Chapter 890: When will this pain stop (one shift)

"Hanhan!" Yixue knocked on the door and called Ruhan's name, but still didn't hear any sound inside the door.

"Hanhan! Hanhan! Yixue screamed a few times in succession, but Ruhan still didn't speak.

Thinking of Ruhan's weak appearance before, Yixue was frightened for a while, he kicked open the door regardless of it, rushed into the bedroom, and saw Ruhan lying motionless on the chuang, his eyes glazed and expressionless.

"Hanhan, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me! ”

Hearing Yixue's kicking of the door, Liu Yuhua and Zhuo Jun also ran up from downstairs.

"Hanhan, what's wrong with you, don't scare your mother, say something?" Ruhan's abnormal expression made Liu Yuhua very uneasy, and his already fragile heart seemed to have undergone a violent reversal.

Several people called Ruhan's name together, and Ruhan's eyes were still looking straight at the ceiling, without a trace of waves.

Yixue stepped forward and shook her body gently, bowing her head to Ruhan's ear, "Hanhan, no matter how uncomfortable it is, say a word to your mother, otherwise she will be worried." ”

Although Ruhan was sad, she didn't completely lose her mind, Yixue's words quickly took effect, she slowly turned her head and looked at her mother, "Mom, I'm fine, I just don't want to talk, I miss my dad so much!" ”

"Hanhan, mom knows that you are uncomfortable, but you can't do this, you feel uncomfortable, you have to say it, otherwise you will be suffocated in your heart."

"Yes, Hanhan, if you feel uncomfortable, just say it and cry it, we will be with you!" Yixue and Zhuo Jun both chimed in.

"I don't want to say anything, I just miss Dad. I think about it, I really want to be able to turn back time, I can go back to the time when he was sick, accompany him, even if it can't be saved, at least I can accompany him, let him look at me, and leave with peace of mind...... However...... "her father's failure to be by her side before he left was a knot that Ruhan could not untie, and this sense of guilt and remorse haunted her." It makes her heart ache even more.

"Hanhan. Didn't I say it, none of us could have predicted what would happen next, and no one knew that Uncle Shen would suddenly get sick, otherwise. We'll be there for him. Hanhan. Don't think so. No one will blame you, and Uncle Shen won't blame you. ”

Yixue understood Ruhan's feelings, but she didn't know how to free her. After saying the same thing several times, Ruhan was still mired in self-blame.

"Hanhan, don't think so, if you think so, my mother feels even more uncomfortable. If you blame you, it's better to blame your mother, if it weren't for me and your Aunt Zhang going out shopping, your father wouldn't be home alone......" With Zhuo Jun and Yixue here, Liu Yuhua has been suppressed, and he can't control his feelings anymore at this time, and he cried while talking.

"Mom ......" saw her mother crying, Ruhan became more and more sad, sat up, hugged her mother and cried.

Zhuo Jun just wanted to persuade him, but was stopped by Yixue, "Let them cry well, they will feel better after crying."

Yixue still remembers that when her grandfather passed away, her grandmother hugged him and cried like this. The world is unpredictable, only by cherishing the present, can we not leave regrets.

For several days in a row, Yixue and Zhuo Jun accompanied Ruhan's mother and daughter, and took care of their diet and daily life with the aunt at home, taking care of their daily life. Liu Yuhua has a lot more affection for Yixue, and she can see that Yixue has a deep affection for Ruhan, just like Shen Feng has for her.

Although her husband left prematurely, Liu Yuhua's painful heart was comforted by the thought of such a good boy who felt sorry for his daughter and cared for his daughter.

The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait". In the past few days after his father left, Ruhan has read this sentence in his heart countless times, and has burst into tears for this sentence countless times. Now no matter how much she calls her father, she can't respond, "the son wants to raise but the kiss doesn't wait", her heart is heartbroken, and her heart is like a knife!

The sheep have the grace of kneeling and the crow has the feeling of feeding, let alone people? Ruhan deeply felt that he was unfilial, failed to accompany him, left filial piety, and was heartbroken! Now the paper ash is swaying, it is difficult to see the father's voice, it is not all for the female filial piety, when I miss it, I only have to close my eyes and remember, leaving endless regrets and pains in vain!

Cui Zhihao was on a business trip for a few days, and as soon as he returned to Tianya Weekly, he learned the news of the accident at Ruhan's family, put down the work at hand, and went straight to the Shen family's villa.

"Where's Hanhan?" As soon as Zhuo Jun opened the door, Cui Zhihao couldn't wait to ask.

"She's resting upstairs."

Seeing Zhuo Jun's gloomy face, Cui Zhihao guessed that Ruhan's situation must not be good.

"I'll go see her."

Following behind Zhuo Jun, Cui Zhihao finally saw the girl who had been thinking about it for a long time, she hadn't seen her for a few days, Ruhan was a lot haggard, and her pretty face was full of new tears and old tears, which was indescribably distressing.

"Hanhan, I'm sorry, I'm late!" Cui Zhihao said as he walked towards Ruhan.

Hearing Cui Zhihao's voice, Ruhan raised her head suddenly, and a trace of imperceptible joy appeared on her face, Cui Zhihao's voice was low and magnetic, quite similar to Shen Feng's voice, in a trance, she thought that her father was back, and after seeing Cui Zhihao's face, that trace of joy was instantly replaced by loss, and her face suddenly darkened.

Cui Zhihao naturally didn't understand the reason for the change in her feelings, so he took another step forward and sat next to Ruhan.

In the face of great grief, any words are powerless, he lost his father in his early years, and he knows the pain of losing his father, even after more than ten years, every time he thinks of his father, he will feel sour, not to mention Ruhan, Shen Feng has just left for a few days, and he knows the pain in her heart very well.

"Hanhan, I don't know what to say, I just want you to know that you and your mother are not alone, your father is gone, and we are still there, if there is any difficulty, you just tell me."

Cui Zhihao's words invisibly gave Ruhan a sense of security, which made her erratic heart much calmer. Ruhan doesn't know what the reason is, she especially likes to listen to Cui Zhihao, maybe because Cui Zhihao is mature and steady enough, maybe because Cui Zhihao's voice is very similar to Shen Feng, giving her a father-like feeling.

"Thank you, Brother Zhihao!" Ruhan raised his head, the corners of his mouth turned up slightly, and his calm face had a different expression.

"Mom, you want to sleep for a while, you go downstairs and sit for a while, don't worry about me, I'm fine." Sadness, self-blame, and overthinking, Ruhan is very tired and just wants to sleep well.

Hearing that her daughter began to speak, Liu Yuhua was relieved, agreed, and went downstairs with Yixue.

Several people sat down on the sofa in the hall and chatted for a while, Zhuo Jun and Cui Zhihao said goodbye and left one after another, leaving only Yixue and Liu Yuhua.

"Auntie, you can go to sleep for a while, you look very bad." is the so-called love house and Wu, Yixue is distressed by Ruhan, and also distressed by Ruhan's mother. (To be continued......)