After staying in a hut on the outskirts of Beijing for one night, Yixue returned to the capital with Ruhan. The next day is the Qingming Festival, Ruhan and her mother prepared the things that her father and grandparents loved to eat before their deaths, and accompanied by Yixue, they went to the cemetery on the outskirts of Beijing to sweep the graves.

Although it was already spring, the cemetery was quite empty, and a cool breeze hit, and Ruhan couldn't help but shiver. Is this cold, lifeless place really my father's final destination?

Walking to the tombstone, the words "loving father Shen Feng" are dazzling and piercing.

Thinking about last year's Qingming Festival, my father also said that he should remember to sweep the graves of his grandparents, but he never imagined that a year later, he would also be buried here. It is very close to the tomb of Ruhan's grandparents.

After placing the offerings, Ruhan knelt in front of the tomb, tears flowed uncontrollably, and Liu Yuhua and Yixue were very distressed.

"Dad, Hanhan has come to see you. But Dad, you know what? Hanhan wants to see you at home, our family sits around the dining table and eats reunion dinner together. I'll cook your favorite dishes and pour you your favorite wine. I don't like it here, and I don't like Dad being here! ”

The more Ruhan spoke, the more sad she became, and her voice choked up several times.

"Hanhan, don't cry, Uncle Shen will feel distressed when he sees you like this. Be obedient, get up, and don't make Uncle Shen sad. ”

Yi Xue was afraid that the cold marble floor would hurt her knees, so she wanted to help Ruhan up, but she pushed her away: "Mom, Brother Yi Xue, I want to be alone with my father for a while." ”

Every time she came to see Shen Feng, Ruhan liked to kneel in front of her father's tomb and say something from her heart to her father's tomb. It was as if her father was still alive and could hear her. After saying that, her heart will be more comfortable. This has become a common practice, and when she said this, Liu Yuhua and Yixue took the sacrifices to Ruhan's grandparents and left for the time being.

"Dad, good news for you, I'm already my uncle's assistant, and my uncle taught me a lot. Perhaps, it won't be long. I'm strong enough. I can let my mother go home and rest, and I don't have to worry about our Shen family anymore. Seeing that there are more gray hairs on my mother's head, I feel so distressed. It's all my fault, I used to think only about my career. I never thought that Shen would help you. Didn't I go and help you sooner. You don't have to work so hard. Won't you get sick? ”

When Shen Feng was alive, although he thought about asking Ruhan to go to the company to help him, he just talked about it casually. It was never formally requested. Seeing that his daughter is happy to work at Tianya Weekly and has made great achievements, he is both happy and proud. also gave up the idea of letting his daughter join his own company.

Because of this incident, after Shen Feng left, Ruhan has been unable to forgive herself, and she has become unable to erase the regret in her heart. She always felt that Shen Feng was tired and sick, she enjoyed her father's love and care, but she took very little care of her father. Even as she got busier and busier at the weekly, she went home less and less. And Shen Feng always goes out early and returns late, even when he goes home, the father and daughter rarely sit down to chat and talk lively.

When it comes to sadness, such as Han Si communicates, crying loudly. When Yixue heard Ruhan's cry, she couldn't bear it, and wanted to go over to comfort her, but was stopped by Liu Yuhua: "Yixue, just let her cry, it's better to cry." She always felt that her father's death had something to do with her, and she always blamed herself. None of us could persuade her, and when she figured it out, it would be fine. Moreover, since she came to work in Shen's family, she has been working hard, and I think she did this to make up for the guilt in her heart. ”

Liu Yuhua knows her daughter's heart best, so she doesn't want her to hold it in her heart, for fear of getting sick.

"Auntie, when Hanhan calms down, I still want to persuade her. There are many things that we can't predict, if we knew that Uncle Shen was ill at that time, we would have sent him to the hospital and accompanied him. Moreover, I later asked the doctor that this acute myocardial infarction had a sudden onset and was difficult to cure unless it was effectively treated within a few minutes. There are even patients who are hospitalized in the hospital and have not been rescued when they become ill. Hanhan shouldn't torture herself like this, it's not her fault, and it's not something she can change. In the past few months, although Ruhan rarely mentioned her father, Yixue could feel that she was not the same as before, she was no longer the eldest lady of the Shen family whose eyes were as clear as a clear spring.

Her eyes were full of melancholy, except for the occasional glimmer of joy, which was fleeting and shorter than a meteor. He felt sorry for her and always tried to make her happy, but now Ruhan has really changed, becoming more tenacious and tenacious, which makes him admire and distress.

"I know what you said, but Hanhan just doesn't think so. It's okay for you to persuade her, I hope she can figure it out as soon as possible. Otherwise, I'm really worried that she won't be able to stand it physically. ”

Liu Yuhua's eyes have long been red, but in front of the child, she can only endure the pain and be a strong mother.

She is burdened with her husband's unfinished business, and she is burdened with the responsibility of taking care of her filial parents and taking care of her daughter, and she cannot fall if anyone falls. Before Ruhan can really grow up, she must be strong enough and bold enough to support the entire Shen family with her younger brother Liu Wenhai.

Yixue looked at Liu Yuhua and nodded firmly, "Auntie, you don't have to worry, I will persuade Hanhan." ”

Liu Yuhua smiled reluctantly, secretly grateful to Yixue, fortunately with him, she saw hope. After Shen Feng left, she didn't dare to have too many extravagances, she just hoped that her daughter could find someone who treated her sincerely and lived happily.

She can be sure that Yixue is the one who can give her daughter happiness. She hopes that they can get married as soon as possible, have one or even several babies, and let her enjoy the fun of teasing her grandchildren as soon as possible. For her, that's enough.

Shen Feng is the man she loves the most and the only one she loves in her life, she will guard her daughter and son-in-law, guard the Shen family, guard him and Shen Feng's home, and will never remarry.

"Mom, Brother Yixue, let's go and sweep the graves of our grandparents." Liu Yuhua only cared about talking to Yixue, and didn't notice that Ruhan had already come.

Although she wiped it with a tissue, Ruhan's face was still stained with tears, her eyelids were swollen like ripe cherries, and there were tears in her eyes, like dewdrops on lotus leaves on a summer morning.

Her whole body was filled with sorrow, and she was so weak that she seemed to be able to fall down at any moment.

"Hanhan, be obedient, don't cry, when your father is here, I'm most afraid of seeing you cry, he doesn't know how distressed he is when you cry." Liu Yuhua was obviously persuading her daughter, but she couldn't help crying.

Yixue handed a tissue to Ruhan and Liu Yuhua, supported them, and walked towards another tombstone not far away...... (To be continued.) )