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Ecstasy is right, how can a person like me survive in a real society if he can't even face reality. He tried hard to persuade me to leave Journey to the West, but I disappointed him.

For a while, I didn't want to run for money at all, and I didn't bother to care about the gang. The dead cat was running the gang alone, and he was very tired, so he came to me and said, "Baked cakes, why haven't you helped the gang lately? What's wrong with you, you're not in a good mood?"

I said, "yes, I'm in a very upset mood." ”

Love in Milan: "What's going on?"

Feng Xiyan said: "Eh...... ecstatic said that I should return to reality, because I was too immersed in the Journey to the West and delayed all the real things...... However, when I tried to return to reality, I found that this reality was not so easy to return to...... You say, what should I do?"

Love in Milan: "Back to Reality...... You are really different from me, you are a person, it is too easy to immerse yourself in your own world, so you will always be fascinated, but it is just a journey to the west. Look at me, although I also play Journey to the West like you, but I can distinguish the difference between reality and the Internet, my girlfriends are all in reality - and you, your Nether Dragon Show, is not only a person on the Internet, but also a shemale...... Look at you, decent?"

Feng Xiyan said: "I know...... I'm not presentable, but what can I do, what should I do?......"

Love in Milan: "What should you do...... How do I understand, you college students, you just skip class and fall in love all day long, and I haven't experienced it, how do I know? I'm in my third year of high school, and I play Journey to the West, but at least I don't skip class, and I will listen carefully to the teacher's lectures during class. With my intelligence, it shouldn't have been a problem to get a second grade. Of course, Journey to the West did affect me, if I didn't play Journey to the West, if I studied seriously, I would definitely be able to get a book with my IQ, but so what, I still like it here, I like Journey to the West, and I like to wake up on Peach Blossom Island. You're the same, you're not stupid, as long as you put a part of your energy into reality, you can definitely be at ease, but what is the key question, that is, you put all your whole here, you are simply a person living in your own world, of course not!"

Feng Xiyan said: "Then, as long as I divide a little energy, I can ?...... in reality"

Love in Milan: "I don't know what you're going to do, you might as well try." If you really feel too stressed to study, then you can first consider falling in love or something, and let your girlfriend help you get rid of the temptation of Journey to the West? ”

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In love...... Is it?

It's not like I haven't been in love with someone in reality...... Xiao Wen, that is the totem of my life, she is the most beautiful goddess, her skin is like snow, and her skin is smooth like fat. However, the more people I love, the more it hurts me, and I never want to recall this memory......

If you really can't turn back, then look forward...... In college, in our class, there are not no girls who match my aesthetics...... There is a girl, a native of Hunan, who sings very well, the student number happens to be in front of me, she is very talented, her writing is also very outstanding, she is the goddess of our class, I am deeply attracted to her...... Her screen name is called Lianruo Junxi, which means that you are as beautiful as a lotus.

That's right, she does have a bit of a moving color, if Xiao Wen is like a peach blossom, scorching its bloom, then she is like a lotus, pink and flawless.

Love in Milan: "If you're really interested in her, go after her." If you don't pursue it once, how do you know if she'll accept you?"

Inspired by the dead cat, I mustered up the courage to make a book of poems on a certain day when I spent my birthday with her (her lunar birthday coincided with my new birthday), accompanied by her photos in QQ space, printed into a book, and gave it to her. She smiled and said, "Thank you, I love it." You are a good person, very talented, and you will definitely be able to find happiness. ”

At this time, in front of her, she was holding a bouquet full of red roses. I didn't have the opportunity to spend a birthday night with her, only a few hours late, but I rubbed shoulders with a love again.

Back in the dormitory, I listened to Lin Hai's "Pipa Language" and cried sadly. The slightly sad song especially set off my sad state of mind. So I wrote a lyric "Lotus Ruojunxi" with this song:

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The dream is long, and the expectations of a lifetime are written.

Yesterday, I heard a cry, and my heart was wandering.

A pipa sounded, and the millennium was only staring in these tears.

The pipa and flute all together, no longer sad.

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Tears are long, and rivers, lakes and seas converge into your ocean.

Tears are all over the world, and the lotus is like a gentleman.

The river is long, the tears are watery, and the tears outside the window are like frost.

This love is also confused, love has been hurt, and the lotus root has not become a double.

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The dream is long, and the expectations of a lifetime are written.

Yesterday, I heard a cry, and my heart was wandering.

A pipa sounded, and the millennium was only staring in these tears.

The pipa and flute all together, no longer sad.

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is not a double, the lotus heart is for whom the bitter taste is broken.

Looking at the end of the world, I only sigh that the lotus is like a gentleman.

Sigh for a long time, look forward to the long sky, and look at the river and the sky.

The love is longer, but the love is more hurt, and the eyebrows are lowered and the pipa is dead.

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The dream is long, and the expectations of a lifetime are written.

Yesterday, I heard a cry, and my heart was wandering.

A pipa sounded, and the millennium was only staring in these tears.

The pipa and flute all together, no longer sad.

The pipa and flute all together, no longer sad.

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I'm back to Journey to the West. This time, not only was he ecstatic, but even the dead cat was extremely surprised:

"Baked cakes, why are you back again, and you hit a wall again in reality?"

Feng Xiyan said: "Yes...... That's right, I'm out of love again, hehe. ”

Love in Milan: "How many times have you lost love since junior high school...... I've known it almost ten times. ”

Feng Xiyan said: "I can't count it with my fingers." My first crush was your distant relative, and you didn't help me, and the result was ...... And then it was...... It's ......"

Love in Milan: "You fool, how much failure do you have to be to run into so many walls in reality...... Have you ever thought about your own problems?"

Feng Xiyan said: "Have you thought about it...... But even if you want to, what can you come up with?"

Love in Milan: "...... Hey......"

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My quest for reality ended in failure. I returned to Journey to the West and began a depraved life again. On this kind of day, if my mother saw it, I don't know how sad ...... would be!