In the North District cafeteria, I sat at the dining table with Xin Ruolen, in front of me was the necessary tray for the school canteen, and the fragrant food attracted our appetite in front of us. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"Let's go! I'm hungry. Xin Ruo cried out.

"Hahaha, okay, let's go!" I also began to feast.

The two fat papers, eating naturally attracted the attention of the surrounding alumni, after all, the two of us ate a lot and fast. Xin Ruoleng noticed this problem, and gradually slowed down, and I was the only one who was still munching on it in a daze.

"Hey, Brother Peach Blossom, they're watching you." Xin Ruo reminded coldly.

"Huh?" Only then did I notice that the way I was gulping down my food had attracted everyone's attention. Well, usually in order to avoid such attention, I often eat after sending the meal back to the dormitory, but now I go to the North District cafeteria to eat with Xinruo, and I don't pay attention to restraint, but I am laughed at.

Feng Xiyan said: "What, if it's cold, you won't take a picture of me in the gang group, right?" ”

"That's not going to happen, I'll just talk about #109 (knocking on the wooden fish)"

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Some time ago, Journey to the West was updated, and there are no longer only 100 emotes. On the basis of the original expressions, some expressions from #100 to #116 have been added, the most warm and cute of which is #115 (holding an umbrella for you), and the most boring is #109 (knocking on the wooden fish).

But boredom also has the benefit of being boring, such a wood-knocking expression, cute and cute, so that even if people have nothing to say, they can also make people laugh with their cute appearance. As for why he speaks in reality, "#109" can also appear, and that's because, that's what he said directly with his mouth-

Say it with your mouth

The mouth speaks

Ba said it

Say it

out

Come on

target

I made a gesture to beat him, but he quickly picked up his fork to defend himself, and accidentally threw me in the face.

I was so helpless that I thought that food could not be wasted, so I stuck out my tongue, stirred it around, and ate the grains of rice.

Then I found that my heart was cold.

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After eating, I walked around the campus with him.

In late autumn, it was almost winter, and the wind was blowing the ground, and there was not much left of the dead leaves of those plane trees. The ground is full of dead leaves, and when you step on it, it squeaks and squeaks, which is really funny. I listened quietly to the sound of the leaf being trampled on, and thought about many things. If the heart is cold, he doesn't speak, and he is humming a little song from the Journey to the West game there.

It wasn't until I had finished walking through this piece of forest ** that I said to him:

"If it's cold, I actually want to leave. What do you think of this? ”

He was taken aback and said, "Why? ”

Feng Xiyan said: "I know, if I really leave, it will be unfair to you, to Ah Mao, Andy and Little Sister." The five of us have been on good terms, and we have been on good terms until now. It's just that I have something I have to do......"

The heart is cold: "What is it?" ”

Feng Xiyan said: "You know, I'm not a talented person, I can even say ...... It's a bit dumb...... I took the college entrance examination twice to get into our school, and since I entered the school, my grades have been bad. However, since entering Journey to the West, my 'bad' grades have fallen more and more, and now it has become 'very poor', and I am already at the bottom of the class. I want to pull myself out of my addiction to Journey to the West, review hard, and prepare for the exam and graduation thesis. So, I'm going to be away for at least a year......"

The heart is cold: "But, big brother, why are you addicted to it?" Moreover, why did you let Journey to the West affect your studies and normal life? ”

Feng Xi Yan said: "If it is cold...... So, are you not affected...... Can you teach me how to do it...... By the way, it's a dead cat......"

The heart is cold: "Eh, how should I say this...... I think it's a matter of self-discipline. Where time is invested, the output will be there. Although I will go online every day, the help must be there and the tasks must be done, but before I go to play, I must also complete my learning tasks first. Big brother, a man, if you can't be responsible for yourself, whether you leave Journey to the West or not, it's useless. Therefore, the most important thing you need to do is to be responsible for yourself. ”

The cold words shocked me. It seems that what he said is not wrong at all. The reason why I was dragged down by Journey to the West was not really because it dragged me down, but because my heart was not strong enough and I was fascinated by it, but I was not able to grasp myself! Those who have a mature mentality, those who know what they need and must do, will correctly handle the relationship between Journey to the West and their daily work and life, such as the moonlight, he is also a helper, but in reality, isn't he also opening a store and becoming a big boss?

So, in fact, Journey to the West is not the reason for my decadence, it may be an accelerator, but it is definitely not a decisive thing.

I want to really become stronger, I want to make my heart stronger, what I must do is to overcome my inner weakness, let myself grasp my own destiny, and let myself deeply understand my potential......

I want to make myself a confident person with enough mental capacity.

I want to keep getting stronger and not let down those who like me, respect me, and rely on me.

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I hugged Xinruo coldly, it was the kind of bear hug that men should have to express their feelings with each other.

So parting, I walked to the classroom, and he walked to the dormitory. My heart gradually understood.

I continued to live like this, in the morning, I went to the classroom to review, I went back to the cafeteria to eat at noon, I took a nap in the afternoon, and when I woke up, I turned on the computer and started writing papers. The simple life has slowly calmed my heart, as for logging in to the Westward Journey, it has become a random thing, occasionally in a good mood, when I want to go online and talk to everyone, I open the Westward Journey, go up to chat, help kill the title or something, when I am not happy, I walked out of the dormitory, stepped on the dead leaves on the forest ** in the school for half an hour, and while stepping on it, I thought about how to write this graduation thesis, how to put forward this thesis, and where to find this argument...... Gradually, my mood was calmed down, and the idea of the thesis was found.

Gradually, I became a normal person. is no longer the crying child of the past, no longer the person who hides in a place that no one knows when he encounters difficulties, and he is reluctant to breathe. In fact, after all, waking up on Peach Blossom Island is just a place for me to breathe, isn't it?