"Hehe, I'm sorry aunt, a friend is going to the United States, let me accompany her, I forgot my mobile phone, and I forgot to call you to make your uncle and brother worry." Leaning on Shen Mei's shoulder, she looked like Han Jiao and sincere, which made people unbearable to blame.

"Auntie doesn't blame you, Auntie is just worried about you, it's okay, you must remember to bring your mobile phone when you go out in the future, and you must remember to tell Aunt Sù. Well, go and freshen up, look at this stupid look. Shen Mei looked at her niece lovingly and pinched her little nose gently.

"Hmph, Shen Ruhan, don't think that my mother doesn't blame you, I'll spare you, go first to freshen up and eat, and we'll settle the account later!" Zhuo Jun glared at her and entered the door, Ruhan followed behind him, making a mischievous grimace.

When she got home, Ruhan went to wash up first, and by the way, she tied her messy hair into a ponytail, Shen Mei entered the kitchen, fried two dishes, heated the morning snacks again, squeezed two cups of apple juice and put them on the table, the meals cooked by her aunt had the warmth of home, Ruhan ate very sweetly, and forgot about the unhappiness of the past two days for the time being

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Hu Lin, Zhao Gang's house.

Feng Xue was pregnant and broke up with Ruhan, Mo Lian's coldness made Zhao Gang anxious, but one wave was not settled, and one wave after another, his old lover Zhang Hongmei called again and asked him for money to buy a house. Zhao Gang was in a bad mood, and the two broke down in a hurry, and Zhang Hongmei officially proposed to break up. Zhao Gang was stimulated, took a few days off, and lay at home, not even Feng Xue. In order to alleviate the pain and save his old lover, Zhao Gang wrote a long letter to Zhang Hongmei: wife, daughter-in-law, Cui'er: I don't know, which name should I use, hehe.

I said I was going to write you a letter. However, after thinking about it for a long time, I still didn't know how to write it. However, I promised you something. I still have to do it, so I'll write it. It may be a bit confusing, but you should be able to understand it.

Where to start?

First of all, I ask for your forgiveness, I don't know what kind of relationship we have become by the time you read this letter, or if there is no relationship at all, but. Or ask for your forgiveness.

If, we have broken up and are no longer in touch, please forgive me for not keeping my promise and not taking care of you for the rest of my life;

If, we break up, but are still in touch, please forgive me for not saying goodbye, maybe there are some reasons/unspeakable, but in the end. I still chose the way of "quietly walking away", which is my fault;

If, we are reconciled again. Or the third time I hold hands, I still want to ask you to forgive me for saying goodbye twice;

Either way, please forgive me, I'm stupid, stupid, and helpless, I don't know how I should choose my path, choose my life.

The memories are painful, but they can't erase July of that year. Once again, I've been exposed to the feeling of being hurt, since graduating from college. It's been 9 years and I've never felt like I've ever felt it. I thought I had learned, matured, and ceased to be a "child" but, I didn't.

Seeing Zhang Nan crying there, my heart was a little confused, I didn't understand why she was crying, obviously she hurt me, but now I understand that I also hurt her, no matter who it was, it was simply over.

In October, after I "broke up" with Manli (in fact, it wasn't a breakup, I didn't hold hands at all, and there was no reason to "break up"), I decided to let myself go, so I met you, maybe this is fate, I saw you smile at me.

I was quite indulgent that night, and in your language, it was very "sai" because I wanted to vent, but I also did the first thing that was very sorry for you, and took away other girls in front of you, hehe, if you were now, you would have been angry for a long time, and besides, I wouldn't dare.

Compared with money, clothes, and brand-name bags, that's what you value the most, what you value is that piece of heart, I really didn't think about it so much, because for you, I have never learned to refuse, as long as it is what you want and what you want to do, I will not refuse, that is, if you break up, you say no, I will never leave, but, I also understand your temper, you won't, so the assumption is not true, we are still separated in the near future

In November, you may forget the days of jì, but it is something you can't forget, I went to your house overnight to pick you up, although it was very tiring, but because I promised, I had to keep it.

One day after that, a day I didn't want to mention, I waited for you all night, but what I waited for was lies and tears, you cried, my heart broke, I can't believe it's the truth, but that's the truth, although I know it's a lie, but I'd rather believe the lie, because I believe you love me, just because you have your secrets.

After that, it was my uncalmness that angered you and ripped off the red line between us, for which I should be fully responsible, and even though I knew the answer, I still said uncool words, which made me lose your heart.

That night, at the moment when our feelings eased and were about to merge, another "betrayal" and lies made me unacceptable, not that I couldn't accept it, but I couldn't accept the pressure of my buddy's public opinion, I could only choose to leave angrily, you didn't stop it, that's what your character wants.

The moment I left, all I thought about was the phone call you made the night before after you drank too much, because I, you drank a lot, because I didn't understand you, I didn't care about you. But I still say now, I care about you, I really didn't go to play that day, I really went to work.

But I also care about my buddies' eyes, I can't stand the pressure from them, and everyone is still together, what can I do, I can only bear to leave.

In the days that followed, I was struggling whether I should be considerate of you, whether I should return to your side, until the text message appeared "Husband wait for ten more minutes, the security guard at the back door won't let me go" I was completely desperate, I felt that I was wrong, you are still you, I won't change anything because of me, Nan can't change you, I'm the same, but he is better than me, at least he has changed you for a while, and I, maybe... I gave up, completely abandoned the relationship.

That night, I decided to give up on you and look for the next one that only belongs to me, but I found her, but I didn't find her who only belongs to me, because of your words, I decided to try, use money to keep a woman's heart, I did it, but I didn't do it, maybe because of my willfulness, maybe because of my stupidity, maybe it can't be done at all.

As a result, I lost a lot, and as the saying goes, "I lost my wife and my soldiers" Zhang Nan still left me in the end, hehe.

On January 14 last year, a day that I will never forget, when I wanted to admit that my life was miserable, it was you who comforted me.

That night, I was very sad, I didn't know what was wrong with me, it was because of her, or because of my own helplessness, I was really afraid, I was afraid that I couldn't stand in this world, I couldn't live in this society, I was so stupid, I was really the kind of person who was sold and counted the money to others, that kind of despair rushed straight to my head, I hated, hated her, hated the world, and hated myself, and at this moment, you appeared, called me over and over again, texted me one by one, maybe like you said "I'm yours, You don't want me to get hurt" It seems that I really don't understand women.

(Daughter-in-law, I'm hungry, I want to eat the noodles you cooked for me.) ）

I was really touched that night, but I really didn't want to see anyone, especially you, because you pushed me away and pushed me into another abyss. Seeing your message, I still chose cowardice, I didn't have the courage to leave this world, or I still had a promise to keep, at that time I just thought about fulfilling this promise and giving it to you, and then I thought about whether I really had the courage to end this qiē, to be honest, if it didn't have you, maybe I really wouldn't dare.

And it was precisely at that moment that I gave up my thoughts, because at least one of the women I loved did not care for me, and I was still happy. I found comfort in you, the warmth of home, and my heart.

Brother-in-law, I like this title very much, and even now, there are still many of our sisters who call me that, although I am a little shameless, but I really hope that this title will never change.

(I think, it's no problem to write 10,000 words, the key is whether you want to continue reading, I don't have to do anything, I just want to express myself, and I also want to see the real you)

After that night, you forgave me, we gradually came back together, Valentine's Day, you came back, spent with me, we reconciled, and we were together again, but I didn't feel relaxed.

You started to ask for more, you have to be like Zhang Nan, I did it, although it was very difficult, but I still did it, because I felt that I should do it, even if I went to open my mouth to my friends, I had to do it.

I asked you if you would like to go to the field with me, and you thought about it for a long time and still didn't agree, because you have your family, you have your things to do, but, you know, at that moment, I suddenly felt that I was going to lose you again, and I was really helpless, because I couldn't give you any promises, and what reason did I have for you to stay with me for the rest of my life.

Actually, the last thing I wanted at that time was that you still lived with them, because every move you make, they will see it, and they will know that I really don't want to. It's funny that now you're living alone, but I'm

After deciding, I began to change the anger of the law to you, and wanted to end this qiē as much as possible, but I really couldn't do it, you, I really can't forget. My plan failed, and instead of parting, we got better.

(Don't be afraid of Hanhan's nagging, the scumbag's letter is written so long, (*^__^*) hee) (to be continued)