trusting and relying on Xuanze.
The downpour in the desert made her understand that even without Xuanze, the world was still full of beauty and magic. At that moment, she felt that everything could be forgiven, Xuan Ze did not betray her, and the real betrayal came from the fact that she never recognized herself.
The beauty of Yao Xitong is that she never treats her as a princess. She is Xiaoxiao, a fool who spends a hundred taels of silver to buy fake medicine, a fool who falls and reaches out to hug but is refused, or a woman who can't do this, can't that, and is disliked for cooking......
Get along with Yao Xitong, this guy will never spoil her like Xuan Ze, let alone let her take it in her relationship and don't pay. A person who calls her a princess all day long does not regard her as a princess in his heart.
On the contrary, it is Xuan Ze, a person who says he loves her and doesn't care about her identity, but in his heart he always regards her as a princess and has always wanted to seek transcendence of her identity.
Why come back?
Because she needed an answer, she needed to make clear all the things that were not clear in the rhino fragrance's dream.
If everything is a misunderstanding, she still has feelings for Xuan Ze, even if the ending is death, she will die without regrets.
If it is really Xuan Ze who has changed, it is their relationship that has changed. It's better to let go than to force it, even if it's death, it has nothing to do with Xuanze.
No matter how long the road is, it has finally come to an end.
Xiao Bao'er also has an answer in her heart, Xuan Ze still has feelings for her, and she is the same for Xuan Ze. Coming back again, they are like lovers reuniting after a breakup, and the two can only keep reminiscing about the good things of the past and have been avoiding talking about the future.
Xuan Ze said that he wanted to marry her, like marrying an ordinary woman.
She also said that she wanted to marry Xuan Ze and give up her status as a princess, she was just an ordinary woman.
Xuan Ze didn't say when she would marry, and she didn't say when she would marry, and the two seemed to be waiting for an opportunity that would never come. It's time to end the relationship, while the two haven't yet hated because of love.
Thinking about all this, Xiao Bao'er followed Xuanjin's explanation, used the key to open the side door to the garden, and planned to blend into the newcomer's cave room from there.
Muchuan in May is a city occupied by flowers, and the back garden of the Shizifu is full of thousands of famous flowers.
As soon as Xiao Bao'er opened the courtyard door, she saw more than a dozen cherry blossom trees not far away that were swept up by the wind and rained beautiful petals, and then she fell into a pair of arms that could not be broken away. The man buried his head in her neck and whispered, "You still look so delicious!"
The familiar sound frightened her into not moving, feeling like a mouse caught by a cat, and she couldn't die for a while, because the cat hadn't played enough. She asked, "Should I call you Owl Tail?"
The other party didn't answer, and a pair of big hands restlessly started from the dantian and followed her meridians to find something. After a while, he exclaimed, "Where is my Bamboo Gu, where did you hide my Bamboo Gu?"
A bamboo Gu has worked hard for ten years, and Xiao Baoer has eaten seven, and it is a blessing that he did not die. Now that the Lord has found her, she seems very innocent. When she ate bamboo Gu, she didn't know that she was eating bamboo Gu, and when she practiced boxing, she didn't know that the boxing method taught by Wu Zu could turn the internal force of bamboo Gu into her own use.
She said, "Can you let me go? ”
It is impossible for the owl to let go of Xiao Bao'er, in his eyes, Xiao Bao'er is a bowl containing internal force, and he can only get the internal force completely through this bowl. Now that the bowl is still there, the internal force is gone, and the bamboo Gu he worked so hard to raise can't be so cheap Xiao Bao'er.
This time, he used a heavier technique to start searching for the internal force carried by the bamboo Gu.
This technique acts on Xiao Bao'er, like someone using a stone grinder to run over her meridians, and then brushing the meridians that have just been run over with a brush. There is no other purpose, to find out the internal force hidden in the meridians.
Xiao Bao'er only felt a swelling pain all over her body, followed by soreness, and in the end, it was as unbearable as being pricked by a needle. Her scalp tingled with pain and cried, "Hurry up and let me go, you're useless like this." ”
Owl searched again, but still didn't find the seventy years of internal strength on Xiao Bao'er.
There can only be two reasons, one of which is that the internal force has been taken away. Second, Xiao Baoer turned the internal force into her own use.
He let go of Xiao Bao'er and asked seriously, "Where is my internal strength?"
Xiao Bao'er didn't care about this question, she asked, "Why are you here?"
Owl said, "I've been following you." ”
"You're not afraid of Mei Shiren?"
Owltail thought for a moment, "Why should I be afraid of him? I am his right-hand man." ”
Xiao Bao'er bluffed, "You should know that he will protect me." ”
Owltail shook his head disapprovingly, "If it weren't for me, you'd be dead." ”
Xiao Bao'er asked, "What do you mean?"
Owl asked rhetorically, "Don't you hear the sound of death coming from not far from you?" ”
Xiao Baoer was caught by an owl as soon as she entered the door, how could she have the heart to pay attention to the surrounding environment. After being reminded by the owl, she calmed down and listened, and sure enough, she heard that there seemed to be someone fighting in the courtyard not far away.
She asked, "What's going on over there, someone is trying to murder a newcomer and the guards find out?"
Owl Tail had no interest in Xiao Bao'er's speculation, and said truthfully: "It's not an assassin, a few Northern Liao people were deceived here and accidentally fell into an ambush. That courtyard was surrounded by Xisu archers, and the Northern Liao people were dead end. ”