(PS: In the past few days, Hanhan has been very moved, thanks to my brothers and sisters for their encouragement, and thanks to my readers, who still haven't forgotten me.) Hanhan will come on! ）

"Hanhan, don't think so, it's really not your fault. Be obedient, get up, let's go home, look at you like this, Uncle Shen will be worried. ”

Before this, Ruhan didn't believe that people still had souls after they left, but at this time, she preferred to believe in the existence of souls, she hoped that her father could see her, even if she couldn't perceive his existence, she would be happy.

Back at home, Liu Yuhua and Shen Mei were still sitting on the sofa and sobbing softly, seeing their daughter come back, Liu Yuhua got up and greeted her, she and Shen Feng have been married for more than 20 years, and their relationship has always been very good, and her husband's sudden departure made her unacceptable. However, no matter how painful it is, she must be strong, her daughter has lost her father, she can't collapse, she has to be the strongest support for her daughter.

"Mom, it's all my fault, I came back late, and if I came home early, Dad wouldn't have left." In the hazy eyes of tears, looking at her mother's face that was also covered with tears, Ruhan still blamed herself irrepressibly.

"Hanhan, it's not your fault, the doctor who came to rescue said that even if you find it as soon as you find it and rescue it immediately, you may not be able to save it. Your father's illness is so urgent that we can't do anything about it. Liu Yuhua couldn't bear her daughter's pain and was full of self-blame at the same time, and comforted her softly.

"Yes, Hanhan, I really can't blame you, many things are unpredictable, and my uncle is in time, I went to the company to find him yesterday, and he is fine." Zhuo Jun also stepped forward and said.

No matter what her mother and cousin say, Ruhan can't forgive herself. During this time, she cared too little about her father, and Shen Feng had been busy with the company's affairs, and the father and daughter rarely communicated.

Ruhan slowly raised his head and looked around, this once warm home is so cold at the moment, without his father, is this home still a complete home?

"Yixue, you take Hanhan to rest for a while, there are still many things to do tomorrow, I'm afraid she can't stand it." Wipe the tears from the corners of her daughter's eyes. Liu Yuhua whispered to Yixue.

"Good. I'll take Hanhan to the bedroom, Auntie, you also have to pay attention to your body. ”

"I'm fine, your Aunt Shen will accompany me."

Ruhan blames himself wholeheartedly, and only hates that time cannot be turned back. She couldn't go back to the moment when her father became ill to change that. Due to the huge irritation. Her body was getting weaker and weaker. You have to hold on to Yixue to walk.

"Hanhan, close your eyes and get a good night's sleep. I will always be with you. Yixue asked Ruhan to lie on the chuang. Help her cover the quilt.

"Brother Yixue, I miss my father so much, I don't want him to leave me and my mother, but I can't save him, I can only watch him lie in the cold coffin......" Ruhan became more and more sad the more she spoke, choked up and almost couldn't speak.

Ruhan's pain, Yixue empathized, but didn't know how to comfort him, in the face of life and death, he was also powerless, he could only be silently by her side, let her know that he would always accompany her and never give up.

"Hanhan, Uncle Shen has not left us, as long as he is in our hearts, he will never leave. I will always be with you, take care of my mother with you, and bear a qiē with you......" Yixue sat beside Ruhan, caressing her head, her eyes full of pity and reluctance.

This night, Ruhan's eyes were full of his father's face was bruised, lying on chuang, and he had hardly slept all night. The scene of her father's lonely departure had been ingrained in her heart, enveloping her like a spell, making her unable to extricate herself.

Accompanied by Yixue and Zhuo Jun, Ruhan and her mother chose a cemetery for Shen Feng, which was very close to the cemetery of Ruhan's grandparents, and Ruhan felt a little comforted when she thought of her father and grandparents reuniting in this way.

Kneeling in front of the grave of his grandparents, he was like a broken liver and intestines.

"Grandpa, grandma, and dad are coming to accompany you, and he lives very close to you. I also ask my grandparents to take care of my dad more...... He just came and didn't understand anything...... He...... I'll be with you too. ”

Listening to her daughter's words, Liu Yuhua's heart became even more sour, and she couldn't help crying softly.

In Haicheng in August, the weather was sunny and the heat was pressing, but in front of Ruhan's eyes, it was heavy rain and black clouds rolling! The sky is falling apart, the sun and the moon are dark! July 31 is a day when Ruhan is in pain, and it is also a day that she will remember for a lifetime.

She believed that there was another world, where her father was a kind and upright man, and that the new world she went to would be a joyful and painless world. She believes that there is an afterlife, and in the next, her father will still be her loving and dear father.

After taking care of Shen Feng's funeral, Ruhan and her mother returned to the Shen family's villa, Yixue, Shen Mei's family and Ruhan's uncle and aunt were all by their side, but Ruhan still felt panicked and did not have a sense of stability.

Her father is gone, so that she truly understands and feels the meaning of the word "life". In the past, when she heard or saw the death of familiar and unfamiliar people, she only vaguely experienced a kind of sadness, a kind of regret, and sighed that "life is impermanent". However, my father has only spent fifty years in this world, and if it weren't for a sudden illness, he would have lived a long life. The departure of her father made her truly feel that life is so fragile, and she is so hopeless and powerless in the face of irretrievable loss! That kind of unforgettable pain cannot be cured by no matter how clever a doctor is, no matter how precious the medicine is!

Dad, I miss you, I miss you very much. Would love to cook you a few more delicious meals, my mom and I are busy in the kitchen and you sit on the couch watching TV. I'd love to beat your back and wash your feet again. Would love to have a relaxed chat with you again while looking at your kind face and warm smile.

Dad, I have a lot of things to say to you, a lot of things I want to do for you, but why are you just leaving like this, and don't give me a chance again?

Ruhan remembered that ten days ago, she posted such a paragraph on Weibo: "The happiest thing in the world is that I grow up, you are not old, I have the ability to repay, and you are still healthy." However, in just a short period of time, such an unexpected change has happened, and I always feel that the future is long, but I don't want to have no chance to repay my father!

"Hanhan, I know you're sad, but you must try to cheer up. Uncle Shen is a strong man, and he must not like to see his daughter become like this. And if you are sad, your mother will be even more sad, for your mother, for the sake of the Shen family, you have to be good, understand? ”

For several days in a row, Ruhan locked herself in the bedroom, didn't speak, and rarely ate, Yixue saw it in her eyes, was anxious, walked to the door of the bedroom, and comforted softly. But the voice had fallen, but no response from Ruhan could be heard. (To be continued......)