Chapter 14 Good baby sleeps
"Ahh used all the strength in his body to struggle the Zhang Zhixin who was holding him tightly. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"Teacher, don't touch me! Please don't touch me! Zhou Yan seemed to be begging extremely humbly, as if this was already the greatest mercy for him, "Teacher, please, don't touch me, let me leave, I don't want to hurt you!" ”
"What nonsense are you kid! How could you have hurt me? Zhang Zhixin was a little angry, but when she saw Zhou Yan's expression at the moment, she couldn't help but feel sour, and said softly, "Okay, the teacher won't touch you." Let's go eat first......"
"Nope! Go away! You go away! Zhou Yan suddenly became a little crazy, and swept all the dishes and chopsticks in front of him to the ground.
The original exquisite porcelain bowl was shattered at the moment it touched the ground. It seems that Zhou Yan's heart at this moment is only left with piercing edges and corners.
"Teacher...... I'm sorry...... Please let me go! As if in extreme grief, Zhou Yan's voice and his body began to twitch.
Zhang Zhixin seemed to be rubbing hard, it hurt very much!
Reaching out his hand, he gently stroked Zhou Yan's head, as if caressing a fragile porcelain.
At this time, Zhou Yan didn't react, but Zhang Zhixin had already hugged him into his arms.
One hand caressed Zhou Yan's head, and the other gently patted his back.
It's like a mother who is lulling her child to sleep.
Then hum a soft ballad:
Be nice, baby
The nightmare won't come tonight
Baby, so good
Mom will always be there
Baby, that's good
Everybody loves good kids
……
Such a soft, soft singing voice can send the naughtiest children to sleep. It's just that at this moment, it is like a sword with two sharp blades, piercing and cutting Zhou Yan's soul and spirit, bone joints and bone marrow, and even the hidden thoughts and ideas are revealed.
I couldn't help but feel a sour in my heart, and a sadness that was completely different from the previous one surged into my heart.
This song seems to be a nursery rhyme that my grandmother coaxed herself to sleep at that time.
The silver-haired old man, who was well-dressed, but always kind, often sat on the wooden chair beside the bed, with a straight back, but bent down for a little child. But the smile added a few wrinkles to her face in the midst of joy.
With her modest hands, she patted the child on the back gently, and then sang softly:
Be nice, baby
The nightmare won't come tonight
Baby, so good
Grandma will always be there
Baby, that's good
Everybody loves good kids
……
Every time he heard this, Zhou Yan was already asleep in happiness and slept peacefully.
"Grandma......" Zhou Yan knew that the person in front of him was his teacher, but he still couldn't suppress himself, and let his tears wet Zhang Zhixin's clothes.
"When you are sleepy, you go to sleep, and when you wake up, you come back to life. Don't suppress yourself, and don't treat yourself badly. ”
The words were hidden in the song, quietly drifting into Zhou Yan's ears, and then like a big thunder echoing in his ears, echoing and loud!
Thunder is the righteousness of heaven and earth, remove the clouds and mist, and see the light of day again!
This bright day! It's a clear day!
Zhang Zhixin knew that Zhou Yan had come to his senses, so he let go of his embrace and saw Zhou Yan's red teary eyes.
These teary eyes have clear eyes!
"Teacher, you ...... Have you ever been a mother? "I don't know why I asked like this, or is it just because of the same light on the teacher just now?
Zhang Zhixin shook her head, she was in her thirties, and she still maintained a good appearance, both in appearance and figure. But when she looked at her flat lower abdomen, the corners of her mouth unconsciously showed a wry smile.
"Once, I almost became a mother......"
Zhou Yan had hazy teary eyes, although everything he saw was hazy, but Zhang Zhixin's face in this haze was clearly filled with an indescribable sadness.
But this sadness is only an ephemeral flower that disappears in an instant, and in an instant it melts like ice and snow, and disappears without a trace. Then came a resolute smile as bright as the warm winter sun.
She said: "Although I have never been a mother, I have experienced the feeling of motherhood, the joys, sorrows and sorrows that arise because of the child, and the worry about the child every day, I know it!" This is greater happiness! ”
A teacher is not the mother of countless students? Although there is no pain of pregnancy in October, there is no pain of breastfeeding with dry heart. But this touches the heart, but what is the difference between this hope for Jackie Chan and other mothers?
"Teacher...... What about your family? Perhaps because he grew up in an orphanage, Zhou Yan was reluctant to mention family matters to others since he was a child, and he didn't mention it because he didn't mention it. And today, I don't know if it was because he was touched by Zhang Zhixin, or because he was pessimistic about the past, he finally asked this question.
Of course, Zhang Zhixin didn't know the heaviness behind this question, so she could smile lightly, gently wipe away her tears for Zhou Yan and said: "My parents live in their hometown, and he also has overtime tonight." ”
"Him?" Zhou Yan was a little puzzled.
Zhang Zhixin looked at Zhou Yan's cute appearance, scratched Zhou Yan's nose with a hand, and laughed loudly: "Hehe, of course it's the teacher's him - the teacher's husband." ”
Zhou Yan still didn't seem to understand, and his expression was still a little sluggish. Zhang Zhixin didn't tease again, but bent down to carefully clean up the broken porcelain pieces on the ground, and then quickly filled a bowl of rice from the kitchen.
"The dishes are a little cold, eat some first, and the teacher will take you out to eat."
"No need, it's already good......" Just after coming out of the anesthesia of grief, Zhou Yan realized that his stomach was already so hungry, and he didn't need Zhang Zhixin to persuade him, he himself had already gulped down the food on the table.
Seeing Zhou Yan eating sweetly, the corners of Zhang Zhixin's mouth gradually showed a satisfied and relieved smile, and even the food in her mouth became more and more delicious.
Just as the two of them were feasting, a sudden sound came from outside the door. There was only the sound of the springs running, and then the door opened.
Don't get me wrong, this isn't some door-to-door thief, it's a man with a key.
The man of this room!
Zhang Zhixin's expression suddenly became richer, and he shouted towards the door: "I'm back!" ”
The man hummed, began to take off his shoes and change them, and after a while of busyness, he walked towards the dining room.
"Do you have a guest at home today?" There is an entrance after the entrance, so you can't see the inside of the house all at once.
Zhou Yan suddenly felt a shock in his heart, and even the chopsticks in his hand almost fell.
"Oh, it's a little friend, huh?" The man had already walked to the dining room, Zhou Yan's body was a little stiff, he did not turn sideways to look at the visitor, but cautiously glanced at the corner of his eye.
"Ding"
The chopsticks in his hand finally fell to the ground at this moment, and he jumped a few times on the marble floor.
It's him?!
The visitor also saw Zhou Yan clearly, and his face was filled with indescribable joy, and he said with a smile: "Oh, it's Zhou Yan!" Welcome, welcome! ”
Zhou Yan glanced at the man, and then at Zhang Zhixin, who went to serve the meal again.
Look at Zhang Zhixin, and then look at the person
In the end, my brain was still a mush.
What's going on.