The night had begun to rain heavily, and he wandered alone in the deserted streets, his eyes hollow and red, and his long eyelashes hung with fine beads of water. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"I want to die, don't you know how to read the road?" The sudden sound of a car horn in his ears made him turn his head slightly, and it turned out that he had reached the crossroads.

He took a few steps back, and stood straight again, his soaked clothes made him feel a chill all around him, he wrapped his hands around his body, slowly squatted down, buried his head in his arms, and wept bitterly.

Seeing the tide, what a failure you have in this life, you are so submissive, so humble and pitiful, you can't withstand the end of being abandoned after all. You're a fool, the stupidest fool in the world, but you still want to be stupid.

The painful and numb heart, accompanied by the cry of despair in his heart, made him fall into the nightmare of love again.

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Li Ruofei in the banquet hall sat in an inconspicuous corner, just looking at the moment when he turned to leave, looking at his desperate and painful face, she regretted it.

At this time, how much she hated that group of strangers who were making random noise, she turned her face sideways to avoid Li Niansheng's kiss, but he still fell on her lips.

He knew that Shiami was also here, so no matter whether he was really happy or not, he was also very happy, and whether he was really happy or not, he also had to dress very happy.

"What's wrong? Under the weather? ”

A huge figure stood in front of Li Ruofei, and she looked up at him in a daze.

"Brother, are you happy today?"

"Well, happy, I think it's going to be the happiest day of my life, oh...... No, it should be the day I married you. ”

Li Niansheng replied lightly.

Standing up and straightening the evening dress on his body, Li Ruofei pulled out a smile that was more ugly than crying, "That's good, it's good to be happy." ”

"Don't you feel happy at all?"

Li Niansheng stepped forward and brushed her hair behind her ears and smiled gently. Li Ruofei subconsciously turned his face sideways, avoiding his touch.

"You know what? You just acted the same as when you kissed on stage, full of disgust and resistance, if not, you know all the truth, know that I designed Chaoxue, know that I deliberately released the news to slander the stars, know that I planted Chao Jianxi, and you still choose to stay, isn't it because you still have me in your heart? If you have me, why do you dislike me? ”

Retracting the hand on her white and delicate face, Li Niansheng looked at her in confusion, wanting to see what she was thinking in her heart?

An urge to run away lingered in Li Ruofei's heart, she couldn't say what she wanted to blurt out, and she couldn't stimulate Li Niansheng again, so she wanted to run away, so that she didn't have to say anything, and she didn't have to face him again.

"Go home, I'm tired."

With a look of tiredness in her eyes, she dropped a sentence and turned to leave.

This is a month after she broke up with Shiomixi, and it is also the day she got engaged to Li Niansheng, these 720 days and nights, every day is like a century, life seems to have lost its meaning, she has exhausted her lover's strength, and she can no longer learn to fall in love with another person again.

Li Ruofei, who was sent to the Li family's villa by the driver, just stepped into the door, she felt a tumbling stomach, she quickly took off her shoes, didn't even have time to change her slippers, ran to the bathroom barefoot and vomited wildly.

There was nothing in her stomach, she hadn't eaten a drop of water all day, her mouth was spitting out green bile, her hand holding the sink, looking at her haggard and pale face in the mirror.

"Li Ruofei, what are you doing, can't you really live without him?" She said to herself to the woman in the mirror.

seems to hate herself so depressed, she is the one who wants to break up, she is the one who drives him away, and she is the one who wants to die or live, she is really fed up with such a bastard like herself.

She rushed out of the bathroom, ran to the innermost maid's room on the first floor, pushed open the door and said loudly to the woman who was already sitting on the bed: "Tang, I want to eat, stir-fried shrimp, yam fungus, fresh bamboo shoots and pork rib soup, and braised sea bass, and two bowls of rice." ”

Tang's mother, who was raising her hand to take off her sweater, was stunned by her sudden sentence, and it took a while to react, put the sweater back on, and asked in an uncertain tone, "Now?" ”

"Hmm...... Right now. She replied in the affirmative.

Tang's mother was just stunned for a while, let out a faint "oh", and took the pants on the bedside table and put them on.

Xindao This girl is really strange, not to mention that it is ten o'clock in the evening, she has not eaten a good meal when she returns to Li's house, either that she is not hungry or that she is sleepy and does not want to eat and has no appetite, why did she take the initiative to call for food tonight?

Although her initiative made Tang's mother a little confused, in the eyes of the old people, being able to eat was more important than anything else, so she didn't ask too much, and got up to cook for Li Ruofei.

Li Ruofei's usual favorite dishes were prepared at home, and it didn't take long for fragrant dishes and steaming white rice to be served on the table.

"Eat, I haven't seen you eat a good meal in so many days." Tang's mother opened her mouth again distressedly.

"Well, then I'll start eating."

Li Ruofei took the dishes and chopsticks and began to eat in a big gulp, and the speed of eating was as if he was competing with himself, stuffing his mouth full, making his cheeks bulge high.

"Slow down, it's not long before you get married, why are you still following a child after a meal, and no one is robbing you." Tang's mother on the side was joking while helping her scoop a bowl of bamboo shoot soup and put it in front of her.

In the restaurant, Li Ruofei's eating sound made people feel particularly appetizing, and Li Niansheng, who even pushed the door, was stunned by the exaggerated eating appearance.

"The young master is back, do you want to accompany Fei Fei to eat more?"

Li Ruofei only cared about eating, so naturally he didn't find that Li Niansheng came back, but he was diverted by Tang's mother's young master.

Li Niansheng, who was standing at the entrance, had a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and he was still carrying a generation of things in his hand. handed the bag in his hand to Tang's mother, who came forward to greet him.

After changing his shoes, he said to Li Ruofei in the restaurant: "I was worried that you would be hungry before, so I specially brought you back with supper, and I didn't think you would have eaten it all." ”

Swallowing a large mouthful of rice in his mouth hard, Li Ruofei dropped his chopsticks and ran towards Tang Ma not far away, "Look, what else is delicious." ”

Seeing that the bag in her hand was snatched away by Li Ruofei, Tang's mother hurriedly stepped forward to follow, "My ancestor, you have only eaten two bowls of rice, and you can't eat any more." ”

"Eat...... Why don't you eat it, I can still eat it. It's just that when she opened the food in the takeaway box, her face finally regained her composure.

"Charcoal-grilled leg of lamb...... It turned out to be a charcoal-grilled leg of lamb again. The food in her stomach turned outward again.