When I returned to my role as a Dharma protector and led the Dream Awakening Peach Blossom Island to defeat the Edge of Ice and Rain, a message was sent to my inbox. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I opened it and was stunned......

The sender turned out to be ...... Nether Dragon Show!

I...... How long has it been since you saw him?

When I saw him again, I was so flustered that I didn't know what to do. What should I say in front of him, and what will he say to me?

Netherworld Dragon Show: "Peach Blossom...... It's been a long time, I didn't expect you to be online today......"

Feng Xiyan said: "Hmm...... yes, long time no see......"

At this moment, what I want to know most is, how is he doing lately? What happened to him and the person he liked? He pretended to be a girl, and I became a husband and wife with him for so long, this deception, I still can't let go......

However, it has been such a long time, and even I have gradually faded out, so what is there to worry about this emotion that can be called deception? After all, he has been with me for nearly two years......

Feng Xiyan said: "You...... How are you doing?"

Nether Dragon Show: "Hmm...... Not so good...... I've recently been injured again. This body of mine, when it does heavy lifting, is very easy to get injured......"

Feng Xiyan said: "You are stupid, your body is so delicate, although you are a man, you only have the height and weight of a girl, how can you do heavy work?"

Nether Dragon Show: "Huh...... That can't be helped...... In order to live, how can I refuse all possible work? Datong, after all, is a place that depends on coal for food, and if it is not for coal-related work, there is really no money to be made here. So ......"

Feng Xiyan said: "What! Are you going to dig coal?"

Nether Dragon Show: "Haha...... So what...... Okay, I'm thinking, let's go to the ancient city of Shura, okay? Actually, I wanted to go home, but when I think about it, you already have another home, and I can't go to that home......"

I remembered the cold war with Wu Yingying just now, and I received a heavy blow in my heart...... I, who am I worthy of living in this world......? Who's worthy?......

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The ancient city of Shura, that beautiful and splendid cliff.

Nether Dragon Show: "You say, if I can jump off this cliff, will I be much happier?"

I don't know why, but as soon as he came up, he asked me something like that. I knew in my heart that he must have thought a lot, even ...... I must have encountered a lot, that's why I came to Journey to the West to find me...... He's not online at all by chance!

Feng Xiyan said: "No, absolutely not. ”

Nether Dragon Show: "Why?"

Feng Xiyan said: "There is no why. Death must be an unhappy thing. You see, after death, there is still the underworld, there is also the reincarnation division, you have to go to the Nai He Bridge, and there are white impermanence and black impermanence to come and hook the soul. Do you want to face so many terrible ghost kings at once? Wheel King, Chujiang King, Song Emperor, Qin Guang King...... Do you want to be abused one by one? Or do you want to be in the underworld forever and be sent by Zhong Kui to hunt ghosts? Be sent by Judge Cui to collect the ghost king? No, you definitely don't want to do this. Isn't it?"

Netherworld Dragon Show: "Hehe, I told you to be realistic, but you told me about Journey to the West." You're still a pretty bad person. ”

Feng Xiyan said: "You said that you jumped off the cliff of this ancient city of Shura, but you are not talking about Journey to the West? ”

Nether Dragon Show: "Hahaha...... I can't say anything about you. However, thank you, my heart is much better. There may be times when you sell cute, but it can really make life simpler and happier. ”

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I was worried about one thing he had told me before, and asked, "Long Xiu, I just want to ask you, how are you doing lately?

Nether Dragon Show: "Huh...... She broke up and got a new boyfriend, but she just wouldn't give me a chance. ”

Feng Xiyan said: "If you don't give it, you won't give it, so what." Do you have to lose all your dignity for him?"

Nether Dragon Show: "Maybe...... At that moment, I really wanted to climb the tallest building in Datong and jump off it. Human life is really a very boring thing, some people can get happiness, and some people can only reap misfortune. ”

Feng Xiyan said: "So, did you listen to what I just said or not?"

Netherworld Dragon Show: "I listened, I won't jump off the building, don't worry." If there is anyone else I will listen to in this world, then you are the only one. ”

I received another blow in my heart.

I think I'm still sorry for the Nether Dragon Show, although he deceived me, but he also deceived himself. Moreover, he also deceived his whole person into it, and fell deeply into the dream I weaved...... So, in the end, who deceived whom? And who lost whom?

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The Nether Dragon Show is finally offline. He said goodnight to me. I didn't have time to ask him how his injuries were, and he didn't give me the chance to ask again.

Once he goes offline, the next time he goes online, I don't know when it will be.

His QQ is always dark.

It's dawn.

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I continued to read books early and review lessons that I couldn't read. I poured out all my sorrow and pain into those damn textbooks. In my heart, I gradually feel better, perhaps, this world is conserved, in order to escape from reality, and go to the online world, the happiness I get, but I will soon return to reality again from the Internet. Those painful things, those sorrows, those pains, but they will quietly flow from reality into the Internet...... No matter where it is, the end result is always painful......

Discovering this law made me feel even sadder. I was just sorry for my father, mother, and teacher's teaching, but at least I didn't feel sorry for Xiao Wen, let alone Lian Ruojunxi, but now, I'm sorry for Netherworld Longxiu, sorry for Wu Yingying......

I'm even more sorry...... Wake up on Peach Blossom Island......

In my heart, there was only mania and restlessness, and I naturally couldn't read books anymore.

I put away my textbook and walked slowly down the road. I didn't want to go back to the dormitory, aimlessly, I walked to the North District cafeteria again, I don't know, do I want to remember something, or do I want to meet someone?

I soon found out, though.

"Brother Peach Blossom, why did you come here again?"

Xinruo walked quickly in front of me. At this time, it was meal, and when he came back from class, he naturally had to come to the cafeteria.

He was in the North and I was in the South, and it was true that it was not so easy to see, but I slowly paced under the plane tree, and slowly came here.

Perhaps, in my heart, I really want to see the cold side of my heart again.