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But the road home is long, and the road is long! Shandan had to wait patiently for Gu Haiping's holiday to arrive.

The key is to go home and take the train to Beijing to transfer, if you buy a sleeper ticket from Yongcheng to Beijing, and then buy a sleeper ticket back to Hohhot City in Beijing, it is more difficult, and if Shandan takes the child back alone, it is not as convenient as when the child is still in the belly, eating, drinking, Lasa and sleeping everything has to be managed, and it is even more difficult for a person to imagine.

Therefore, Gu Haiping resolutely disagreed with Shandan, who had not been out a few times, to go back alone with a single child, he had already taken a few days off and was embarrassed to ask again, so he could only wait until the summer vacation.

During this period, Mr. Li, who taught Gu Haiping English, encouraged Gu Haiping to get rid of this drag for the sake of Gu Haiping's predicament of dragging his family and mouth.

One day after dinner, Gu Haiping said with a dodge in his eyes: "You go back." ”

Shandan looked at Gu Haiping in surprise, she was thinking: You said not to let you go back, why did you suddenly suddenly say "You go back"?

She didn't answer, just looked at Gu Haiping's face and eyes seriously, she wanted to know his intentions and thoughts.

He didn't dare to look directly into Shandan's eyes, dodging Shandan's direct gaze, wandering away from his own gaze and his heart. He said sneeringly: "I'm busy studying, maybe I don't have time to send you back during the summer vacation, or do you go back by yourself?"

"What do you mean? You tell me what you think, and I'll make plans again. From Gu Haiping's dodging eyes, Shandan sensed something, and she looked directly into Gu Haiping's eyes a little angrily and said.

"I don't have an idea, I'm just going to discuss it with you. Gu Haiping said without confidence.

"Is this your own idea? Then you can arrange my trip. Shandan said expressionlessly.

"If you want to, forget it, just ......," Gu Haiping muttered.

"What's wrong?, is there something wrong?" looked at Gu Haiping's hesitant expression, and asked Shandan.

"No! It's just that Mr. Li said that it's not good for you to live here. Gu Haiping replied in a low voice.

"Teacher Li, which Teacher Li?" Shandan was a little puzzled.

"It's Mr. Li, who teaches English. She said people had opinions. Gu Haiping looked up and said with a little concern.

"Who did she say had an opinion? Or what's wrong? What the hell does it mean?" Shandan felt a little puzzled.

Living in a family dormitory doesn't hinder anyone, who has an opinion......?

She didn't dare to think about it.

Before coming, an 80-year-old grandmother who was good friends with Shandan repeatedly told Shandan: Men should be kept an eye on it all the time, and the more excellent the man, the more he must be watched. She even built a shandan without pay to follow Gu Haiping, and she must not let him be snatched away by others. Because she relied on her 80 years of experience and experience, and also because she saw Gu Haiping's excellence.

Shandan didn't think so, she thought that it was impossible for this kind of thing to happen in their relationship, she trusted Gu Haiping's character and personality even more, and it was impossible for him to do anything to be sorry for her.

Now, what is he trying to do? Is the words of the 80-year-old grandmother so accurate?

Shandan is a straight person, she can't stand his spitting, hesitating, saying anything, and facing anything. When the sky falls, you have to hold it up.

"No! Don't say it!" Gu Haiping threw down this sentence irritably, opened the door and walked out.

Shandan put down the sleeping child in her arms, and she walked to a classmate next door, where her classmate's wife, Xiaojing, also lived and worked as a temporary worker in the school library. She wanted to inquire about what happened to make Gu Haiping so impatient?

Seeing Shandan knocking on the door and coming in, Xiao Jing hurriedly got up to greet him: "Come in and come in!" I didn't see you come out with the child, and I couldn't hear the child's cry, and I didn't know that I thought you weren't born." ”

"Hehe, the child is very well-behaved, he sleeps when he is full, and rarely cries. Shandan sat next to Xiao Jing on the edge of the bed.

"What about the child?" Gu Haiping looked at it, "Do you have time to come out and sit?" asked Xiao Jing.

"No, he's out, the child is asleep, I'll go out for a walk and see you. Shandan replied.

"Oh, it's grown up, hasn't it been three months?"

"Well, three months are over, it's been four months. I was able to look up and turn over. Shandan replied.

"Oh, Shandan, let me ask you: I heard that you are going back?" Xiao Jing asked Shandan.

"I'm going back, I'm going to go back to work, I just don't know when I'm going back? Maybe I've been back recently. Shandan looked at Xiao Jing and said. She wanted to see something in Xiao Jing's reaction.

"Really, you go back by yourself, you can't afford to go so far, and you have to take a child. You think about it, why don't you wait for Gu Haiping to go back after the holiday. Xiao Jing was a little surprised, and some surprised when something was confirmed.

"Gu Haiping said that I had someone here who had an opinion, so I also wanted to go back, so I went back. There's nothing either, walk slowly, and you'll definitely be able to go back. Shandan said sadly.

"Listen to their nonsense! Who has an opinion? Don't I live here too? I think you should wait for Gu Haiping to send you back on vacation. I'm afraid you won't be able to handle it with a child alone. When you go back, I heard that you still have to change trains, right?" Xiao Jing persuaded.

"Take a look, I want to go back, I've been leaving my job behind for a long time, so it's not good, and I can't put pressure on Gu Haiping. Shandan said helplessly.

"Hehe, you're thinking too much. Gu Haiping is the father of the child, and it should be under pressure, don't wronged yourself. Xiao Jing smiled.

"What have you heard? Sue me, I can stand it. Shandan looked at Jing with pleading eyes.

"Don't think about it! nothing!" Xiao Jing obviously covered up something with an embarrassed laugh.

Seeing that she couldn't ask anything, Shandan returned to her room, she was thinking about what thoughts or behaviors Gu Haiping might have. Although Xiao Jing didn't say anything, she had clearly hinted at something.

After the child was born, Shandan's body has been weak, and she is busy taking care of the child every day, so she doesn't have much energy to take care of Gu Haiping, but she can't think of what will happen when she breaks her head. She has always trusted him so much, relied on him so much, so that she thought that nothing would change in this life.

She thought about it again: It turned out that Gu Haiping was just a migrant worker who graduated from college and had no formal job, of course, he didn't have many ** and opportunities. Now it's different, the proportion of master's degrees in the nineties is still very small, and being admitted to graduate school means that you have a good future and foundation, so with Gu Haiping's excellence in all aspects and his handsomeness, it will naturally increase exponentially.

Moreover, he basically didn't have much time and energy to communicate with him in the past few months, and he seemed to have become a housewife-like character, busy and unkempt every day, sloppy, which was naturally worse than his classmates and teachers. Moreover, people will have different pursuits, feelings and needs in different environments and situations.

Now, does he have a new pursuit, an idea, or something has happened? Shandan is so ignorant, now she has to figure out the current situation first, and then make a decision.

Since Gu Haiping was admitted to graduate school, Shandan felt that the distance between them was widening, she went back to work, in a small county town, facing critically ill patients in the countryside every day, and there was not much time to review for the graduate exam, she was not optimistic about their future for a while, and even thought of giving up, but Gu Haiping's persistence and persistence knocked out her concerns, so the two finally ended the marathon love run and lived a normal life.

What happened in the middle was the same stumbling, Shandan thought: Although his parents did not do it right, but after all, it was his parents, she used to be so tough to get her money back, would Gu Haiping mind? Maybe he didn't mind at the time, but now compared with his classmates, will he feel that she is outdated? She is no longer the girl he admires in his life?

Looking at his sleeping daughter with a sweet smile, Shandan has a firm belief in his heart - no matter what, she can't let her child be young without her father's love, and she will not give up lightly no matter what kind of grievances she suffers.

She got up and tidied up the room, and she also freshened herself, and immediately became refreshed again.

She was patiently waiting for Gu Haiping to come back, she wanted him to tell her what had happened, they had always been transparent and honest with each other, and there was no trace of obscurity and secrecy between them.

Hearing Gu Haiping's familiar footsteps going upstairs, Shandan picked up the child and went out, looking at Gu Haiping carrying the vegetables in his hands, he turned out to go to buy vegetables.

Gu Haiping put down the things in his hand, turned back to Shandan and said, "You wait for me, I'll wash my hands, I have something to say to you." ”

Shandan looked at Gu Haiping's back as he hurriedly ran to the public toilet at the end of the corridor to wash his hands, looking at his seemingly relieved expression just now, she thought: He has already made a decision.

When Gu Haiping returned, Shandan put the child in his arms into his hand, and she observed the change in his expression.