Chapter Twenty-Eight: The Taste of Betrayal
After a night of tossing, Ruhan was physically and mentally exhausted, wanted to sleep but couldn't sleep, dizzy, something seemed to be rolling in his stomach, and his heart hurt badly. My parents haven't come back from the trip yet, so they prepared a lot of food for Ruhan and put it in the refrigerator, but she didn't want to eat anything or do anything. She tried again and again to comfort herself, but she really couldn't find a suitable reason, why? Why are so many calls not answered? So many messages don't reply? Why exactly? Doesn't he want to hear his girlfriend's wishes on his birthday? Countless questions swirled and collided in Ruhan's mind, making her fidget.
"Whether it's a ghost who has lost his mind, or the karma of his previous life, or ......" Ruhan's mobile phone rang, it was Yiqing calling, thinking that Yiqing was also in the United States, Ruhan wanted to grab a life-saving straw, and hurriedly picked it up.
"Yiqing, help me, help me go to the business school to see Mingyu, I can't find him, I don't know what to do......" Without waiting for Yiqing to speak, Ruhan said anxiously.
"What's the matter, what's going on, tell me!" Yiqing was confused, she didn't know the situation, she could hear from Ruhan's voice that she was in a hurry, very anxious.
"Mingyu is gone, I don't answer the phone, I don't reply to the message, I saw that Tianhan Dan also came to look for me, indicating that Yu was with her, I didn't believe it at the time...... But now it seems that maybe it's true......" Ruhan began to cry, and her speech was intermittent. But what she meant, Yiqing understood.
"I know, but I can't help you find her, I've already returned to China, I'll help my dad do something in Shanghai, I'll use my mobile phone to call Liu Mingyu later, see if he can answer, you send me his mobile phone number." Yiqing was very sober and thought of this method, Ruhan had long been disturbed by worry, anxiety and all kinds of uneasy feelings, and she didn't think of this simplest way.
"Okay, I'll send it to you, you call him, you must sue him, let him call me back, I'm so worried about him." Yiqing's words gave her hope.
"Don't worry, Ruhan, I will definitely find him, don't cry, I'll let Xiaofeng accompany you, you're like this, it's too unreassuring!" Although thousands of miles away, Yiqing's concern for Ruhan is still the tall, strong protector.
Ruhan agreed, hung up the phone, turned on the computer, and logged in to MSN, wanting to see if there was any news from Mingyu, but to her surprise, she saw Mingyu's message:
"Ruhan, baby! This is the last time I call you like that, I received the clothes, I liked it very much, I saw the message, I heard the phone, but I didn't answer or reply, because I felt guilty about you.
Han Dan sued me, she went to you a few days ago and said something, I think, you must not believe what she said, otherwise, you will not be so good to me as always, but I don't deserve you to be good to me, what she said may not be all true, but one thing she said was right, I did something sorry.
When I first came to the United States, all I thought about was you, I could dream of you every night, my Ruhan, I knew that in this country full of temptation, free and open, I had to learn self-control, I wanted to be worthy of you, but ...... At a party, an American girl broke into my life, she was so enthusiastic, so sunny, I tried my best to refuse her, but the more I refused, the more she didn't give up, that day, she almost had a car accident in order to drive after me, that is, that day, we were together, my body, my heart is no longer worthy of you, I am not her first man, but you are so pure, I can't bear to use my impure body and mind to defile you, Ruhan, let's break up, I don't deserve you!
Love you, Ruhan! ”
Seeing Mingyu's letter, Ruhan ten thousand arrows pierced her heart, she couldn't support it anymore after not eating or sleeping all night, collapsed on the ground, hit her head on the table, fainted for a while, and when she woke up, it was getting dark. After a few hours of deep sleep, she wanted to sleep forever, without waking up, without facing this painful reality. The blows of the past few days, the grievances in her heart, and the pain in her body, for a while turned into a terrible cry "Ah--" After the scream, there was heart-rending pain, and she still couldn't believe that the feelings of several years could not resist the temptation of the girl who met in Pingshui, he was really Liu Mingyu, whom she had loved for several years, was the person she had identified in her life?
Poor Ruhan still has a glimmer of hope, he hopes that this letter was not written by Mingyu, it was Han Dan who was playing tricks, she wanted to listen to Mingyu himself, but when the phone called, what she heard was still the prompt tone of turning off the phone. There was another burst of crying, and the crying was painful.
After crying and screaming, Ruhan calmed down, she had to face such a reality: she was dumped, abandoned, and she fell out of love! This qiē happened the day after her beloved's birthday! She had been looking forward to this day for a long time, she wanted to say happy birthday to him in person, and wanted to ask him if his clothes fit, but this qiē was no longer possible with the cruel "let's break up".
On the computer screen, the last sentence of the letter "Ruhan, I love you!" It's so dazzling, Ruhan grabbed the pillow and threw it at the computer, love, is betrayal, deception, is it a sentence We break up? Great irony! At this moment, Ruhan really understands that love can be so dirty and unbearable!
In a huge house, except for her, there is no second person, more and more cold and lonely, on the dresser, the music box sent by Mingyu is still crystal clear, shiny throughout, Ruhan opened the music box, and the music sounded again, "You ask me how much I love you, how much I love you......" When she first heard this song, she was so happy, but now the past is vivid, but it is no longer human. Ruhan felt infinitely sour in her heart, raised the music box, and wanted to throw it on the ground, but slowly put it down, this is the testimony of her and Mingyu's love, how can she be willing to throw it away!
Holding the music box in his arms, Ruhan sat on the bed, his apricot eyes were red, and on his fair face, tears were faintly visible, and I felt sorry for the pear blossoms with rain. "What to do? What am I going to do? Shall I go to him, shall I ask him? Like all the abandoned girls in the world, Ruhan's first thought was to ask why, why did she choose someone else? Why break up? Why have you forgotten your promise? Countless whys, just think of countless sharp knives, every time you stab, it is a sharp pain.
The phone on the table rang again, Ruhan jumped up from the bed and picked up the phone, she guessed that it would be Yiqing who called. When I looked at the caller ID, it was really her!
"Ruhan, how are you, don't worry, I called Liu Mingyu, and he answered. It's okay, he's got something going on there, and he'll contact you later. Yiqing was worried about Ruhan's safety, and couldn't wait to fly back from Shanghai immediately, making up a white lie, how could she contact Liu Mingyu, his phone had been turned off, and no one could get through.