(PS: Thank you for the cute little powder and gift of Brother Idler, thank you for Brother Wujie's little powder, thank you for Brother Seafood for your gift and birthday wishes in advance, thank you for Brother Xiaoye, Brother Poison, Brother Superman for your gifts, thank you to all the relatives who support Hanhan, Mo Da, Hanhan's body is still not very well, let's change it, forgive the couple.) ~~~~(》_《)~~~~

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Lying on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, Zhao Gang got up and turned on the computer again. Ruhan specially wrote a letter to him, which made him curious. Logged in to QQ, entered Ruhan's QQ space, saw the letter released by Ruhan at 10:30, expected Ruhan to have slept, Zhao Gang didn't look for her, sat in front of the computer, and carefully read every text Ruhan wrote to him.

When he read that Ruhan said that he wanted to have a common child with him, and without him, he would think of death, Zhao Gang was both moved and heartbroken. Ruhan's love moistened his heart that had become dry and lonely because of the failure of his marriage, thinking of her warm smile, concerned words, and earnest affection, Zhao Gang's heart completely melted. For the first time, I had the idea of marrying Ruhan.

This night, both of them had insomnia, for the future with little prospects.

The next day, Ruhan barely got up from bed, was too lazy to eat, and went to work listlessly. Sitting in front of the computer, I had nothing to do, so I went to QQ to call Zhao Gang, and soon responded: Ruhan: Have you read my letter? Husband loves baby: I watched ......

Ruhan: I've read it...... Why didn't it happen? Husband, my home, our home, you take other women and sleep in my bed. The only place I feel warm, don't ruin it, I'm so sad.

Maybe what I say now may not be rational, you take a good look at my letter, that is the home I wrote when I was in tears, and I was still sensible, it was my last bottom line, my bottom line was broken, the thoughts in my heart are in the letter You read it, and you understand the love of the baby: I understand, I understand the deep understanding of Ruhan: you will not give me what I want, even a home that will be lost at any time, you can't guard the love baby for me: you are really the person I love, really the person I want to find, but now I am really afraid of Ruhan: You have seen? What are you afraid of?

Love baby: I'm afraid, I'm afraid of a lot of things that can't be explained, you may not understand Ruhan: You are afraid that I will ruin your career and ruin the one you have, because you love me, but I don't care about the love baby you have now: hehe, career is nothing, and one qiē you have is nothing. What I'm afraid of is not these, and there is nothing to be afraid of: you want me, you love me, as long as you really love me, you will protect me, the one you have will be yours, and I will be yours. But you don't want to do your best to protect me Love baby: baby, please forgive me, I lied again, but a panic was exchanged for your words: What panic?

She didn't come to our house, if you want, you can go to my house at night, she is still at home, she wants to come, I didn't agree, because this is our home.

Ruhan: She didn't go, why didn't you sue me, don't you think it's too much? I was crying yesterday and still crying, I know it's in the company, but I can't help it.

Aibao: I don't want you to come to see me, so I thought of this way, she will never come here, you believe me Ruhan: I believe you, but, why do you say that, do you know that it is a kind of torture for me! Why are you torturing me?

Aibao: There is no why, whether you are angry or sad, there is no why, only heartache: why do you lie to me like this and torture me. I lay on the bed, imagining that she slept in our bed, touched the things I used, I was so uncomfortable, I was also worried, in case she went, what would she see when you were not at home, what would she do, I love you and want to marry you, but unless you want to do something, I will cooperate with you and will never let anyone know about my deposit. I wrote that long letter, and when I finished it, I felt a little better. I just want to know, husband, do you hurt after reading my letter?

Love Baby: Well, my heart hurts like Han: Is it for the baby's words? Is it for the baby's heartache Love baby: Seeing your words, my heart hurts; My heart aches when I see your heart; Know your mind; My heart hurts; Thinking of your goodness; My heart hurts. But seeing you use death, my heart hurts even more: thank you for your heartache. But why did you lie to me again and make me hurt to the end!

Aibao: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you, but at this time, you really can't come to see me, I'm afraid something will happen. I remember I told you that this place in Hulin is different from Xingling, and the people here are very complicated.

Ruhan: Why don't you sue me, if you sue me, I will be very moved. But now you say, I don't know how I feel. Husband, do you really want to see me sad?

Aibao: I don't know why, I want to sue you, I want to call you, but I don't, I just know that my heart hurts.

The two chatted like this, and after a while, Ruhan saw that Zhao Gang's QQ signature was changed to "My heart hurts" and she realized that her words had touched his heart and made him feel heartache for himself. Looking at this sentence "My heart hurts", Ruhan doesn't know whether it is sad or happy. She then asked a few questions, and Zhao Gang answered them one by one: Ruhan: Husband, I want to ask you a question, you can't avoid it. When did you start loving my baby: What's this...... From the time I carried you, or a little earlier, I remember the feeling we felt when we first met, and now I want to come back to that time, some things will wake up after thinking about it, which may indicate what is going to happen to us, but why did you start to love me at that time?

Love baby: I can't remember what year it was, at that time I just thought about it, I didn't dare to think about anything else: why don't you dare to say goodbye, because of your identity love baby: Yes, I don't want to hurt you, but in the end I still did it. It's me who hurt you Ruhan: In the future designed by my husband, there will be no me, right, love baby: Before May 11 last year, I never thought about Ruhan: I wanted to, but I didn't dare to think about it, I thought about it when I saw you holding Wenwen's little hand and holding him on your shoulder. I think we also have a lovely child, and you want to take care of her like Wenwen loves the baby: I want to too, but

Ruhan: I know you love me, but I just complain that we met too late, and you didn't wait for me.

Love baby: Baby, I don't want to say it, I want to be quiet, don't be angry, she really didn't come.

Ruhan: Well, well, after talking for so long, you should also work, and I will also go to read the manuscript.

The two said goodbye, and Zhao Gang went offline.

Ruhan held his chin in both hands, looking at the Word document on the screen in a daze, thinking back to the words sent by Zhao Gang, he couldn't help but be shocked, Zhao Gang said that he hurt her, which means that in his heart, he may never have thought of being responsible for her, never thought of marrying her, otherwise, he could have given her a home and a bright future, she didn't know what the result would be if she persisted like this.

"Shen Ruhan, don't think about it, think about this, your head hurts, what's the use, it's yours, it's yours, if it's not yours, can you still grab it! Let it be. You can't do anything that destroys someone's family, can you? Ruhan asked himself questions and persuaded himself with self-talk. Being Zhao Gang's lover has made her miserable, and she will never try to let Zhao Gang divorce and marry her. Writing a letter to Zhao Gang is nothing more than to say what is in his heart and vent the grievances that have accumulated in his heart.

After reading Ruhan's letter, Zhao Gang was thinking about the same question almost every night, that is, the future with Ruhan. He imagined many kinds: one was to live with Ruhan secretly like this, and Ruhan would be his lover, until one day Ruhan couldn't stand it anymore and walked away by himself; The other is to marry Ruhan and let Ruhan be Zhao Wenjun's stepmother, and the three of them live together. Although he gave Zhao Wenjun to his ex-wife Liu Chunyan, he is the son of the two of them after all, Zhao Gang has thought about it, and when he finds a house and settles down, he will often take Zhao Wenjun to live at home to make up for his debt to him and be a competent father.

But if you think about it carefully, the first one is unfair to Ruhan, he feels that Ruhan should have her own life, and she should not live without a name and no point for the rest of her life; The second is not good for the child's growth, even if Ruhan likes Zhao Wenjun no matter how much she likes, she is also a stepmother, and she is not as good as her own mother after all. In these two ideological struggles, the first one quickly prevailed, for the sake of his ex-wife and children, he couldn't get married for the time being, otherwise, Liu Chunyan would have to go crazy, in this case, he could only be sorry for Ruhan.

Zhao Gang's thoughts, Ruhan didn't know, she just wanted to be with Zhao Gang, her original intention was just for love. She didn't know how much impact her letter had on Zhao Gang, and after reading Ruhan's letter, Zhao Gang, the man she loved deeply, began to think in the real sense, for their feelings and future.

At noon on this day, Chen Yixue turned down the entertainment and went home to accompany her grandmother to eat, on the huge dining table, there were all kinds of delicacies, and only Mrs. Chen and Yixue were present.

"Cher, have you been busy with work lately?" Mrs. Chen asked while eating.

"I just finished two big projects, and I'm not too nervous for the time being." A habit developed since childhood, Yixue slowly chewed her meal.

"This month's performance is not bad, right?"

"Well, it's double from last year, and I'm going to give employees a raise at the annual meeting, and especially reward some outstanding employees."

"Well, good idea, with a reward, they will be more energetic, and they will do better in the coming year! My grandson is decent, not only handsome, but also young and promising, with unique vision and transcendent taste, and chose such a noble and generous, beautiful and refined granddaughter-in-law for me. Mrs. Chen looked at Yi Xue's handsome and sculpture-like side face and said proudly. (To be continued.)