Chapter 888: Being a father and daughter for the rest of the world
(PS: Dad, Mom and I love you, we have to be father and daughter for the rest of our lives!)
Ruhan just fainted, and it didn't take long for her to wake up, she slowly opened her eyes and saw Yixue's tearful eyes.
For a moment, Ruhan thought he was dreaming, but when he looked around and saw his mother and aunt crying on the sofa, he had to return to reality, his father was gone, and she had just fainted because of the huge stimulation.
"Brother Yixue, accompany me to see my father. This was Ruhan's first sentence after waking up.
"Hanhan, you lie down for a while, and then go later. Looking at Ruhan who was so sad in her arms, Yixue didn't know how to comfort her, he knew that Ruhan and Shen Feng had a very deep relationship, and Shen Feng's departure was equivalent to half of Ruhan's world collapsing. He can do a qiē for her, but in the face of life and death, he can't do anything.
"No, I'm going to see my dad, if I don't go, my dad will be sad and uneasy. Ruhan supported her body with her arms and wanted to sit up, but Yixue hurriedly helped her up, leaning closely on Yixue's body, and Ruhan walked forward with difficulty.
When she came to Shen Feng's chuang side again, Ruhan's heart was like a knife, but she had to hold back her tears, because she heard that she couldn't cry in front of her deceased relatives, and the tears shed dripped on her relatives, and her relatives would be reluctant to leave, and they would not be able to reincarnate as human beings.
"Dad, I can't bear you, I really want you to stay with me and Mom, we will always be together, but...... I have to let you go, I ...... I just hope you can remember my temperature and the next life. You still marry your mother as a wife, and I will be your daughter, and we will be a family all our lives. Ruhan leaned over, gently touched Shen Feng's cheek, and kissed him on the face, her father's cold face made her heart hurt even more, as if there were thousands of hands, she couldn't hold back the tears that would flow out at any time, and hurriedly turned her face away, lest the tears drip on her father.
"Hanhan. Let's go. Uncle needs a break. ”
Ruhan felt that his legs were soft, and he had to be supported by Yixue every step he took, otherwise he might fall down at any time. Back in the downstairs hall, she sat down beside her mother. The mother and daughter hugged and cried.
They are surrounded by a lot of people. There are aunts, uncles, Zhuojun, and Yixue. There are uncles and aunts who came in a hurry, and there are subordinates of my father's company, but Ruhan's heart is still empty. Dad is gone, her world is only half of the world, and no one can take her father's place in her heart.
Ruhan was not only sad, but also blamed herself, she thought that if she was at home with her father, maybe she would be able to find out her father's condition as soon as possible, and her father would be able to get treatment as soon as possible, then it would be a different situation. As long as it doesn't hurt your life, you have a chance to recover even if you leave any sequelae, but ...... It is all hypothetical, Shen Feng's onset was sudden, without any warning, she was not at home, her mother was not at home, he was the only one, silently suffering from the pain. She expected that her father's illness must have come very quickly and strictly, otherwise she wouldn't have been able to make even a phone call.
Ten minutes later, Shen Feng was carried into the car and sent to the funeral home, Ruhan followed all the way, and saw his father being put in the ice coffin of the funeral home. The LCD display reads "-18 degrees".
"I don't want my dad to be put inside, the temperature is so low, he will be cold!" Ruhan rushed to the front, trying to stop them from covering the ice coffin.
"Hanhan, no, uncle won't be cold, he's very comfortable lying inside. ”
Ruhan's words pierced the hearts of Yixue and all the relatives present, when a person dies, he has no consciousness, how can he feel cold? However, this childish words are full of how much bitterness and reluctance Ruhan has, in her eyes, lying in an ice coffin to raise her for twenty years, and her father whose blood is thicker than water, in the eyes of outsiders, it is just a corpse that has lost its life!
In Ruhan's more than 20 years of life, she has never been so helpless, her career is disappointed, she can start all over again, even if she is emotionally frustrated, she can also get back together, but the pain of losing her loved ones is something she can't bear, not to mention that this person is her beloved father!
The child grows up, is sensible, and has the ability to repay, but the relatives are gone, and the child is not given the opportunity to repay, and there is nothing more painful in the world than this!
Ruhan thought that in a few years, when she was familiar with the company's business, she would give up her job at Tianya Weekly, take care of the company with her uncle, let her father rest, and accompany her mother at home, but her father left like this, maybe he was too tired these years and wanted to rest in this way.
"God, why did you take away my father, he is still so young, so handsome, he still has his unfinished business, my father is gone, how do you let me and my mother live?" Ruhan knelt in front of Shen Fengling, tilted his head, and asked silently.
At this moment, in addition to her grief, she also feels that she has grown up, no longer the carefree, cute and cute Shen Ruhan, without her father's mountain, she is like a small tree that is ruthlessly blown in the wind and rain, although the branches and leaves are not abundant, but she has to be strong, she wants to be her mother's support, to comfort her lonely second half of her life.
"Hanhan, get up, it's cold at night, always kneeling like this, your body can't stand it. Yixue and Ruhan knelt together, holding her waist and trying to help her up.
"Brother Yixue, just let me kneel for a while, I want to talk to my father. Ruhan didn't shed any more tears, but pretending to be strong made Yixue even more distressed.
"Okay, I'll kneel with you, and I'll talk to my uncle too. Yixue raised her head, trying not to let the tears in her eyes flow, he knew that at this time he was Ruhan's dependence, and he wanted to help her get through this hurdle.
"Brother Yixue, do you know, I regret it so much, I've been busy with my own affairs these days, and I haven't even spoken to my dad properly, it's my negligence, maybe if I accompany him, this won't happen, at least, I won't let my dad go so lonely." Thinking back to what happened these days, Ruhan was not only in pain, but also very self-blaming, she felt that she didn't care enough about her father, which caused his sudden death.
"Hanhan, it's not your fault, no one expected such a thing to happen, my uncle's health has always been good, if we can foresee that he will get sick, each of us will guard him and will not leave for a moment, but we are not gods, we will not be clever, we can't think of this. If you want to blame God, you can only blame God, and choose to let Uncle Shen leave when you and your mother are not there. Yixue turned sideways and hugged Ruhan, he didn't know how to alleviate her pain.
"Brother Yixue, you don't have to comfort me, just blame me, blame me for not caring enough about my father, blame me!" In Yixue's arms, Ruhan's strong strength completely collapsed, and she couldn't cry anymore. (To be continued......)