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The evening breeze is chilly to the bone.

Where is the road under your feet?

Where should the vast world go?

The white clouds are long, and the river is rippling.

The future of this life is bleak.

Please go all the way to the west,

Look no further.

In the evening, the city is lit up.

The fireworks in the world have lost the wisps of cooking smoke, but they don't look like a fairyland in this bright light.

It's getting dark, so light the lights.

Man is going to be hungry, so he has to eat.

Walking alone in the bustling streets, I watched the shops along the street light up one after another.

Passers-by are in a hurry, but passers-by are passers-by after all, and their faces are always strange.

And the enticing smell of food emanating from the shop screams hard at people's noses. The hungry bowels seemed to be trembling slightly.

Fortunately, it is the height of summer at this moment, and even if you are hungry, at least it is not as miserable as hunger and cold. But is the wandering heart experiencing a cold winter?

Perhaps at this time, what is needed is a warm spring sun.

"Is it Zhou Yan?"

“……”

This person's body is not tall, but for some reason, Zhou Yan is looking up at this moment.

"Teacher Zhang?"

"Why are you here? Have you eaten? ”

……

Zhou Yan never thought that he would meet his former teacher in the most prosperous section of the red city center.

When the bustling neon lights transform into soft orange lights, the bustling street of pedestrians becomes a quiet but warm living room. The steaming food on the square wooden table is not as delicate as the glass cabinets, but the aroma is more enticing than the so-called chef's work.

Zhou Yan hadn't reacted until now, why he was here, only when he saw the figure who was still busy in the kitchen, did he have a little memory.

It turned out that she had met her elementary school teacher on the street, and then she began to invite herself to her home as a guest, so she would sit quietly on this soft sofa chair at the moment, watching the smoke of the food on the table.

Zhang Zhixin is a people's teacher in Sunshine Primary School, who is deeply liked by students and parents because of her beautiful appearance and amiable personality. It's a pity that five years ago, for some reason, I suddenly ended my career as a teacher and didn't know where to go.

And Zhou Yan can be regarded as her last batch of students.

This is the only person who can bring warmth to himself in the true sense of the word when he was a child, even if Zhou Yan is really a breath of ice, this warmth can also cover it up.

Shiitake mushroom rape, braised pork ribs, tomato and egg, potato beef stew, and a pot of milky white crucian carp tofu soup.

The dishes on the table are very homely, and at the same time, they are also very tempting, which makes people can't help but appetize.

Zhou Yan swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and his heart was full of greed.

It was already four dishes and one soup, and the figure in the kitchen was no longer busy, but began to take out the dishes and chopsticks and prepare to eat.

"Zhou Yan, let's eat!" Teacher Zhang brought out the hot white rice, looked at Zhou Di, who was sitting on the sofa chair with some dementia, and laughed softly.

Shouldn't we excuse ourselves? Or to be polite?

But why does everything seem so natural, as if the mother is beckoning her child to go to dinner, and the child still wants to refuse?

Zhou Yan sat at the dining table, and Teacher Zhang put a bowl of rice full of rice on the table in front of Zhou Yan, and handed over the bamboo chopsticks.

Zhou Yan took the chopsticks and thanked him. Then he gently placed the chopsticks on the table and looked at the dazzling array of food in front of him, but there was no movement.

"Hehehe." Teacher Zhang should be thirty years old, but she is still beautiful, and even her smile is as crisp as a sixteen-year-old girl. Seeing that she reached out and touched Zhou Yan's head, she smiled, "What? Do you still want the teacher to feed? ”

"Forehead ......" Zhou Yan's originally cold and pale face suddenly became red and hot.

Teacher Zhang smiled unabated, but he didn't continue to speak, stretched out his chopsticks and sandwiched a piece of pork ribs into Zhou Yan's bowl, and took a clean porcelain bowl to Zhou Yan and served a bowl of steaming crucian carp tofu soup.

Zhou Yan thought for a moment, and only after a moment did he pick up the chopsticks and began to take small sips of the rice in the bowl.

"Don't just eat without food, do you really want the teacher to feed you?" Teacher Zhang quipped, and put a piece of pork ribs and some beef into Zhou Yan's bowl, "Eat more, eat more to grow your body." Look at this body bones, tsk, how did you lose weight like this......"

Teacher Zhang kept counting, but the smile on his face was still bright, and the eyes he looked at Zhou Yan became softer and softer.

Zhou Yan lowered his head, for fear that the reddish teary eyes would be seen by Teacher Zhang. But when the liquid that should have been salty slipped over his cheeks and poured into his mouth, it tasted sweet.

Who said, tears of grief are bitter, tears of happiness are sweet. So is Zhou Di happy at this moment?

"Zhou Yan, what's wrong? Why don't you eat it? Zhang Zhixin saw Zhou Yan's whole face buried in the bowl, but the chopsticks in his hand stopped, "What's wrong?" Is the fish bone stuck? ”

Zhou Yan didn't speak, he was afraid that as soon as he spoke, he would find out and cry!

However, it was finally discovered!

"What's wrong? Why are you crying? Zhang Zhixin hurriedly got up, came to Zhou Yan's side, and asked in a panic, "Is the fish bone stuck?" Does it matter? ”

Zhou Yan didn't speak, just shook his head vigorously.

He ignored any of Zhang Zhixin's words, because from the bottom of his heart, there were always various voices.

"You're a lone star!"

"Zhou Yan, you don't deserve to be happy at all......"

"You're the one who brings misfortune to others."

"Why do you enjoy happiness?"

"Come to hell with me!"

"Come to hell with us......"

……

"No, it's not like that."

Suddenly a voice sounded, very calm, very soft, not to argue, not to argue about anything. Rather, it is the most ordinary statement of facts!

She said, "No! ”

Zhang Zhixin hugged Zhou Yan, rested his head on his chest, and gently patted his back.

"Zhou Yan, it's not like this, you didn't bring misfortune to anyone, and you didn't harm anyone."

Zhou Yan raised his head suddenly, looked at Zhang Zhixin, and asked, "Teacher, can you hear me?" ”

Zhang Zhixin shook her head and said, "I don't know what you're talking about?" The teacher can't hear it, but the teacher can see the difficulties in your heart......"

"Teacher!" Zhou Yan suddenly cried bitterly, "I'm so tired! Why keep me alive! Why didn't I die at the time! I killed them! It's me! ”

Listening to Zhou Yan's helpless scream, Zhang Zhixin's hand in her arms couldn't help but tighten tighter, and she said, "Zhou Yan, Zhou Yan, you are wrong." The teacher knows about your family. The death of your family was a complete accident, and you don't need to put the blame on yourself. Aren't they protecting you with their lives because they love you? You have to understand that you are not living to endure these pains, but to live for their love, you know? ”

"Love? Is it love? Zhou Yan asked stupidly.

Suddenly, a picture flashed through my mind, it was a man struggling in a sea of fire. The originally handsome face had been swallowed up by the fire, but the man who was dying in the flames was calling out repeatedly: "Zhou Yan...... Zhou Yan ......"

"Zhou Di! Zhou Di! ”

This name is called out to too many people, dead, alive, and non-human!

Flowers are not flowers, fog is not fog, people are not people.