"I'm not crazy, I just miss you, I want to come and see, are you going to say that about me?" Zhao Gang's overreaction stimulated Ruhan's fragile nerves, she didn't expect that after sitting in the car for several hours, she came to see him, and what she heard was his cold words.

"Miss me! I think I should listen to me, I'll let you come and you come again! If you're interested, you leave now, and I can act as if nothing happened! ”

Zhao Gang looked upstairs worriedly, he was glad that Feng Xue was sleeping at home and didn't turn on the lights. He just wanted to let Ruhan leave as much as he could, so as not to be broken by her.

"Leave! I'm already downstairs at home, and you're letting me go! It's so late, where can I go, I'm not leaving, I'm going home! As you said, it's home for the two of us! Ruhan said with a cry, pitiful, anyone who saw it would be moved, but Zhao Gang didn't, there were people at home, he would never let Ruhan go upstairs.

"Home? Shen Ruhan, you think too much, this is not your home! Zhao Gang's tone was resolute.

"It's not my home, whose home? Your home with Feng Xue? Or your and Zhang Nan's home? Ruhan knew in his heart that Zhao Gang still had others.

"It's not! No one's home, this is my own home! Zhao Gang's eyes widened angrily, and under the cold moonlight, his face was terrifying, like a ghost.

"But...... You said that this is the common home of the two of us, doesn't it count? Ruhan asked stubbornly.

"Hahaha, you're too naïve, whoever said what I said would count, you just treat my words as farts!" Zhao Gang was unreasonable.

"Shen Ruhan, you won't be really stupid, don't you, do you have to watch me go home with a woman to make you happy! Okay, do you want me to find a woman to and show you! Zhao Gang's words were sharp and mean, even shameless.

Ruhan suppressed her grievances and shame and tried not to let herself cry.

"I'm coming to see you. It's because I miss you, not to spy on you, and not to see you show affection with other women, Zhao Gang. Why do you bother to do this, why do you insult me like this! ”

"Okay, do you think I'm insulting you, then you go! Get out of here! Zhao Gang felt that the mobile phone in his trouser pocket was vibrating, and it must have been Feng Xue who called him, so he had to make a quick decision and send Ruhan away, and his tone of voice became even cooler.

"What? You let me go! Zhao Gang, hello......" Ruhan was like a fish in his throat, unable to speak.

"Yes. I'll let you go! Shen Ruhan, do you know the difference between you and Zhang Nan? You don't know, do you, I sue you, the difference between you and them is. You're cheaper than them. If it was any of them, I told them to get out, and they would have already run away and ignored me, waiting for me to coax them and apologize, you are different, I will let you go. You're too embarrassed to stand here, let me continue to humiliate you! You're so cheap, not an ordinary cheap! ”

Zhao Gang's words, Ruhan couldn't hear clearly, only the words "roll" and "cheap" lingered in her ears, and she was dizzy. Holding on to keep himself from falling, he staggered forward.

"Shen Ruhan, what are you pretending to be, are you pretending to be pitiful, do you want me to sympathize with you?" looked at Ruhan, whose body trembled slightly. Zhao Gang's words were still as cold as ice.

She didn't answer, and then walked forward, past Zhao Gang, over the door of the house, and into the street, it was early in the morning, there were few cars on the road, but the speed was very fast, several cars sped past her, fortunately, when she crossed the street, no cars passed. God's blessing Ruhan walked to the opposite side.

Zhao Gang followed her, and he could see it clearly just now, although he held a grudge against Ruhan and desperately wanted Ruhan to leave, but after all, he had feelings for her and didn't want her to have an accident.

In order to avoid accidents, Zhao Gang kept following Ruhan and did not call her, but called her over and over again.

Ruhan was in a trance, didn't answer the phone, and didn't notice Zhao Gang not far behind her, she held on to the railing next to the street, sometimes crying, sometimes laughing, sometimes falling to the ground, just like that, all the way to the door of the hotel. When I entered the hotel, I realized that the room was full and had to walk out.

At this time, she saw Zhao Gang, who had been following her.

She turned away and walked forward, ignoring his existence.

"Okay, don't pretend, get in the car, I'll take you to the hotel!" Zhao Gang stopped a taxi, pushed it, and let Ruhan get into the car.

The car stopped in front of a newly opened hotel.

"Get off, this hotel is newly opened, the environment is also good, you go to see if there is a room, come back and tell me!"

"Do you still care about me? Do you care if I have a place to live? Rather than that, I'd rather sleep on the streets! Ruhan's heart has been hurt to the extreme by him, there is no temperature, and the love is much calmer.

"Don't talk angry, get out of the car and take a look!" Zhao Gang urged.

Ruhantou didn't go back and got out of the car, but fortunately, in the hotel room, through the window, she waved her hand to Zhao Gang and entered the guest room.

The weather is getting cooler, Ruhan wears less, walks outside for so long, the body is colder and the heart is colder, just lie down and feel uncomfortable, covered with a thick quilt, still shivering from the cold, touch his head, only to know that he has a fever, but it is late at night, in this city without relatives, and only ninjas.

In this way, I stayed up until dawn, maybe God blessed, Ruhan's fever actually subsided, but her body was a little weak. In this sad place, she didn't want to stay, packed her things, she didn't eat, she arrived at the station, she just wanted to go back to Haicheng, back to her warm home.

Back in Haicheng, Ruhan had no intention of working, so he asked Cui Zhihao for leave, locked himself at home, didn't eat, drink or sleep, thought about it, opened the word document, and wrote a letter to Zhao Gang.

"Husband, let's call you that again, it's 2 o'clock on August 12th, and I've just been crying for a few hours, crying from the bottom of my heart. But when I was about to write this letter, I felt very uncomfortable, but I was surprisingly calm, I don't ask for anything else, this is your "baby" crying blood, I just hope you can read my letter calmly, I have nothing else to ask for.

Since that year, I have loved you with my simple and pure girlish feelings, at that time I admired you, looked up to you, I hid my love deep in my heart, and suffered the little sweetness and little pain brought by my crush. When you smile at me, when you carry me on my shoulder with an injured leg, I am happy, but now, it is so ridiculous, we are not as good as before, when my leg was deeply scratched, when I knew that there were other women around you, you sued me and wanted to break up with me, but you lied to me and left me alone at the entrance of the hospital. At that moment, I was in pain, but I knew that although I was a woman, I would not give up my promise lightly, no matter what you do, I will stay by your side and give you what I can give. That year, I knew your identity very well, so I never thought of crossing the thunder pool half a step, but I never thought that last year, I made the same mistake as everyone else, that is, to be with you, humble and unsightly.

Before that, I was a pure girl, my mother taught me how to be a good girl since I was a child, I was with Shangwen for so long, and I didn't give myself to him, except because I didn't love him enough, the most important reason is that I know how important a girl's innocence is, I regard the purity of my body as life, I hope that the moment I put on my wedding dress, I will give the cleanest girl to a man who will love me for the rest of my life. But now I want to die, but I can't afford to die, I don't have the right to die...... I don't deserve to die......

The beginning of last year was my most painful time, the man I secretly liked, was about to leave my sight, and I didn't even have the opportunity to look at him secretly, I was so uncomfortable, on the eve of I knew he was leaving, I always helped him clean the house early, water his flowers, and do something I could do for him, but I never thought that at that time his depression was actually for a woman named He Nan, and my simple and pure love was so insignificant, great irony. Next is the quarrel between me and Shangwen, we are on the verge of breaking up, I have nowhere to confide, at this time, he gave me great comfort, or use the title of "you", you comforted me in the chat, let me hold on, at that time although we knew each other's thoughts, but I still don't want to cross the thunder pool half a step, I don't have the courage to do something like that, but on June 25th, everything has changed, I thought, you see me like a big brother, comfort me, listen to me cry, Give me a brotherly hug, but you didn't, that night, you thought I was a random girl and wanted to possess me. We didn't do anything after all, but the first time I saw a man like that, I cried, touching the cute two pigtails and crying. I almost gave up, but I really can't forget the feeling of happiness on the Ferris wheel, the moment I leaned against your chest, I still remember it.

I like that feeling of happiness so much, I forgot your identity, I ignored and believed a lot of your words, you said I was Xiao Shi'er, I thought it was a joke, but I was a little one, and I didn't know. You want to take me out to dinner, and you deliberately said no, I said yes, you said that I am different from other women, I didn't care at the time, but today it seems that I may really be different from other women, I don't know how they are, but I know that I treat you as my lover, I will think of your high blood pressure, bad heart, if you don't answer the phone, I will worry about you and something will happen to you, go to your place to see you, I will do everything I can by myself, try not to pester you. However, you have forgotten all these good things about me, you have turned a blind eye, I don't know what you and other people are like, are you really willing to die for a woman who blindly asks you for money than to cherish someone who truly loves you? RP