Chapter 17: Start Again

To be honest, Lin Yong didn't want to pay attention to these things anymore. For his current self, his time and energy are very limited, and even if he knows what to do to save Kyle, he is unwilling to do it.

Because, this thing is too small......

Kyle commits suicide and loses nothing more than a desperate life. As a Lin Yong who once resolved the nuclear bomb crisis, her life is not worth mentioning, and she is just a stranger, and Lin Yong is not related, Lin Yong has no responsibility and emotion to help her again.

Besides, Lin Yong has already done what he should have done and retained Kai'er's **. For him now, he has indeed done his duty.

The indifferent reason on Lin Yong's face extinguished the fire in Jack's eyes:

"You can't be saved by someone else, and neither can you. Learn to save yourself. If she does call the police to arrest us, it will be very troublesome. Let's leave, she can't kill herself for the time being. ”

Jack looked disappointed, but still said: "From the time I met you until now, I don't know anything except that your name is Lanny, I don't know who you are and where you came from, but I know one thing, you are always doing good things." Even though you're just a homeless person like me now, I'm still foolishly convinced that you're more than capable of leading her through everything on her list. You symbolize hope that there must be more important things to do! Right? ”

Lin Yong was stunned for a moment, and when he thought about it carefully, he had nothing more important than wanting to see Mingling! In the final analysis, the reason why he doesn't want to continue to help is simply because he wants a dull life.

At the end of the day, he's being selfish right now. Only then did he realize that he was also an empty person. More than a year ago, wasn't he one of those who wanted to commit suicide? At that time, his despair was no less than that of Kai'er now, because of Lin Tianxue's existence, his personality had been in a state of division and lack a year and a half ago. It wasn't until I went through everything of samsara that I slowly completed myself. He also once found hope to live, his family, Xiaokui's warmth, the gentleness of Mingling, and the friendship of comrades-in-arms......

But in the past year and a half, all of them have been cruelly taken away by this world!

Lin Yong himself realized that the biggest reason for the strength that supported him to live was not 'wanting to live', but 'not being able to die'! He didn't have a choice, and he couldn't end it all.

Even his own inner world needs to be re-established!

In the current world, with the ability of dozens of lifetimes of animal evolution. As long as Lin Yong wants to live, who else can really threaten him anymore! He can go anywhere in this world without restraint, but Lin Yong understands very well that if he does not establish his own inner support. The time left for him was only endless indifference and pain. The more he doesn't go forward, the more he looks backwards.

People's greatest hope never comes from possession, but from giving.

Only by continuing to give can we find the source of resistance to this cold world.

Although he is not interested in the things on the list at all, but if he wants to complete the things on the list in a short time, Lin Yong can not modestly say that apart from him, there is no second person in the world who can complete it independently. In other words, this Kaier may only be able to save herself.

Just when Lin Yong was most hesitant, the door opened.

Miss Kell waited for half an hour, and when she opened the door, there was still the afterglow of resurrection on her face.

When he opened the door, he said, "How do you prove that you can complete this list?" Even I can't finish it, you're just a bum! ”

Lin Yong shrugged his shoulders and asked instead of answering: "How big do you think the universe is?" ”

"What~?"

"Answer me."

"Infinite."

"How do you prove it?"

"I ...... I have no way to prove it...... I just believe it's infinite. ”

"That's right, there are some things you can't prove, you can only believe!"

Kaier looked at Lin Yong thoughtfully, and suddenly chuckled: "I don't know why, this list is so ridiculous, but I ...... But I ...... I want to complete it like never before~ I don't want to pay attention to any announcements and film appointments, please tell me what to do? ”

Lin Yong and Jack glanced at each other, and Jack's expectant eyes made Lin Yong finally make a decision.

Lin Yong lowered his head and pondered for a while, and then said to Kaier:

"You can think about it, of course I have my conditions."

"What's that~?"

"For the time being, we will call the process 'Journey of Will'. In the process......

1. When I ask you, you must obey absolutely. Of course, I won't make a request to hurt you.

2. This is a one-way direct ticket, there is no possibility of turning back when you get on the bus, it must be completed in full, and you can't give up halfway. If Jack is involved, so is he.

3. From now on, don't think of yourself as a big star with a lot of money, you have lost everything you have, you have no shelf and no wealth, you are just an ordinary person, equal like us.

Can you do it? ”

Kyle bit her lip and nodded vigorously: "I can do it~"

Lin Yong looked at the clock in the corridor: "Okay, the first step, go and change into your most comfortable and clean clothes." ”

"Now?"

"It's now."

Kyle eagerly went into the bedroom, quickly changed into a suitcase, and organized a large suitcase.

When she came out, she was wearing a white T-shirt inside, a red plaid shirt on the outside, and the corners of the dress were tied around her waist to set off the two lumps of abundance on her chest. Skinny jeans wrap around straight and slender legs, and a pair of white sneakers make you look refreshed. Sure enough, he is worthy of being a Hollywood star, and his simple outfit exudes infinite charm, temptation and kindness.

However, Lin Yong has already seen Ruan Mingling's nobility and elegance, and he is no longer interested in Kai'er's beauty.

"What's in your hand?" Lin Yong asked.

"Luggage~"

"Put your luggage back, you can't take anything but your clothes, and from this moment on, you're going to drink goodbye to your past self completely. We started with nothing. ”

"Shouldn't I even ...... my phone?"

"Nope."

"Then you have to bring some cash, right?"

"Nope."

"My cosmetics must be ......"

"I said, no! You can't hold anything but air in your pockets. Not even a bag is allowed! ”

"But I can't do it~"

"Let's go!" Lin Yong didn't think about it, so he turned around and left with Jack. Ignoring Kyle behind her.

"Hey~ wait!" Kaier hurriedly rushed up and followed Lin Yong to the mansion to stay.

…………

Lin Yong looked back at Kai'er: "Have you thought about it?" ”

"Are you satisfied now? Can't I bring anything with me? ”

Lin Yong touched the beard on his chin and looked at Kai'er's appearance, and said:

"Still not satisfied, you wait!" After saying that, I went directly to the kitchen and got a pair of scissors and came back.

"You...... What are you doing? ”

"You're a star, so I only have ...... to make people not recognize you"

"Ah——! No~! ”

Boom~

Five minutes later, Kyle looked at herself in the mirror, and she was already a little unrecognizable. I saw that all the clothes she had originally draped fell to the ground, leaving only less than three or four centimeters short on the top of her head, plus a shirt and jeans, she looked like a boy.

Jack joked on the side: "Her eyes are too big, passers-by can still recognize them." ”

Lin Yong took out a pair of big myopic glasses from the drawer of the mansion and put them on Kai'er's face, the two eyes were cloudy and dull under the concave lenses, and they lost their original beautiful brilliance. immediately became a weak and unscrupulous literary boy.

Kyle was distracted and said, "Oh my God, if my agent knows, she will definitely kill me~"

"It's OK to get out."

Lin Yong and the three walked out of the mansion, looking at the bright lights of Beverly Hills in the night, and suddenly felt like they had been reborn.

"What are we going to do next?" Kyle asked curiously.

Lin Yong picked up the 'bucket list' and looked at it:

"We have $6,000 in start-up capital, which may seem like a lot of money, but it's not enough to get the things on the list done. First of all, none of the three of us can use our identities, and it will cost at least five thousand dollars to renew the three identities. The first stop is to find the real underground gangsters in Los Angeles. Jack, it's up to you to be on the streets. ”

"I don't know any gangsters, I know where they are. We...... Go now? ”

"Of course."

After speaking, Lin Yong hailed a taxi on the street and came to a nightclub in western Los Angeles.

…………

When he came to the nightclub, it was already past eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and Lin Yong was racing against time, so he said to the two of them as soon as he got out of the car: "After you go in later, you two just need to follow me." ”

After speaking, Lin Yong strode towards the entrance.

At the entrance, two sturdy black bodyguards with a height of 1.9 meters blocked the door, and even a hard object bulged out from their waists, all of them were carrying pistols with serious faces. The red men and green women at the entrance lined up in a long line to enter, all of them were a little self-indulgent excitement and excitement, as if they had passed through this door and arrived in heaven.

Lin Yong's ears moved, and he led the two to an entrance to the back door of the nightclub. There were also two big men there, guarding in front of the thick steel gates.

There was no one in the back alley, and the appearance of Lin Yong and the three quickly attracted the attention of the guy, frowning and watching the three of them walk slowly.

"Hey, fuck off! This is not the place you should be. ”

Lin Yong walked straight to the man's side: "I have a business to give you, please go inside and report it." ”

"Who the do you think you're talking to! Who the are you! I told you to get out of here! After saying that, the big black man actually pulled out a pistol from behind his waist and held it in his hand, shouting in his mouth.

As soon as Kyle saw the other party draw a gun, she immediately shrank in fright, and Jack also took two steps back:

"Hey, let's go! We can't afford to mess with these people. ”

Lin Yong didn't look back: "Who am I......"

After saying that, he suddenly moved, and before the big man's eyes blinked, he received a punch in the stomach, spitting out half of the pasta he had eaten at night.

When I looked up again, the gun in my hand was long gone.