In a void space

"Shhhh My head hurts" Lin Hao slowly opened his eyes, and just as he was about to make a move, there was a tearing pain in his brain. He had no choice but to hold his head in his hands and subconsciously curl up in order to alleviate the pain.

"What's going on? It felt like it was going to explode, but I drank a little more. Ahh But before he could think about it, suddenly another sharp pain hit him, and he passed out again.

At this moment, there were suddenly murmurs and sighs between heaven and earth.

“... World... Intrinsic feelings... Affection is the foundation of all souls...... Correct... But the world believes that it is indifferent...... World... The Grand Duke Ben... Cause is necessary for the existence of the world...... But the world believes in its injustice..... The so-called fate, the so-called happiness... Take it from you, but you don't know it. Sad no?... Pathetic isn't it? ...”

This murmur seems to come from the far side of the sky, but it seems to be close to the ear, and it seems to sound in the bottom of the heart, which is really wonderful. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

We don't know who these words are coming from, but we might as well think about what they mean. But of course, the guy who was already unconscious couldn't have heard it.

This guy, Lin Hao, is the hero of our book. It's just that talking about this guy's life can't help but make people a little embarrassed.

Lin Hao, the protagonist of this book, is twenty-three years old this year.

For a person, the age of twenty-three should be a time full of passion and fighting spirit; It should be a state of having a slightly distant dream and thinking about how to achieve it every day; It's an age that already has a slight sense of maturity.

It's just that in Lin Hao's body, on the contrary, what we see is lifeless. Yes, just lifeless.

It is often difficult for people to imagine what it would be like for a young man who is supposed to be full of vitality with a dead air as a dying old man, and they cannot paint that picture in their minds. Here, I will briefly describe his image and life state for you. First of all, let's talk about his image. A messy, messy head of hair, a considerable part of which has been knotted because it has not been washed for a long time. A tattered and disgusting outfit with a bare yellow skin and a curled up body. That's him! Outwardly, it doesn't even look as good as a beggar. And when it comes to his behavior, it seems even more lifeless, which can be summed up in two words: sleep. Yes, every day he spends most of his time in his sleep.

Lin Hao's life is like living in a dream, at least most of the time, he himself hopes for it, in fact, he feels the same way.

In recent years, he has been spending most of his days with wine and dreams. He doesn't have friends, it's right to think about it, who would want to be friends with such a person?

If you have money, you buy wine, and when you finish drinking, you go to sleep. If you don't have any money, you just go to sleep. He's like a leper dog who doesn't move much. From the mainstream point of view, his life is not only a mess and decadent, but he is a garbage man who does nothing and does no good to society.

Maybe he can know what others think of him from the eyes of others and the sound of discussion in his occasional waking moments, or maybe he didn't think about it at all, because he didn't care, and in his opinion, there was no one in the world who was worth caring about?

As the saying goes, everything has a conclusion. Today's cause, tomorrow's fruit. The cycle of cause and effect, retribution is unpleasant. We don't care what his previous life was like, but I can tell you about the reasons for his state.

His state began five years ago, and outsiders could see his decadence, but they could not understand his heart.

Who knows that he is drunk in dreams all day long and does not want to wake up, but because there are things in his sleep that he is reluctant to give up, and what he values the most. Is there something wrong? And he was unwilling to face the reality that was now completely cold in his eyes.

How he wished that one day, when he woke up, everything would be back to the way it was, and everything would be the same as before.

However, reality is reality after all, and coldness is a characteristic of reality. He had been disappointed for so many years, and he had long since given up his illusions.

Every time he woke up before, looking at the lonely room, he would have an indescribable sense of desolation. "What am I doing wrong? Why is it so unfair to me? This is the question he has been thinking about the most in the past few years.

Sometimes, when he was so angry, he would clench his fists and shout with red eyes. Roaring towards the sky.

But without exception, after every vent, exhausted, he can only show a sneer to deal with the silence of this world, and only the hot tears in his eyes remain.

You may wonder what he went through. How did you become like this? Of course, no one is willing to be decadent from the beginning, and the same is true for Lin Hao, so I will introduce his experience to you.

His life is a tragedy that has faded his edge and decadent talent. Although there is no such catastrophe that will last a lifetime, God has jokingly taken away his most precious thing.

Yes, just such a thing, just this one bumpy has caused a suffocating and irreparable tragedy.

Originally, he had a happy family, a harmonious family, a happy life, he also had a true brother, a favorite girl, and he himself was also very smart, more diligent and hard-working, coupled with a sunny character, his future should have been full of light, a beautiful one.. But there are no absolutes in life, the world is unpredictable, and when he was eighteen years old, in the best year of his life, disaster suddenly struck like a nightmare.

In just one year, his relatives left him one after another. Yes, not a single one left! He didn't know what caused the situation in front of him, he only knew that he was the only one left at home! In this world, he has no more relatives!

I wonder what people will choose when someone like the closest one leaves? How to face it? But Lin Hao, this poor man, really took a path that would surely lead to destruction and full of regret - he chose to give up and chose to leave. Give up your studies, give up progress, give up everything.

No more dreams, no more pursuits; Leave the brother, leave that lovely girl, and never care about anything again.

He seems to see through something. Yes, at least he himself thinks so.

In this way, he lives with memories, pain, and no ideals. No goal, no direction. Thus began his years of decadent life.

In his heart, what can he count? Money doesn't do either! Can these be exchanged for them?

Maybe he didn't know that he was doing something wrong, or maybe he clearly understood what he was doing, but he didn't want to change, he was already obsessed with the loss of his loved ones.

Maybe sometimes, in our opinion, Lin Hao's choice is wrong, and his decadence is just because he is not strong enough.

Maybe that's really the case! He's not strong enough! But how much can we ask of a student who has just graduated from high school? In this way, he has been decadent to this day.

Now that we're about to get down to business, I'll tell you why he's here. Just last night, Lin Hao habitually got drunk.

"I'm sorry, please forgive me for my depravity, forgive me for my weakness, because without you, struggle has no meaning to me at all!"

Walking alone on the same lonely street. He didn't question why it was so unfair, he just repeated the words indistinctly. "Maybe I did something evil in my last life! Maybe I'm a heinous and wicked person, so God has put my life in pain. He thought to himself with his alcohol-numbed brain, a hint of bitterness tugging at the corners of his mouth.

"Hahahaha" Lin Hao smiled, laughing presumptuously, letting the tears fly.

Maybe it's really God who is finally busy with everything and finally has time to care for this guy. Anyway, there was a flash of white light, and our hero successfully passed out and came here.