154 (mainline) Love in Milan
It's hard to say goodbye when we meet, and I still have to leave Liuzhou and go home after all. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
When you get home, it's a must to go to see the dead cat. He failed the college entrance examination, and this is the moment when he needs the most comfort.
As the culprit who brought him into Journey to the West, I may really need to bear some responsibility for his failure in the college entrance examination. I remembered that when he was a freshman in high school, he asked me, "What game do you think is more fun?"
My answer at the time was this: "If it's a single machine, of course it's a fairy sword." But if it's an online game, the Journey to the West I'm playing is very good. ā
Of course, the dead cat knows that the fairy sword is fun, and when he cleared the Xiansan Gaiden, I hadn't even cleared the Xiansan. However, he had felt all kinds of boredom in online games such as Stone Age and Dragon Quest before, but under my recommendation, he fell in love with Journey to the West, and even became the helper of my dream awakening Peach Blossom Island. Before Journey to the West, although he also played online games, but did not let online games affect his learning, now, after playing Journey to the West, he began to forget to sleep and eat, even at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, he still ran money online, and the whole person began to prostrate and decadent, I really don't know how to save him......
"I don't need to be saved. These are the words he himself said. He said that he will definitely be able to control himself, he will be able to control his heart, and he will not be eroded by the journey to the west. He seems to have done it, and in the second half of his junior year, he did hardly go on the line a few times, but, judging from the final result, there was no difference. This time he took the college entrance examination, and he didn't even get on the line of the three books. With his family's economic situation, if he can't go to the second book, he can only go to a junior college.
He decided to fight for another year. His girlfriend, Mocha in Vienna, also supported him. Vienna's Mocha, a year younger than Dead Cat, is in the same school as Dead Cat, and is his younger sister. If the dead cat fights for another year, then he will take the college entrance examination with the Mocha in Vienna. If you can get into a place, that's good. However, in my heart, there were still all kinds of uneasiness - what if, I just say, after a year, he still didn't get in, and Vienna's Mocha did?
As long as the dead cat is still traveling west, such a situation is entirely possible......
What's more, I'm already thinking about quitting......
If I gradually disappear, will the dead cat instead focus more on Journey to the West? If he thinks that I am gone, he will not be interesting to play, but he will also choose to leave, that is a good thing. I'm afraid that he is already addicted to it, even if I am not there, he will not leave, but will spend more effort to wake up Peach Blossom Island, which will be terrible......
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Dead cat's house, on the roof.
"Cheers to my failure in the college entrance examination!"
Dead Cat made a few friends, including me. This is a mutual friend of him and me. Except for one of them, who was my junior brother in high school, and Mocha, who was a dead cat's junior high school sister in Vienna, the others basically graduated from the same junior high school, and most of them were from their class. Several of them, basically, took the college entrance examination in the same year, and then failed together. In order to heal each other, now, on the roof of the dead cat's house, facing the starry sky and the moon, they raise a glass and invite each other. For some reason, my heart ached. They don't seem to take the failure of the college entrance examination seriously, except for one of them, a boy who was once pulled by a dead cat to the west, only practiced a few levels, and gave a Milan fan's iconic name "San Simo". I think that their pain may have been buried in the cup, and everything seems to be my bad head, because I also took the college entrance examination twice before I was finally admitted to the undergraduate. Under the leadership of me, they may feel that it is not terrible to lose the college entrance examination once, and there is a chance to start again anyway. However, even if there is an opportunity to start over, can life be repeated in such a short period of decades......
I've come to feel the pressure of starting over. In college, I was almost the oldest in my class. I read late, and the people of Hubei read earlier than the people of Guangxi, and I repeated my studies for a year...... As a result, the youngest in my class was more than three years younger than me, and the youngest child in my school's literature club was four years younger than me! These young boys and girls were still wantonly swaying their youth in the sea of learning, but I, this old man, still wasted so much time in the Journey to the West. By the time I actually entered the society, I would be 24 years old. If, at that time, I still achieved nothing, how competitive would I be in this cruel society?
Not to mention anything else, that Lian Ruojun alone is enough to shock me......
She was more than two years younger than me. When I first entered the school, my grades were even higher than hers, and she has become a well-known singer in the school through continuous practice in the three years of college so far. Every time a performance is organized in the school, as long as it needs to use ethnic singing, she will be asked to sing...... She has gradually become the pillar of our class, the elite of our school, and I, the cheeky depraved man who dares to pursue her, I have achieved nothing. Moreover, she is so busy every day, not only practicing singing, but also participating in various activities, and in the end, her academic performance is so much better than mine...... The results of the top few in the class are so dazzling and radiant. I was just a shameful shadow in front of her.
What's worse is that I am not the only one who has encountered this kind of light......
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The Viennese Mocha is really a very beautiful girl.
She studied art, and with a pencil, she could draw very moving pictures. From the very beginning, her goal was clear, she wanted to go to an art and design college, study graphic design, or house structure design. No matter which direction you are going, you have to draw a picture, and the most important thing is to draw a house. She goes to sketch everywhere, as long as it is a weekend, the dead cat will follow, one is to protect her safety, and the other is to appreciate the beauty of her sideways while painting.
How can that not be beautiful. A beautiful girl, when she is doing things seriously, that desperate look is the most beautiful scenery. The lines that appear in her hands, the small buildings that appear in her pen - they are all so beautiful. She is a very dazzling existence, the dead cat stands beside her, like the green leaves around the red flower, although beautiful, but only a foil......
Sadly, he didn't realize that this foil was not what he should have been.