One hundred and twenty-one, the suffering of men

Anger can make people stupid and lose their minds. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

When Xiao Bao'er blamed Xuan Ze, the latter asked bitterly: "I have been standing by your side, how can you turn a blind eye?" ”

"Do you have one? What else have you done besides killing a maid with a cane? ”

"What do you want me to do? She's my mother, what can I do? ”

"Because she's your mother, you can bully me?"

"Baby, she doesn't like you all along, you know that. If you are vigilant and don't eat those ribs today, you may not be doing anything. ”

"Brother Xuan, you can't say that. She has the final say on everything here, if you don't eat pork ribs today, you won't eat meat tomorrow, and you will simply starve me to death the day after tomorrow! ”

Xuan Ze also knew that the words were serious, and he said: "I will solve this matter, please don't be as impulsive as you are today in the future, okay?" ”

"Why am I impulsive? Is it normal to let others bully? ”

"Baby, what my mother did was to make you have a conflict with Wan Yanzhao, and I am willing to go out with her because I don't want you to be wronged. If I refuse her offer, maybe she'll be entangled by a cow, and if she does hurt you, what should I do? ”

The meaning that Xuan Ze wanted to express was already obvious, he was not capable of protecting Xiao Bao'er, and many times Xiao Bao'er had to learn to keep a low profile.

It's a pity that Xiao Bao'er didn't hear it, she asked reluctantly: "According to what you said, when I encounter this kind of thing, I should kneel down and apologize and slap myself." If I don't want to, you can only go shopping and play with her? ”

Xuan Ze replied bitterly, "Yes." ”

"Because I gave up my status as a princess, you punished me like this? Let me experience the humiliation and frustration that ordinary women face when they encounter princesses? ”

"Baby, it's not what you think."

"That's it, you know that they are working together to humiliate me and persuade me not to be impulsive, do you regret it and don't like me?"

No one likes unreasonable women, Xuan Ze has reached the limit of patience, he softly comforted: "Baby, blame me for today's incident, you calm down, what is there tomorrow." ”

Xuan Ze was about to leave, Xiao Bao'er stopped in front of the door and said loudly: "You are not allowed to accompany Yan Zhao out." ”

"No, I've made an appointment with her."

Xiao Bao'er didn't expect Xuan Ze to reject her, and ran into her angrily, "Xuan Ze, you bastard." If you dare to step out of this door, I will go back to Beiliao. ”

Xuan Ze easily flashed to the side, and the emotions that had been suppressed all day were finally provoked, and he said: "If you want to be a princess, you are a princess, and if you don't want to be a princess, you are not a princess." Whether you want to or not, your pedigree is there, and no one can change it. I'm not like you, and I have to put in a lot of effort to have everything in front of me. If you're not satisfied with my performance, you can go back, and no one will stop you anyway. ”

"Brother Xuan, how can you say that?"

"What do you want me to say? On the day you choose a husband, you choose someone else, saying that I will use your status to make you miserable in the future. It's easy to come back, and I keep saying that I don't want to be a princess, but what is the result? ”

Xuan Ze also has a temper, and he is tired enough to go back and forth between Princess Huanting and the little emperor all day long. There are also Bai Songmei and Xiao Bao'er at home, which makes him upset, but he can't be angry with these people, not to mention how uncomfortable the feeling of aggrieved is.

Xiao Baoer was deeply hurt by Xuan Ze's questioning, if it weren't for love, she would have already left, how could she come back. She said, "Brother Xuan, you don't know what I have paid for you!"

"What else is there besides being a princess?"

"I ......" Xiao Bao'er wanted to say that she paid the price of her life, and wanted to say that the king of Northern Liao and her brother were all dragged to death by her. But none of this happened, what should she say. can only ask rhetorically: "You said you would be good to me, why lie to me?" ”

Xuan Ze closed his eyes in pain and asked softly, "Didn't you pay attention to what Yan Zhao called me?" ”

"She called you second son, what's wrong?"

"I am the second son of the house, a concubine, she is a princess, how can I disobey the princess's orders?"

"You ......"

Xiao Bao'er suddenly found that she didn't know what Xuan Ze was doing at this time, and how she would deal with everything in Lord Song's mansion. She decided that Xuan Ze would be as good as the dream prophecy, but the problem was that Xuan Ze married her in the dream and did not reject Xiao Huiting......

"Baby, someone told the Son of Heaven that I conspired with Princess Huanting to replace him, and the Son of Heaven was very defensive of me. As for Princess Huanting, since I said that I wanted to marry, she has never sent a secret letter from the other side. ”

"I'm not a favorite of the Son of Heaven, I'm not an allied partner of Princess Huanting, I'm just a concubine of the Song Lord's Mansion. You can live in the palace because your mother spent money to rent here, and because of this, everything in the palace is arranged by your mother. ”

Xiao Bao'er opened her mouth and said bitterly, "We can ......"

Xuan Ze knew what she was going to say, "Don't, don't say you can do nothing, you're insulting me by saying that." Even if you don't want anything, where can you and I go? Can you really be incognito for a lifetime? ”

Xiao Bao'er said firmly, "I can change myself, I can forget my status as a princess, you just need to give me a while." ”

Xuan Ze shook his head, "Maybe you can, but I can't." My path can only go forward, not backward. ”

"Brother Xuan, can't you give up your ambition for me?"

"It's not ambition, it's the strength that a man desperately needs to try to protect his lover. You asked me why I didn't refuse Wan Yan Zhao, because I was incompetent, and I didn't have the strength to refuse a princess. ”

"If I give up everything I have today, how will I protect you in the days to come? Things like today will only be more and not less, do you like to see my incompetent appearance? ”

The last thing Xuan Ze wanted to say was finally forced out by Xiao Bao'er. How much courage does it take for a man to admit to a woman that he is incompetent? How much torment do you have to endure in your heart?

Xiao Bao'er stood in place at a loss, and asked stupidly, "Am I wrong?" Is it okay for me to apologize to Yan Zhao now? ”

"You will only make me more and more embarrassed by this, a man can't even protect the woman he likes, is he still a man?"

Xuan Ze left after saying this, Xiao Baoer looked at his departing back and only felt that his stomach was throbbing all the time.

It was already late, and Xiao Baoer forced herself to go to the Buddhist hall where Bai Songmei was.

The ever-bright lamp in front of the Buddha shook and shook because of the air flow blowing in from the door, Bai Songmei was chanting in front of the Buddha, and said with some surprise, "I thought it was Ze'er, but I didn't expect it to be you." ”

Xiao Bao'er knelt down without saying a word.

Bai Songmei sat in front of the Buddha and asked indifferently: "Does the princess kneel to the Buddha or kneel to me?" ”

Xiao Bao'er said: "Whoever can save me, the one who kneels is whom." ”

"You guys are really, arguing like that over a plate of ribs, life is more than just a plate of ribs, what if you are given a table of noodles?"

Xiao Baoer doesn't understand, she and Xuanze love each other, Bai Songmei is Xuanze's mother, what kind of mother can't see her son better?

She asked, "Why are you targeting me everywhere?" Just because I'm from Northern Liao? ”

"Ze'er has been an obedient child since he was a child, and if he has always acted according to my arrangement, it will not be difficult to win the world. See why I don't like you! ”

Xiao Bao'er understood, she and Bai Songmei would never be able to coexist peacefully.

Bai Songmei doesn't want Xuan Ze to be happy, she wants Xuan Ze to completely obey her and become a tool for her or Mei Shiren to realize her ambitions.

Xiao Bao'er stood up and patted the floating ashes, and insinuated, "How can people who worship Buddha and worship ghosts get what they want." ”

Bai Songmei was not angry, and asked rhetorically: "Next time we meet, are you still a princess?" ”

Xiao Bao'er was full of thoughts about Xuan Ze, and she didn't hear the deep meaning of these words, naively thinking that as long as Xuan Ze cared about her, sooner or later she would recognize Bai Songmei's character. She thought that she was inseparable from Xuanze, but she forgot that Bai Songmei and Xuanze were mother and son, and they were also the women who knew Xuanze best.

Since understanding Xuanze's situation, Xiao Baoer no longer pestered someone to accompany her, and began to enjoy the lonely days. With a lot of free time, the monkey she bought was trained by her to be obedient, and even if she opened the cage, she would not easily escape.

One day, she was about to feed the monkeys, and a young man said that the carriage had been prepared outside, and Xuan Ze was waiting to meet in the largest silk village in Muchuan City.

"Why did Brother Xuan sew clothes for me when I met in Silk Village?" The little girl shook his head and said that he didn't know, urging Xiao Bao'er to leave quickly.

The carriage soon merged from the Song Lord's Mansion into the most lively street market in Muchuan City, Xiao Bao'er jumped from the carriage into the silk village, and went to the VIP room with the guys. After waiting for a long time and not seeing Xuan Ze, she asked the guy when Qingshanjun would come, and the guy said that no one wanted to come, and asked her if she wanted to buy silk!

Xiao Baoer walked out of the silk village in confusion.

The carriage was gone, and the little guy who had brought her was gone, as if someone had deliberately tried to lure her out of the house. Could it be that Bai Songmei is doing it again? She hurried back, and as soon as she entered the door, she heard Xuan Ze loudly scolding the guards.

The matter was still caused by her, the pigeon house used by Xuan Ze to send and receive messages was opened by monkeys, and hundreds of pigeons were frightened and flapped their wings and flew away without a trace. She walked to Xuan Ze's side nervously, "Brother Xuan......"

"Where have you been? Why not take a fancy to your monkeys? ”

"There was a guy who said you asked me to meet, and I followed him to the silk village in the downtown area."

"We are in the same courtyard every day, and I still need someone to pass on the word when I ask you to meet? I know there's a killer out there who wants to kill you, how can I let the little guy send you to the downtown without a guard? ”

asked two questions in a row, Xiao Bao'er was speechless, "I...... I...... I didn't think about it that much! ”

"Baby, it's been a difficult time for us these days, can you use your brain when you do things?"

Xiao Bao'er is not stupid, but lazy, and her temper of liking to rely on Xuan Ze has not changed for a while. Looking at the scattered pigeon house, she seemed to have a brain pumping and asked, "Is the monkey still alive?" ”

Xuan Ze sighed and told her that the monkey was still alive, but he had only been taught a lesson by the guards. During this time, I hope she stays in the house and doesn't go anywhere, this is to protect her.

Xiao Bao'er knew that she was under house arrest, so she obediently returned to her room and let Xuan Ze arrange guards to surround the courtyard where she was like an iron bucket.

At night, Xuan Ze came to see her, and the monkey, covered in injuries, shrank into the corner of the cage when he saw Xuan Ze.

"How did you get this beast into the house?"

"I'm scared today, no one can get close to it, so I'll get it in and take medicine."

Xuan Ze glanced at the monkey and then at Xiao Bao'er, who seemed to have long been accustomed to Xiao Bao'er's kindness to animals. He pondered for a while and said, "I'm going out for a few days, you stay in the courtyard and don't get into trouble." ”

Xiao Bao'er nodded, and didn't ask him where he was going, trusting him as always.

Not long after Xuan Ze left, another monkey crawled out from under the bed and asked very dissatisfiedly: "Master, why don't you expose him?" ”

Xiao Bao'er raised the monkey so that the "monkey" would not be obtrusive when he came back, which was made by the "monkey" when he left with her.

Coincidentally, the "monkey" chose to come back at noon, and just sneaked into the yard to move flowers and trees, he saw Xuan Ze and the guards pulling out the real monkey in the cage and beating it. then destroyed the pigeon house, made a show for Xiao Baoer, and used this as an excuse to put her under house arrest.

Hearing the monkey's question, Xiao Baoer asked rhetorically: "What did you expose him?" Brother Xuan naturally has his reasons for not letting me out, and I believe that's it. ”

"Master," the monkey still wanted to persuade again, and always felt that something big would happen to Xuan Ze to put Xiao Bao'er under house arrest like this.

Xiao Bao'er interrupted him and said, "I came to Songdi to live with him for the rest of my life, if I don't trust him, how can I live this life?" She asked the monkey, "The new skin was changed for you by the owl tail, and the craftsmanship is good, where are the others?" ”

"The owl tail is in the Song Land, the Black and White Pavilion may have a big move in the near future, and several hall masters are here."

Xiao Bao'er felt cold all over her body when she thought of Mei Shiren, and asked again: "Have you told Ouwei of my whereabouts?" ”

The monkey nodded, "As promised, I'll trade your whereabouts for this skin." Master, why are you doing this, why do you want the owl to know your exact location? ”

Xiao Baoer was gambling, and she expected that Owl would not dare to make a move on Mei Shiren's territory. Because Xuanze is protected by Mei Shiren, and she is protected by Xuanze.

"Monkey, you go to Chendi to find the crow and ask him to come to Songdi as soon as possible, I need help."

The monkey asked, "When are you going?" ”

Xiao Bao'er glanced at the real monkey in the cage and replied, "Go now." ”

"Master, you are under house arrest in the courtyard and can't receive any news, how can I leave you at such a time?"

"Go ahead, Xuan Ze won't hurt me."

The monkey was gone, and Xiao Bao'er looked at the deep night and secretly prayed that everything would be well.

The days of house arrest were very difficult, and she kept recalling how she survived so many years in the Flying Flower Hall alone in the dream of Rhino Fragrance. Looking at fallen leaves, counting floor tiles, catching ants, she repeated all the details she could think of.

The boring life day after day made her completely doubt whether the rhino incense was real. If the prophecy would come true, she would have stayed in the Flying Flower Hall for five years, and all she could support was a few love letters from Xuan Ze......

It is said that the country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change.

She believes in the greatness of love, but this emotion can't change her nature of liking to be lively, and it is impossible for her to stay in the Flying Flower Hall for so long.