Chapter 158: Let's go find him

"If not, don't eat it, eating too much hurts your body, and I'll take you there next time I have time......" Before Li Niansheng's words could be finished, Li Ruofei bypassed him and ran towards the washing hand. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Then there was a burst of vomiting, listening to a burst of shock and sadness in Li Niansheng's heart, he handed the takeaway bag he snatched from Li Ruofei's hand to Tang's mother who was full of worry on the side, "It's okay, I'll go." ”

Taking a deep breath, he walked slowly to the white wooden door of the bathroom.

"What's wrong with you? Do you want me to take you to the doctor? His voice was low and hoarse, and the fingers that shook the door frame of the door grew white.

Li Ruofei only felt that there was a darkness in front of her, and she grabbed the edge of the toilet with both hands, until she vomited the things she had just eaten in her stomach, and then she felt lighter, and she was really much more comfortable.

casually pressed the flush button of the toilet, reached out to help the sink, began to rinse his mouth, and then washed his face thoroughly with cold water, exhaled a long breath, and then turned to look at Li Niansheng who was looking at her outside the door.

"I can't eat anything, I vomit when I eat it, and it looks like I'm about to die? But brother, I don't want to be so embarrassed because I lost Shiomixi, can't I really live without him? ”

She said this as if she was asking him, and as if asking herself, "So brother...... In the future, I must remember to cook more food for me to eat every day, otherwise I am afraid that I will really die. ”

The reddened eyes were not caused by vomiting, or because of these bleak words, she just had red eyes, and no more tears flowed.

It wasn't until a warm embrace enveloped her that she suddenly realized what she had just said.

"Brother...... I ......"

"Don't say anything, my brother knows, I will prepare more food for you in the future, I'm afraid your stomach will be a mouthful." Li Niansheng interrupted her explanation, and responded a little briskly.

Leaning into his arms, she nodded mechanically, like a soulless puppet.

Because she and Li Niansheng were officially engaged, Liu Huamin rearranged a master bedroom as a new bedroom for them to live together.

After washing, Li Youfei was lying on the bed and it was close to zero morning, although she knew that this day would come sooner or later, but she was still scared when she was really in front of her.

Li Niansheng put down the information in his hand, raised his hand and patted the position beside him, recognizing her coming up. After Li Ruofei hesitated for a while, he still sat down.

The stiff body slowed her movements to get into bed, and with a sigh of relief, she sat up straight. When Li Niansheng turned sideways and was about to turn off the lights, she said in a hurry: "Don't turn off the lights, I'm afraid." ”

Li Niansheng turned his head and looked straight at her, a trace of doubt jumped on his face.

"I'm afraid of the dark."

Her explanation was very lame, Li Niansheng was under the same roof with her, how could she not know if she was afraid of being black, Li Niansheng threw out an unknown smile, or reached out to turn off the bedside light.

He pulled the quilt and lay down gently, but Li Ruofei on the side looked at the dark room, and his whole body was in a cold sweat.

"He came to me today, and he said give me the Chao clan and give me all his possessions, as long as you can return to him."

The night was too deep, and the whole room was so quiet that only the sound of his breath seemed to be absent, and every word he said was like Gu poison and slammed into her heart.

The stomach began to throb again, she forgot the fear that she was about to share a bed with Li Niansheng just now, forgot that they were engaged, every nerve in her limbs was aching, held back the tears that came out of her eyes, and clutched the blue duvet in her hand.

"I miss the time before, when you only had me in your eyes, and my heart was full of you, although I knew that we couldn't be together, but I never betrayed each other and left each other."

Li Niansheng's deep voice came faintly from the night.

"But I know that there is no going back, in fact, I lost to Shiami Xi a long time ago, and from the first day he came to the Li family, I instinctively rejected him, because I was not confident enough that I could win him."

Seeing that Li Ruofei was still sitting upright and refused to lie down, Li Niansheng covered her cold fingers and said softly: "Lie down, I promise not to do anything." ”

Li Ruofei, who was just about to withdraw his hand, paused and turned to look at the man next to him, although he couldn't see her staring at all.

"Just let me hold you like my only wife, just once."

His almost pleading voice finally made her shake, turned sideways and lay down gently, Li Niansheng behind her suddenly hugged her tightly, she was so frightened that her body trembled, and she instinctively wanted to struggle.

"Don't move, I just want to hold you quietly, so that this life will not be too miserable and sad in the future."

Li Ruofei didn't understand what he meant, but he was also lying down and no longer struggling, Li Niansheng didn't make any further movements, the night was long and tormenting, Li Ruofei was still hanging at first and didn't rush to sleep, until a trace of fish belly appeared in the sky, and she finally fell asleep tiredly.

This instinct slept until noon, and her empty stomach woke her from her dream, and she sat at the head of the bed with her sore body and eyes full of sorrow. The bedside was already empty, thinking that Li Niansheng had already gone to the company, she didn't care too much, and reached out to get her mobile phone.

I saw a piece of paper pressed under the black phone.

The morning after the rain is exceptionally fresh, the blue sky floats a few white clouds as white as snow, Li Youfei stands in front of the window, the magnolia flowers downstairs are blooming just right, the pink peach blossoms also have flower bones, and Li Niansheng's favorite Junzi Orchid has also been moved outside the house, lazy to bask in the sun.

The paper in his hand, facing the warm sun outside the window, was opened again, it was Li Niansheng's handwriting, not block letters or scribbles, and it was sprinkled all over the paper.

"I'm sorry!

I used to think that I couldn't live without you, but I never thought that you couldn't live without him, I didn't want you to live like a shell, go find him.

Compared to the love of the tide, my love is too narrow and selfish, please forgive me.

The moment Shiomixi threw the equity book on my desk, I knew that I should return you to him, what he is doing now is something I once did not have the courage to do, for the sake of the stars, giving you to him is the only mistake I have made in my life, I regret it all the time, but I am also glad that you have found someone who is truly worthy of your love.

I'm sorry for stopping you from chasing him at the engagement banquet yesterday, after everything yesterday, I can at least imagine that once, you belonged to me, we had a love, although it was short-lived.

Last night, I dreamed of the dead Mo Yuming, he said that loving someone is to make her happy, if you can't even do this, then it is not love, and he also said let me live more like myself, after all, I am still your brother, and I want to support a family for you.

It was a bit difficult to make this decision, and I regret that I can't tell you in person.

At last...... I may have to go on a business trip to France for 3 months, and I would like to ask you to take time to take care of your mother during these three months. Also, if after three months, you still can't return to him, remember to turn around and look at the scenery behind you. “