147. Ups and downs are life

"If you want to give it to them, don't ask for the money back. I just feel uncomfortable in my heart, not because of the money. Shandan whispered.

"I know that I didn't do well enough, I'm sorry, and I'm sorry for making you feel wronged. You don't have to worry about this matter, I'll take care of it. Gu Haiping put his arm down and let Shandan lie down more comfortably.

The storm passed quietly, the two went to work separately, and the family was happy again.

After a while, Shandan stopped mentioning the incident, and she didn't care about money in the first place.

Suddenly, one day, a remittance slip of 5,000 yuan was lying in Shandan's mailbox. Because there are often manuscript fee remittance slips, Shandan didn't care, but the colleagues in the mailroom exclaimed: "Doctor Shandan, you are so strong! 5,000 yuan! 5,000 yuan manuscript fee?"

"Ah, no, how can there be five thousand yuan? nonsense, right?" Shandan was a little puzzled, there was no such a long article published?

Five thousand? Five thousand?

Shandan looked at the remittance slip and understood one thing: Teacher Gu sent 5,000 yuan to her unit.

What does it mean to send it to Shandan's unit? Does it mean that Shandan has to ask for this money, or what?

I don't even have a phone number, but the money was sent to her?

The colleague looked at Shandan in a trance and said, "What's the matter?"

"No, no, it's not a manuscript fee. Shandan gave a perfunctory look and walked back to the office. She called Gu Haiping, she wanted to ask what was going on?

"Then what does this mean, why did you send the money to me?" Shandan didn't ask Gu Haiping if he was busy, nor did he ask him if anyone was around, so he asked directly.

"I'm busy, I'll call you later. Gu Haiping hung up the phone and continued to be busy watching the patient for treatment.

Shandan looked at this remittance slip and was fascinated, when did she start to be no longer the carefree child, but a person who had to worry about everything and couldn't let go of everything. What did this life give her? It made her simple heart sensitive, cautious, and even narrow-minded. Is this growth? If so, she would rather not.

In her simple logic, she only hopes that everyone is simple and open-minded, and there are not so many intrigues and deceits, especially between relatives, she only hopes to see everyone love each other and get along in harmony. But the world is far from being like this, everything that happens in Zhuang Zhuang is not what she expected, and she seems to have become a character who cannot satisfy Gu Haiping's family no matter what she does. This made her feel a lot of frustration, because she was a child who was loved by everyone since she was a child, and no one had ever disliked her or disliked her, and Gu Haiping's kindness to her could not offset his family's indifference to her. Maybe they just think that the son is good and the daughter-in-law doesn't care, right?

The ringing of the "jingle bell ......" phone woke up Shandan in thought, and she hurriedly picked up the microphone.

"Xiaowei, do you mean the 5,000 yuan? I asked my father to send it to you. There is no other meaning, that is, it is convenient for you to withdraw money there, and if you withdraw it, you will deposit it in your account and give you pocket money. Gu Haiping explained.

"How is that? Are you making them think that this money is what I want back? I have my own pocket money, why do I want this 5,000 pocket money? You mean it?" Shandan was a little angry.

"No, no, you're misunderstanding again, I didn't mean that, I just want you to keep it, and I don't bother to run to the post office and the bank, anyway, it's not much for five thousand yuan." I know you don't spend it either. Gu Haiping explained softly.

"Well, I'm sure you're unintentional, but you're once again setting me up on a charcoal fire for barbecue. Your family was already cold to me, but this time they hate me even more, and the wicked people have told me to do it, so you can pretend to be a good person. Shandan shouted angrily.

"No, how can they not be cold to you? They want to be nice to you, but they don't know how to be nice to you. Isn't it enough to have me to be good to you? I promise to be good to you for the rest of my life! Good daughter-in-law, I have to go to see a patient, and a bunch of people are still queuing. Okay, you save the money and buy what you like, ah!

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, go to the toilet. Everyone came one by one, and whoever called the number came in. Gu Haiping said kindly to the patient who was guarding the door looking and probing.

"It's okay, you have to give the doctor time to solve your personal problems. A patient joked.

Shandan shook his head helplessly and ran away again.

Gu Haiping didn't see his father and Shandan as two different individuals, they were his relatives, and he didn't have the time, energy, and heart to waste neurons for such a thing. There are too many things he has to be busy with, and the trivial things at home have to be handled by Shandan, and he also believes that Shandan will handle it well and will never cause him trouble. But how much does Shandan know after so many years of hard work?

What can it be? Who says that he is interested in his talent and progress? This means dedication, it means passivity.

There is no way, Shandan has to bite the bullet and see how to deal with this already discordant "mother-in-law" relationship, right?

Who told someone to have an excellent son, and you are not a son of someone else, and you deserve to be wronged-Shandan laughed at himself.

The hot summer of Yongcheng is coming, and Gu Haiping's project is nearing the end, and the next step is to write his graduation thesis. During this period, three academic papers in national core journals have also been published.

Gu Haiping often joked to himself: "Xiaowei's people receive a manuscript fee for publishing their works, and I have to spend a publication fee for the publication of my works." Hehe, why is this world so unfair?"

"That's different, I publish some casual small articles, which have no technical content and no academic value, but just entertain the public with their feelings. Yours is a scientific research achievement and an academic paper, and there is no comparison. It can't be measured in terms of money. It's just that today's academic world is a bit perverted, but what is truly valuable is always valuable, isn't it?" Shandan gave reasonable and reasonable guidance to Gu Haiping's unbalance.

Whenever Gu Haiping had some knots that he couldn't figure out or had a knot in his thoughts, Shandan's analysis and persuasion could make him calm his heart and get rid of his troubles. Although Shandan gave up her profession and future, she never stopped thinking about life and life, never stopped thinking about the progress of her thoughts, maybe she had more contact with the society, and she could often make Gu Haiping open her mouth in the handling and understanding of some things, and Gu Haiping was also used to discussing and discussing with Shandan if she had a problem.

Knowing husband and wife, more than ten years of living together, Shandan grew up under the care of Gu Haiping, Gu Haiping matured in the company of Shandan, he grew from a young man to an excellent man, and Shandan also grew from a yellow-haired girl to a more quiet and introverted woman full of charm. Her understanding of Gu Haiping is not only superficial, but also his unruly personality in the depths of his soul, as well as the understanding of the ambition in his bones that will never be left behind. All his joys, sorrows, and thoughts can be placed in her, and their relationship is an iron wall without gaps.

Gu Haiping's handsome appearance and slowly maturing charm are also gradually revealed, looking at his calmness and calm wisdom in his gestures, Shandan is like looking at the flowers he has carefully cultivated - pleasing to the eye.

As Gu Haiping grew older and more experienced, he became more and more open-minded, and he was surrounded by young girls - nurses, doctors, and graduate students he led, and every mature and excellent man was full of mystery and attraction to every girl who was not deeply involved in the world. But Shandan wasn't worried, she knew what Gu Haiping wanted even better than she knew what she wanted. No one can give him the same understanding and thoughts as she gives him, no one can speak to his soul - except her. She has always believed that he is a person who has achieved great things, and she has also come to the affirmation and love of him by all the leading figures in the Chinese medicine industry, so she is relieved to accompany him to live her seemingly ordinary life happily.

He often said to Shandan in his arms: "Behind every successful man there is an unknown woman." In this life, you have paid too much for me and wronged you. I'll support you in the next life, okay?"

"What are you talking nonsense? I'm lazy and don't want to be motivated. You don't have to have a psychological burden, everyone who comes to the world has his position and role, and I am the one who needs to stand behind you and accompany you to succeed. Don't say anything like that again!" Shandan Jiao sneered.

"You were an excellent child, but now you have no achievements, it's all for me, I know it in my heart. I will repay you well for the rest of my life and make you the happiest wife and mother in the world!" Gu Haiping swept away his past shyness and shyness, and slowly began to say some sweet words to make Shandan happy.

"Don't you say that your achievements are my achievements? You pull the cart in front and I only sit in the back, and you still comfort me? Hehe, besides, how do you know that I will not make achievements? Life is still long! Haven't I started to pick up a pen and write now? Maybe one day I will become a famous writer? When you become famous and your children grow up, I will also have to make a difference and make achievements myself, otherwise how can I be worthy of you? What will you do if you look at my aging face and uselessness one day and dump me? I have started writing two novels, one of which is already tens of thousands of words, and the other is already beginning. It's just that it hasn't been formed well for you to see, I'm afraid you'll laugh at me. Shandan said a little embarrassed.

"Ah, what are you writing a novel?what's the name?show me, I'll give you some Jianyì, you don't remember that my writing is still okay, didn't you say that the love letter I wrote to you is very literary?" Gu Haiping said mischievously pinching Shandan's small nose.

"You, you're not serious! I'll show you when I'm done, and I can tell you the name: "Sarina Visits Relatives", as for the content, keep it secret first. Shandan reached out and tugged at Gu Haiping's thick earlobe.

Ears and temples grinding, hugging each other, their sweet and sweet days are living sweetly, Xiaoyu is also growing up sensible day by day, Shandan feels that she has never been surrounded by happiness, she smiles every day and happiness overflows her body and mind.

She suddenly wanted to walk to work, and it took an hour to walk from her home through a park to her flat.