"Really? Did you find him? Great, I'll wait, I'll wait for him to call. Ruhan rekindled hope.

"Ruhan, promise me, don't cry anymore, I've already called Xiao Feng, he is not in Haicheng now, but he has already scheduled a plane for tomorrow morning, and he will be able to go back immediately, I will rush back the day after tomorrow, believe me, it will be fine, things are not as bad as you thought, no matter what, Xiao Feng and I will accompany you, you are not lonely!" Yiqing's words gave Ruhan a lot of comfort. She couldn't bear to worry her good sister, and pretended to cheer up: "It's okay, I'll cry for a while, I'll wait for you to come back, and I'll wait for him to come back." ”

"Okay, then I'll hang up first, be obedient, you must take good care of yourself, if Liu Mingyu is too busy to come back, I will take you to the United States to find him, you must ask for understanding." Yiqing has always said that she does what she says, and if she can't contact Liu Mingyu anymore, she is ready to teach this negative man a lesson in person.

"Well, don't worry, with you protecting me, what am I afraid of." Ruhan said softly.

After telling Ruhan a few more words, Yiqing hung up the phone. Ruhan lay on the bed and put her phone next to her pillow. For a day, crying, laughing, crazy, stupid, crazy, crazy...... She has experienced everything she can experience, and even wants to pick up the stability on her mother's table, eat a bottle, and seek relief, it turns out that betrayal is so terrible!

She was very tired, so tired that she didn't want to think anymore, she couldn't sleep when she was lying in bed, she opened the web page, and casually read some emotional articles written by netizens, and felt a lot better, especially one of the passages, which was very moving:

"Girls, remember that if you are good to yourself, you will be better and more valuable in the eyes of others. And if you give too much to others, you will become weaker, and your use value will be over, and it will be over. So, don't keep trying to please others, the more you care about others, the more humble you become. Only by pleasing yourself and allowing others to please you will make you more valuable. A lifetime is not long...... Be kind to yourself. ”

Ruhan savored it while watching, and found the crux of the problem, in love with Mingyu, she lost herself, immersed in Mingyu's world, happy for him, worried for him, experienced his joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and rarely paid attention to the clothes she wore when shopping, but often thought about what kind of clothes Mingyu was suitable for. Thinking about it, there was a glimmer of light in her heart, she thought that Liu Mingyu at this time might not be in pain because he abandoned her, and he really felt that life was worse than death, only him. So, is it necessary for her to torture herself for the sake of such a man who doesn't care about her feelings, a man who is easily snatched away? The answer is "no"! "Never"!

That being said, there are some things that can not be easily put down, and her efforts for herself are not worth it! For their own hearts are not worth it! It's not worth it for yourself! Anyone who can be snatched away is not his own person, and anyone who is light yì says that the love that breaks up is not real love! She felt that she had never really had Mingyu's love, and every qiē was an illusory mirage!

"Die, I won't! I'm not going to die for anyone who doesn't deserve it. People who love me don't want me to die, why should I do things that hurt my relatives and make my enemies happy?! Ruhan persuaded himself in his heart, got up from the ground, walked to the mirror, three days later, Ruhan finally saw his true self, his face was pale, and the dark circles under his eyes were more prominent, and in the stark contrast between black and white, he was immersed in a broken heart!

On the morning of the third day of the breakup confession, Ruhan had just woken up from a trance when she heard the doorbell ringing downstairs, she casually put on a dress and went downstairs with her hands on the stairs. When I opened the door, it was Xiao Feng.

Walking in the door and seeing the sweetheart in front of him, Xiao Feng couldn't say a word, Ruhan in front of him no longer had the appearance of a girl, and her body had been exhausted by not exhausting the particles for two consecutive days. For two days, she was alone, sometimes crying and sometimes laughing, living a hellish life, the whole person completely collapsed, and the only thing that supported her to live was the family photo of her parents and her parents on the living room table.

From Yiqing's mouth, Xiao Feng knew what was going on, but he didn't know the specific details, he could see that Ruhan was doing very badly, her pretty face was extremely haggard, and her body was even thinner, as if a gust of wind could blow her down. After a burst of sadness, Xiao Feng actually shed tears, stopped Ruhan in his arms, and let the tears slide silently.

In Ruhan's world, the sky has fallen, and Xiao Feng is the one who holds up this sky for her.

"Ruhan, I'm back, what's the suffering, you tell me, don't carry it yourself, from today onwards, I will always accompany you until you get better." Xiao Feng's voice trembled, he felt sorry for Ruhan and hated Mingyu, he even regretted that he shouldn't have fought with Mingyu in the first place, so that he had no chance to hurt Ruhan.

"Xiao Feng, I'm so uncomfortable, I want to die......" threw herself into Xiao Feng's arms, Ruhan finally vented her long-suppressed feelings, and couldn't cry.

"Dead? I won't let you die! Do you think it's worth dying for someone who abandons you? Do you know how many people around you care about you? Not to mention Uncle Shen and Aunt Shen, even our friends also hope that you are doing well. Ruhan, believe me, the pain is temporary, and if you get through it, there will be nothing left! Xiao Feng stroked Ruhan's hair and said lovingly.

"I can't stand it, I don't have any faith at all, I feel that my heart has gone with the breakup letter he gave me, and I am dead forever, and I will never be able to get better again. There is only this one shell left, what is the point of being alive! Ruhan cried and said, tears soaked Xiao Feng's shirt, making him feel unprecedented heartache.

Xiao Feng held Ruhan's shoulder, let her lean on the sofa, poured a glass of water and handed it to Ruhan: "Drink some water, look at your lips, what has become of them!" If you don't eat or drink, your body will collapse. ”

Ruhan took the water cup and drank it in a big gulp, after two days, she didn't even want to pour water.

"Ruhan, I heard Yiqing say that Uncle Shen and Aunt Shen are out, so why is Aunt Li not there? Doesn't she cook for you? The nanny was missing, Xiao Feng asked.

"She's long gone to my house, and I haven't found a suitable nanny yet, and I've been at home by myself for the past few days." Ruhan replied while drinking water.

"In that case, then I'll be your babysitter and let you taste my craft. I'll go to the supermarket and buy you groceries later. Xiao Feng forced a smile and said to Ruhan.

"Okay, let's go later, now I just want to lend your shoulder to lean." Ruhan looked at Xiao Feng and motioned for him to sit next to him.