Perhaps for fear of waking him up, Ruhan's movements were very gentle, slowly drawing a circle, and finally stopped moving. After a long time, his breathing gradually seemed to speed up, and she was startled, and she cautiously tried to retreat, but before she could react, she felt a spin in front of her face hit the ceiling.

Yi Xue stared at her deeply, the ink under her eyes was so thick that she couldn't melt away, and grabbed her pink slender fingers and gnawed them one by one......

In the distance, dogs barked, and occasionally three or five villagers could be heard chattering as they passed by. Ruhan stretched his waist and found that it was really good to come out to breathe, admire the moon, and be in a daze by the way. The occasional wind blows, bringing with it the rustic smell of the countryside and the freshness of the grass. She took a deep breath, and the quiet night was relaxing and peaceful.

"What do you think?" I don't know when Yixue has sat down beside her.

"I miss my dad, and I think he'd love it if he's here." As Qingming approached, Ruhan's longing for her father became stronger and stronger, and she hoped to see her father at home, rather than in the cold cemetery.

Yi Xue didn't know how to comfort her, took her, and let her lean on her shoulder: "Hanhan, didn't you say that Uncle Shen will always be in your heart, then you are here, isn't he here?" ”

"Well, you're right, I'm here, Dad is here, and I'll see the world for him......"

At night, Yixue had fallen asleep, Ruhan couldn't fall asleep, and typed down a long text on her mobile phone to express her grief in her heart: It's another year of Qingming. Once, Qingming was just a solar term for me, a time to enjoy spring. Now, because of the sudden death of his father. The day became extraordinary, and I was afraid to touch it.

Father's love is like a mountain, father's love is speechless, and before it can be written, tears have flowed......

My father has been gone for eight months and more than 200 days, but my thoughts about my father have not decreased because of the passage of time. Every time I think of my father, my heart hurts like a needle and a bayonet.

I didn't dare to hear the word "Dad". Don't dare to be alone. In the dead of night. This longing became more and more intense, like a sharp blade, piercing every nerve of mine.

I vividly remember the day I walked out of the house. My father looked at me. Say to me, "Hanhan." Stay safe on the road. I smiled and agreed. Unexpectedly, that side turned out to be the farewell of our father and daughter!

I wasn't home when my father left. Now it seems. If I had been with my father, if not to save his life, I would have at least let him watch me, listen to me talk to him, and walk more peacefully.

When I received a call from my mother, on the other end of the phone, my mother couldn't cry, and when did my strong mother cry like this, I suddenly had a sense of foreboding, my father must be very sick.

On the way home, I kept praying that God would favor my father and that it would be a false alarm. I naively thought that my prayers were powerful. But when I stepped into the house and saw the scene, I realized that all my prayers were just delusions, and before I could return, my father was gone, and he was lifeless in the weeping of his relatives.

He walked so suddenly, so decisively, that he didn't even leave a word......

Touching my father's face, my liver and intestines were broken, and I didn't want to live, and for the first time in my life, I really experienced the taste of calling the heavens and the earth ineffective.

I loved my father so much, but there was nothing I could do to save his life. Pressed against his cheek, which no longer had temperature, I wanted to warm it with my body heat. But it's so cold, so cold, so cold, so cold, so cold that it's desperate!

I had to face the harsh reality that my beloved father was really gone, and we were separated forever!

I can no longer hear him call my breast name, I can no longer see him smiling lovingly at me.

At lunch, I couldn't get a call from him and asked me, "What's going for lunch?" ”

When I had an awkward relationship with my mother, I could no longer hear him say, "Know something, don't make your mother angry!" ”

The beauty of the past has been overshadowed by the departure of his father. The Mid-Autumn Festival, the New Year, and the Spring Festival after my father left were all torture for me.

These days that should have been family reunions, my father was forever absent......

As I got older, I had more and more things to do, less and less company for my father, and less and less communication with him. If I could turn back the clock and give my father a new birth, I would rather give up everything I have now than just be by his side and let him be well.

"The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait." If you don't experience it yourself, how many people can experience it?

A few people can think that maybe one day, fate will slap you hard, making you regret something and regret it for life!

I hate! I regret it! At the moment when my father left, I couldn't be by his side, and when he was suffering from illness and passed away with infinite affection for me and my mother, I couldn't call "Dad" again, and I couldn't hold his hand tightly and accompany him through the last journey of his life!

But there is no time machine in this world, no regret medicine, I can't change the fact that my father has left after all, and I can only spend the rest of my life bearing this endless thoughts and regrets.

After all, I didn't have the opportunity to cook another meal for my father and wash his feet. The most common things in this life are all extravagant for me!

My father is very ordinary, he has not done anything commendable, but he is the only man in this world who loves me without asking for anything in return, I laugh, he will laugh with me; I cry, he will feel sorry for me. He was the most important and loving man in my life, not one of them.

If I owe my father, I will make double the compensation to my mother. I remember my father said, "Hanhan, if I leave one day, you must take care of your mother for me." ”

Although I blamed my father and said that he should not have said unlucky things, I smiled and agreed. This is an eternal promise between our father and daughter. It is my responsibility to give my mother happiness, and it is also my vow to my father.

I'm miserable, I'm sad, but I'm not going to be decadent, and I'm not going to sink. I believe that somewhere, there is an unknown world, and one day, our family will meet again in that world!

Dad, although you are in heaven, in my heart, you have never left! As long as I am in this world, you will accompany me and live with me!

And I, because of my mother, because of the responsibility on my shoulders, will also wipe away my tears, remember my vows, and move forward strongly!

Life has length, but love can be endless...... (To be continued.) )