33. Disillusionment

The day of the release of the list finally came, and Shandan did not go to sell vegetables to sell again, she waited anxiously for the result.

Although the teacher brought the test paper after the exam, and the answer to the question was correct, and the score was not low, Shandan was still not at ease.

She was unable to evaluate her language scores according to her usual grades, which were 120 points for Chinese and Mathematics, 70 points for Biology, and 100 points for other subjects, for a total score of 710. If the Chinese score can be about 110 points as usual, then Shandan's college entrance examination score will not be low.

Before the exam, she applied to Xi'an Jiaotong University as her first choice, and the botany department of the College of Agriculture and Animal Husbandry as her second choice. Although there were four or five volunteers to fill out, she only filled out two. She hopes to take the first choice, but she really can't, and the cultivation of flowers and plants is also what she likes.

She panicked and squeezed to the bright red score list, looking for her name and admission ticket number.

She first saw the score of a classmate who usually studied well: 432 points.

The national score line for science in the previous year was 446 points, and 432 points must not be on the line.

Mao Dan'er's score was also seen: 453.5 points.

Shandan thought that maybe this year's score line was a little lower, and Mao Dan'er happened to be online.

At that time, there were only two score lines for national key universities and general science, unlike the current one, two, and three books......

Key universities are the score line of key universities, and Puli is the score line of Puli.

Xi'an University is a key university.

The specific score line will not be announced until the score is released for a period of time, anyway, the volunteer has already been reported, and the major societies will admit students first according to the score of the first choice of the student.

Therefore, it is very important to apply for the first choice.

If you haven't taken the exam yet, can't know your level of on-site performance, and don't know your scores, you have to fill in the volunteer according to your usual learning situation, which is like gambling no matter how you say it.

But the national policy is such a regulation, and countless students across the country are involved in this gamble.

It is also called the crossing of a single-plank bridge by thousands of troops.

At that time, the ratio of college admissions was 20-30:1.

Therefore, it is also very appropriate to call it the Black July.

Shandan anxiously searched for his score, 468!468!

Yes?

Shandan suddenly felt like he had fallen into an ice cave for thirty-nine days, and he felt the cold of his whole body.

468!

You can't go to a key university!

Shandan's hope for three years was wiped out in an instant!

Maybe even Puli is a worse institution, how can she be willing?!

Mao Dan'er already knew his score, and seeing Shandan's lost look, he knew that Shandan's score must not be ideal.

"468?" muttered in surprise.

"How is that possible? You don't usually score around 500 points?"

It must be a mistake!

Mao Dan'er came to the front of the score list again, he didn't believe that Shandan's score was only this, which was completely impossible!

However, the score stands dazzlingly on the high red list!

It looked at all the students proudly!

Shandan squatted weakly next to the corner, she couldn't accept that the hope she had been full of for three years was dashed in an instant!

Mao Dan'er came over and said: "It doesn't matter, you just scored too much in Chinese, you could have scored at least 100 points, but now you only have 81 points! Language has pulled you by 20 or 30 points! It's that bastard who makes up for trouble! I'll settle accounts with him!"

Saying that, Mao Dan'er stepped into the crowd, he wanted to let out this evil breath for his sister!

It's so hateful! After so many years of hard work and hard work, he has been harmed by this brute, how can he be spared?

He couldn't tolerate someone who gave his sister such a blow!

Several classmates came over to squat together one after another, and everyone's scores were not as good as Shandan, so they were silent together.

When Shandan saw a classmate who usually gets along with Mao Dan'er, he told him to go find Mao Dan'er and not fight with others, it was useless!

Shandan hated herself to death - if she had reported to the invigilator earlier, and got rid of the harassment of the old student earlier, how could she have gotten such a score?!

The teacher's guidance before the exam misled her, what should be quiet during the exam, not to speak, not to move, not to talk to each other......

The first time she took the college entrance examination, Shandan didn't have any experience in the examination room, and she was full of confidence that as long as she studied well, there would be no problem with her score.

She has never believed that if she studies well, she will not be able to get good grades, and she has never believed in such nonsense as playing on the spot!

Now......

She only has chagrin!

After the lively venue cleared up, and people either happily beat their chests or left silently, Shandan and Mao Dan'er slowly walked out.

Mao Dan'er comforted her sister: "Last year's key score line was 463, you will definitely be able to go online, maybe you can get into a good school! ”

Shandan looked at his younger brother who grew up with him, how good did he feel?

453.5, such a score is just an embarrassing score that is neither up nor down. It must be uncomfortable to rest in my heart like a stone sliding through glass.

But the younger brother has always pretended to be chic and doesn't take it seriously, and has only been comforting his sister.

As an older sister, Shandan felt sorry for her brother at this time, so she raised her weak head and said, "It's okay!

Mao Dan'er smiled shyly.

The sister and brother walked to a noodle restaurant, and Shandan took out the money he earned from selling vegetables, and each of them ate a bowl of stewed vegetables mixed with noodles.

Back in the rented south room, Aixia has returned, her academic performance has always been not very good, and she doesn't have much hope, so she seems very calm.

She already knew Shandan's score, and she said to Shandan, "You can definitely go to Shandan, no problem! Don't worry! We will continue to sell vegetables for you to earn tuition, right?"

Mao Dan'er also echoed on the side, and Shandan didn't like to brush off their kindness, so he also sat down with a smile. She was so tired, she felt that she couldn't support her body of only 80 pounds!

She fell asleep.

Mao Dan'er saw that her sister was sleeping quietly, and asked Aixia to help take care of her, and he was going back to the riverbank.

In fact, Mao Daner doesn't have much hope for his scores, he has decided to cram for a year and fight for a good school next year.

Shandan has been groggy and asleep, Aixia has not woken up after calling several times, and there is no fever when she touches Shandan on the forehead, she just accompanies her quietly.

It wasn't until two o'clock the next afternoon that Shandan woke up from his sleep.

She seems to have made up for all the years she owed.

When she was in school, she studied hard, was diligent, got up early and worked late, and gave her all out.

Exhaustion while selling vegetables.

With the support of the ideal of going to college, she is like a clockwork second hand, running forward non-stop!

Now that the dust had settled, she relaxed the string that had been tense day and night.

Aixia didn't wait for Shandan to wake up and had already prepared lunch: braised vegetable steamed buns.

Shandan got up and washed up, gobbled up and ate, Aixia said like a wind!

The people raised in the vast grassland have all been baptized by frost, rain and snow! Shandan was not knocked down by this defeat!

Once again, she gave herself new strength to live strong, no matter what!

Live up to the care and expectations of your parents.

My mother often said, "It is better to die standing than to live lying down!"

Yes, people must have ambition to live!

No matter how rough the world is, Shandan decided to carry it on his shoulders, which are not strong!

She and Aixia began to go out early and return late to sell vegetables.

Whether it's tutoring or going to college, she hopes that she can earn a part of her tuition fees to reduce the pressure on her parents.

Tie Dan'er married a daughter-in-law and built three brick houses, and the economy was already very tight.

Shandan doesn't want to look at her parents' aging faces and add to her sorrow, she has to rely on her own hands and wisdom to fight for her future.

She is also anxiously waiting for the demarcation of the score line, how she hopes that she can get her wish!

In this way, she can repay the love of her parents, the teachings of her teachers, and her bright future over the years!

She doesn't want to live a life like her parents anymore, working hard but not having enough food and clothing!

She wants to step out of a new world, for her own future, and for the ability to repay her parents. Let your relatives live a life without worrying about food and clothing.

She understands that only knowledge, only reading, this path is the only way to change her fate.