(PS: May those who love me and those I love be safe, healthy, and happy!) ）

In the dialog box, a little fox winked at him, very cute, and then jumped out of a line of words: "Baby, it's so late, you haven't slept yet, what are you doing?" ”

"I'm writing to you." Seeing that it was Zhao Gang, Ruhan immediately went back.

"Write a letter? What to write? Still writing so late? Zhao Gang asked.

"I won't talk about it yet, I'll send it to the space later, you remember to see it."

"Well, okay, I must see, I'm sleepy now, go to bed first, baby, you go to bed early!" Zhao Gang admonished and prepared to go offline.

"You sleep, husband, I miss you, I want to go to your place to see you in two days, and then go back to Haicheng with you." Ruhan asked tentatively.

"Ah, in two days, you...... I'm afraid it won't come. Seeing that Ruhan said that he was going to Hulin to find him, Zhao Gang was a little nervous, during the special period of the divorce, he didn't want to be seen with other women, in order to stop Ruhan, Zhao Gang thought about it for a while, had an idea, and immediately typed it and sent it over: "In the past few days, Liu Chunyan and Wenwen are going to come to see me, and it has been decided, I was afraid that you would be sad before, so I didn't tell you." ”

Seeing the two lines of words sent by Zhao Gang, Ruhan's heart seemed to have thousands of hands kneading, Hulin's home, she cared very much, in her heart, it was her Zhao Gang's common home, and other women were not allowed to get involved, but Liu Chunyan wanted to go, and she couldn't interfere.

"Husband, is what you said true, is she really going to our house and live in our bed?" Ruhan was in tears and typed quickly.

"Yes, she's coming, I can't help it." Zhao Gang went back and sent a very helpless expression.

"Well, I see, it's okay, I'm not going, good night." After writing this sentence, I didn't wait for Zhao Gang to reply. Ruhan went offline.

Look at the Y alarm clock on the desk. The hour hand has pointed to 10 o'clock, Ruhan went to the restaurant to make a cup of coffee, returned to the computer, crackling and typing, the letter is very long, exhausting all Ruhan's thoughts, pouring all her feelings, writing to the emotional place, the computer screen in front of her became blurry: "Husband, seriously. I would love to be with you and have a baby of our own. His body has our blood in his blood, but I always feel that you only see the present and don't envision our future, or that you can't give me a home. It also deprived me of my power as a woman and a mother, allowing me to live in the shadows.

Husband, when I saw your message, I couldn't help it, I didn't cry, but it hurt my heart and lungs. We don't have a home, I treat you as our home, but I can't keep this home, and the only place I cherish is also dyed by her. She will sleep in the bed I slept in, she will use the kitchen where I cook, it turns out that I really have nothing.

You gave her a promise, took responsibility for her, gave her a shelter from the wind and rain, gave her a child you have together, and gave her everything you can give, including the family affection that you can't give up. My husband gives me happiness and sorrow, and he accompanies me to eat my favorite food, watch my favorite movies, and endure my sometimes petty temper. But my husband just can't be responsible for me, right? I gave my people and my love to my husband, and even so much hope to have a child with you (that is, you, no one else) that we have in common, what is the difference between me and your wife? Maybe the difference is that I live in darkness and she lives in light; I live in misery, she lives in happiness; I chose to lose a lot, she chose you to gain a lot; I was hurt by you, and I was wronged, so I had to pretend to be okay in front of people, and secretly healed myself, and if she quarreled with you, she could find relatives and friends to judge; I love that you are under pressure and that she can easily be with you. There are some things that I once said to my husband, I said that I always look like a child, and I don't have any ideas when I see the children of the same students, and I even want to be a dink even if I get married, and now I know, it's not that I don't love children, it's not that I don't want to have children, it's because I haven't met you at that time, I haven't met the person I really love. I love my husband, and I want a child we all have, so that even if we are gone in a hundred years, our love will continue, and our children's children will continue our love until the end of the world.

If my husband is crying or crying in my heart when I see this, then I firmly believe: you love me; If your husband is impatient and angry when you see this, please firmly believe that you don't love me, or you don't love me enough. If you love me, I will look forward to the day when we can really be together, and if my husband doesn't love me, don't care about my heartbreak and sadness.

No matter what the result is, I will not choose death, I hate women threatening people in this way, if death can save a man, then this woman is really living a very sad life, and death is a well-deserved death. Love is a part of my life, but without love, I will live.

Everything I have done for you is my willingness, I don't want to mention this in front of you, you are with me, in a certain way, I am sorry for her, but she doesn't know now, at least she is not hurt in her heart, but you are with her, I really know, you are in your warm home, I think you dare not say, that feeling is really uncomfortable, I don't want to share my lover with others, but who makes me a spurned character. I'm sorry, husband, sometimes, I really want to quit, I want to return you to her completely, such days, it's too sad, I'm really afraid that I will die, how can I be embarrassed! ”

A long letter, full of Ruhan's endless sadness and helplessness, such a role makes her painful but unable to extricate herself. At this time, she didn't know that Zhao Gang was already single.

Zhao Gang got off QQ, closed the computer, and lay on the bed, like Ruhan, he couldn't sleep.

Before that, he thought that he would be in pain for the divorce, but two days have passed, and the pain when he came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau is much less. He pondered, if he didn't tell Si Ruhan about the divorce first, he must be as cautious as before the divorce. He was worried that if he had just divorced and was blatantly with Ruhan, uninformed people would think that Ruhan was the culprit of his divorce and would make her infamous in vain.

After so long, there is no news of Xu Wen, Zhao Gang is very strange, he thought that Xu Wen would happily watch the excitement, but he didn't want to, she didn't have any news at all, he was a little puzzled, I don't know what medicine this woman sells in the gourd, is it, I just want to see him divorce, other than that, there is nothing else.