In reality, I'm just a little dick. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Although it's mixed up in college, it's just a second book. What's more, for Xiao Wen's sake, my entire senior year of high school was wasted. I wrote a lot of poems, wrote a novel for her, and even wrote a song for her, but in the end, I didn't get anything, but I wasted my time. I was left behind in my homework, failed the college entrance examination, and then chose to repeat, in a very lonely and lonely environment, I finally broke out once, and was reluctantly admitted to a two-book school.

In order to commemorate this lost love, in addition to writing "Peach Blossom Island", I also wrote several sister novels: "Bilian Pond", "East Fence Garden", "Plum Garden Village", I call them together "Fanghua Four Heroes", in this flower, enjoy their loneliness, enjoy the happiness of not interacting with others, alone.

But after a long time, I really don't know how to interact with people.

Except in Journey to the West, I can still mingle with the people in the gang, and I really don't have the ability to do anything else.

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Ecstatic said, I should still re-enter the real society, rely on the ability of reality, to obtain the status I should obtain.

Since he said that, I thought I should give it a try.

So, where to start this attempt?

Learn?

At this time, it is not the end of the period. The study hall was empty. I picked up a book, sat in the study room, and read slowly. The name of this book, "Financial Management", is a must-take course for our finance majors. I flipped through a few pages, and suddenly my eyes gradually blurred, and in a trance, my whole person disappeared.

By the time I woke up, it was night. It turned out that I fell asleep while reading a book, and this night, I slept until the night. The classroom was about to close, so I quickly picked up my book and ran outside the school building.

It turns out that I'm really not a student yet. Or ...... Am I not suited for this major, not the study itself?

So I began to want to drop out, retake the college entrance examination, and take the Chinese major in the future. My mom heard me and strongly objected, but I didn't know how to say, "No, I really don't want to stay here anymore." "Then my mother and father took a 20-hour train ride from Nanning to Wuhan, appeared in front of me, and persuaded me to ...... I cried, the two of them rarely go out, and the family has no money, they are so old, but they still take the train, or the ticket...... Just to come to Wuhan to persuade me not to drop out of school, they paid so much, which made me feel extremely uncomfortable!

If you drop out and retake the exam, don't say whether you can be admitted, even if you are admitted, then what to do with the two years of tuition that have been paid, and what to do with the extra two years of tuition out of thin air, plus the years spent and the time wasted...... The loss is even more immeasurable. So how can I be sorry for my mother, sorry for my father, and let the family add so much burden out of thin air?

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The persuasion of my parents finally made me give up the idea of dropping out, and I still stayed in school honestly, but I am afraid that it has become impossible for me to study this major properly. After the compromise, I was extremely depressed, and I didn't want to see anyone, I didn't want to do anything. As soon as I woke up every day, the first thing I did was to log in to Journey to the West, and as for classes, I had already thrown them out of the clouds.

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I'm back on my journey to the west. Ecstatic saw me and said in surprise: "Peach Blossom, didn't you say that you want to return to reality and no longer waste your life in Journey to the West?" ”

Feng Xiyan said: "I said it...... However, I now know that fighting in the real world is so hard...... Moreover, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't see hope, I took a book and read a few lines, and I could fall asleep directly...... I'm afraid I'm just the scum of society, what hope is there? ”

Ecstatic: "Peach Blossom, how can you say that...... You are obviously so talented, if even people like you are the scum of society, then what am I, I didn't even get into college. However, don't people live in this world to survive, and if they don't experience suffering, how can they live in this society? Since you can manage the gang so well in Journey to the West, then in reality, why can't you give full play to your talents and gnaw down those hard bones? ”

Feng Xiyan said: "...... Hi pig's head, thank you...... Maybe you're right...... But I ...... I...... I don't really know what to do......"

In front of the computer screen, I cried again. I don't know why, but when I went to college, I always liked to shed tears. Sometimes it's moving, sometimes it's sad, and more often, it's pain, pain for your fate, for your status quo where you can't do anything! This kind of pain makes me escape from the real society more and more, and I want to escape to the world of Journey to the West more and more, using that kind of mental anesthetic to anesthetize myself, pretend that I am very powerful, and pretend that I am very talented! However, in fact, I am a coward, a coward like a mouse, I am afraid of calculus, I don't even dare to face microeconomics, and even simpler, accounting and financial management that can be learned by memorizing are all afraid to face!

In the school cafeteria, I am afraid of meeting those who study well, I always feel that in front of them, I am a mouse, living in their ridicule, I just want to hide, not to let these people who study well see me, so that I can avoid their discussions, it is best to be able to hear nothing, and it is best to be able to see nothing! They are school tyrants, that's their business, I'm just a hard scumbag, I don't want to compete with them, I just want to fall, I just want to go back to the dormitory as quickly as possible, and immerse myself in the world of Journey to the West!

Is this really still me...... I don't know how to deal with reality when I get away from Journey to the West, am I still a qualified teenager......

I'm afraid, no......

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With ecstatic sighs, I continued to wander in the world of Journey to the West. Journey to the West may not be better and more flavorful because of me, but because of Journey to the West, I have become worse, worse, and more like a scumbag...... In this real society, there is one less qualified college student and one more ...... The scum that doesn't know anything......