When I touched the 10th cup with the dead cat on the roof of his house, my heart was already drunk a few times. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

I want to cry, I want to cry out loud. In a person's life, there will always be all kinds of unsatisfactory, just like when I took the college entrance examination for the first time, because of Xiao Wen, because I was moved by her, I lost everything, and I had to go back to high school and challenge the college entrance examination for the second time...... That's how I am, sometimes I lose, sometimes I win, and when I lose, I always have more than I win. But now I want to be successful and get a ...... like never before. What others can't do, great success. Such success may not be in terms of academic performance, after all, my foundation is already too bad...... However, I really don't want to be decadent anymore, and I don't want to rely on the spiritual anesthesia of Journey to the West to continue to anesthetize myself.

However, isn't the wine in the cup another anesthetic?

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Cry...... No, I haven't cried yet, someone has already started to cry first......

Saint Simo: "I'm really not reconciled...... In my life, I have never gotten any decent peace and joy, all I have is that I need to keep fighting, work hard, just like ...... I'm going to fight to the death. This kind of life, so painful, but there is no end in sight, you say, what should I do? ”

He poured himself a bottle of wine and drank it down.

Feng Xiyan said: "Don't do this, if you drink like this, you will die!" ”

Saint Simo: "So what...... I lost my love and I lost myself. I couldn't even pass the college entrance examination, but the person I loved, she got into a better place than me...... Even if I went to high school, I was better than her, and in the end, she achieved her ideals, but I didn't achieve ......"

Love in Milan: "What about me?" I haven't realized my ideals either, and I'm not here now, drinking, complaining about the unfairness of life, and complaining about all kinds of grievances in my heart! Everyone is a loser, so why bother to divide who is higher and who is lower. ”

He drank another glass of wine. When the glass was turned upside down, not even a drop dropped.

Yes, we're all losers, and the dead cat is right. However, is it because we are losers now, we should, deserve, and be losers for the rest of our lives?

Are people really not qualified to pursue the life they love?

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No, I really can't drink it anymore.

I already feel dizzy. This dizziness is no more joyful than being painfully awake.

Because, what I felt, I was both dizzy and awake.

All the sorrows in the world are still imprinted in my mind, and wine has only added another kind of pain to my suffering.

But Saint Simo is different, he is still desperately drinking, drinking! His life was wasted in this beer!

"Bang!"

"You can't drink anymore!"

I said angrily to Saint Simo. His finger had been pierced by the glass with a small wound, and the wound was bloody, but in the night wind, he was a little more awake.

"Why don't you let me drink?"

"Because, I don't want you to fall again!"

"Why can't I fall?"

"Because, you're my friend!"

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No, it's not just Saint Simo who can't fall, but so does the dead cat. All human beings are the same, and none of them can fall!

I sensed that I was starting to get drunk!

Feng Xi Yan said: "Dead cat!" In the future, you will no longer be able to play Journey to the West, this gang, I will help you manage it, you must study hard next year, for a whole year, and you can't waste your life! ”

Feng Xi Yan said: "Pig Autumn! You can't think about playing football all day long, no matter how you play, you can't get into the profession, dead cats play better than you! Study hard, at least you have to get into a school! ”

Feng Xiyan said: "And you, Saint Simo!" You obviously have more talent than me, why should you let yourself fall under the anesthesia of alcohol! If you spend your drinking time studying, you may have already been admitted to college, or perhaps, you have already attracted the person you like, do you think that you can't attract her, is it all because of her? You're wrong, it's because of you, it's because of yourself! ”

Feng Xiyan said: "And me!" Maple Goose! You obviously want to work hard, why, why do you want to fall! Don't you even care about your parents? They came all the way to Wuhan to comfort you, telling you not to drop out of school, not to fall, to study hard, and to graduate successfully! They live so hard, you just ignore them, even if they pay so hard for you, don't you intend to give them back? How much of a bastard do you have to be?! ”

I! I! I!

Why should I do this!

Wake up from a dream of Peach Blossom Island, wake up from a dream, can you really meet the beautiful Peach Blossom Island!

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The next morning, the wine woke up.

When I woke up, I found myself in the house of Saint Simo. I thought about it for a long time, and then it suddenly remembered-

Last night, because Saint-Simo had drunk too much, he was already swaying on his bike. I tried my best to not let him ride back alone.

His house was far away, and I rode side by side with him for a full hour to get to his house. After arriving at his house, he and I began to vomit in turn, and after vomiting, we fell directly to the ground and fell asleep like this.

Saint Simo, he got up earlier than I did. He is a student of a good school, after all, a good school has a good study style, and his habit of getting up early has been formed in school as early as possible. What I didn't expect was that he would be able to get up so early and maintain the dignity of a student at a prestigious school when he was drunk and so drunk.

When he saw me get up, he smiled and said, "Thank you for sending me back last night." ”

I struggled to get up and said, "My head hurts...... If I don't send you, how can I do it? Dead cats will scold me to death. ”

Saint-Simo: "I just think, I really ...... I really want to drink...... I don't know why that's happening, but I just want to drink. When a person's dream cannot be realized, he always wants to find himself in the wine......"

Feng Xiyan said: "But, have you found it?" ”

“…… There is no ......" Saint Simo, his eyes instantly became gray and weak: "No...... I've been trying to find it, but I just can't find it...... What exactly is this self? I do not know...... I just want to drink, and even now it's morning, I still want to drink......"

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He wants to drink, isn't that just like I want to play Journey to the West, it's a false proposition......

Everyone knows that alcohol can hurt the body, but in order to anesthetize one's spirit, wine is always sold a lot every day......

Everyone knows that poison can be deadly, but there are so many people who use this thing to decline in the illusory spiritual world......

Everyone knows that games are just a mild mental poison, but I can't get rid of the illusion in it!

And what reason do I have to say about him? ……