Shi Jiaheng was extremely angry and said angrily: "Brother Gu, why haven't you woken up yet." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info Is your heart only so little bigger? The heavens will descend on the people, and the people who have become great machines in ancient times have not suffered and endured all the hardships. When you were young, you had a bumpy fate, which was just to hone your heart and temper your will, but you fell into the misfortune of your youth all day long, complaining about the heavens, don't you even have the courage to bear the cold eyes and ridicule? wasted his good years, chasing fame and fortune, but he just wanted to gamble with his father and avenge his personal vendetta. Have you ever really done a real thing for the people? You open your eyes and see that you are not the only one in the world who is suffering and unfortunate, there are many people who are more miserable than you! Do you think that after our generation of officials, they all relied on the protection of their parents to get to where they are today? The rich and noble families have unscrupulous grandchildren, but there are also outstanding people, who are as diligent and studious as the children of the Han people. ”

He rolled up his sleeves, his arms covered with scars, "I know you've been haunted by my victory over you. But I did not rely on others to win you, but I won it desperately at the border with a knife. It's a pity that your good man is still corrupted by this golden and jade prosperity, your vision is only so big, you can't see the bloody battlefield, you can't see the defense of the country, you can't see the suffering of the people, and you can't see the ambition of the sages. ”

The guards were touched by his words, and they only felt that the blood in their chests was full of blood, and a sense of pride arose spontaneously, and they all stood up straight, as if they had all become soldiers and soldiers standing up to the sky at this moment.

Gu Chaomin was in a mood, his mouth opened and closed slightly, but he didn't say a word after all.

Shi Jiaheng looked around at everyone, and said awe-inspiringly: "Brother Gu, what you have been chasing is just to let your father look down on you and satisfy your so-called self-esteem." But even if you are able to rise to power one day, all you can get is your father's fear, and he will not sincerely recognize your dignity and be proud of you. Coincidentally, the same was true of the lieutenant under me at the border pass, who was an illegitimate son and his father was a local squire, and he did not want to recognize his status. Later, he grew up to join the army, vowing to make meritorious contributions and impress his father. He fought bravely to kill the enemy, rose to the position of captain, and returned to his hometown with honor, but he was still not tolerated by his father. He was not resentful, and after returning to the team, he was even more brave than before. It wasn't until he was on a mission that he rescued his father's family and was finally accepted. He didn't do it on purpose, just to kill the enemy and save people, and he didn't know that there was a father's family in the city, so it can be seen that a person who is really useful to the country and the family will be admired and increased by the family. It's a pity that you sit on glory, you are noble, you are not grateful, you are not greedy enough, and you can't concentrate on studying, but you know that today's disaster is all the result of your own hands, and no one else, and now you have to make excuses for what you have done, you don't even have the courage to bear the fault, and you gave birth to a man's skin in vain. ”

He stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder, as if to comfort and encourage: "Just as you are incompetent and cowardly in seeking death today, the eldest husband was born in the world and dares to act, I hope you will repent as soon as possible and sincerely repent." ”

The starry sky flickered in front of Gu Chaomin's eyes, and after listening to Shi Jiaheng's words, the turbidity in his chest suddenly swept away, and he stared at the vast deep blue night sky, and suddenly felt that he was as small as dust, and he felt that life was boring.

The cool wind blew, and the moist dew in the clear summer night dissipated the scorching heat of chaos, and his mind was clear, his heart was clear, and all kinds of entanglements and pains turned into wisps of breeze and dispersed with the wind.

He stood up, the fire in his eyes calming down. He smiled at Shi Jiaheng, like a Buddha who had seen through life and death and had an epiphany. He bowed deeply to him, thanking him for relieving the worries that had been haunting his heart for so many years, so that he could let go, give up, become enlightened, and attain enlightenment today.

Shi Jiaheng smiled with relief: "Life in the world, you will eventually suffer and suffer, but the form is different." It's not scary, and you don't need to worry about it, just laugh at it. Moreover, a man cannot grow up without being baptized by flesh and blood, nor can he become a man who stands up to heaven and earth. If you put down the butcher's knife today, he will become a Buddha one day. ”

He exhaled deeply and walked to Gu Chen, who had already woken up, Gu Chen was afraid of his son, who was so mad that he even killed his own sister, he held the butler's hand and took a few steps back.

He didn't follow up, just knelt down on the spot, kowtowed three times uprightly, thanked him for his nurturing kindness, and came to his sister's corpse.

Gu Mengying's corpse was already cold, most of his clothes were soaked with blood, and the blood stains were dry and black. The blood on her face had already flowed to her clothes, and all that was left was pale. Her expression was soothing, and her body was relaxed. The serenity of her death is the greatest forgiveness for him.

He crouched down and smoothed the hair on his sister's forehead, thinking that she would never wake up again, and burst into tears, which fell on her eyelids and ran down her cheeks, as if she wept too.

The love of this life has been lost and cannot be recovered. Life is like this, floating life, love is gone.

His body and mind became very light, very light. He gently stepped down the stone steps, crossed the crowd, and drifted away with the most peaceful heart in his life, facing the swollen wind around him.

No one knows exactly where he went, some people say that he committed suicide by hiding in the mountains, others say that he wandered madly and became a beggar, and others say that he was enlightened and escaped into the empty door. Although there are many legends, and it is difficult to distinguish between truth and falsehood, Shi Jiaheng firmly believes that no matter what the outcome is, he has found a spiritual home.

Gu Chen looked at his departing back, trembled back, and muttered to himself in confusion: "I, Gu Chen, have been loyal to the country all my life, diligent and thrifty, and have never done anything that hurts nature and reason, why did I give birth to such a rebellious son, take away my son and daughter, and make me suffer such a fate that no one will send me to the end?" ”

Shi Jiaheng replied to him with a little heaviness: "This is an adult's family matter, and I shouldn't have talked too much." It's just that after all these things, I have one thing that I have to tell the truth. Although filial piety is the way of heaven, the way of heaven also has people's hearts. It is natural for children to be filial to their parents, but it is also natural for parents to raise their children. Gu Chaomin has today, and you are probably to blame. ”

As soon as these words came out, Gu Chen immediately issued an eviction order, and the wise and martial Lord Gu was far more stubborn than his own son in admitting his mistakes.

Shi Jiaheng doesn't mind, he is already old and decaying to the bone marrow. He picked up Lin Risheng, who was lying on the ground, and consciously left the Gu Mansion.

Lin Risheng has been dreaming all kinds of strange and weird dreams in his sleep, and after waking up, his drowsy mind has all kinds of chaotic pictures, only one dream he still remembers completely: it was still that drop of water turned into a lake, but this time he was standing on the shore, but Gu Mengying behind him pushed him into the lake with a smile, he was about to drown, but his wife just stood by the lake and laughed. It turned out that Dream Shadow hated him so coldly and distantly, hated the presence of another woman in his heart, and his heart was stabbed fiercely. He hated his keen feelings, which made him find fault with his wife for not being able to communicate with him, and he hated his weakness and confusion, which made him run away from another true love after missing out on true love.

Gu Mengying's funeral was undertaken by the Gu family, and his simple desire to make up for some guilt was also turned away. The Gu family tortured him with an attitude of not wanting to admit his identity as an uncle. Gu Chen's perverseness has reached the point of unreasonableness, he knows that his daughter's death has nothing to do with him, but he still throws the negative emotions suppressed in his heart on others, as if he attributed all the faults to others, he can prove his innocence and absolutely correct authority.

He began to give up on himself, hated himself, hated his messy life and hesitant character, and he once again hid in his house as if in retreat, rejecting his friends, rejecting his relatives, rejecting the world, and rejecting himself.

When he opened the door to welcome the sunshine outside, he had no confidence at all, and there was no longer a figure waiting at the door, and his cheering up and hard work had lost hope, and he no longer had to deceive himself. After this encounter, his career, love, and marriage can be described as a complete failure, his father tried to use fame, family, and responsibility to inspire his heart to enter the WTO in the face of reality, and his already unstable belief collapsed at this moment, and his wife's death ruined his last hope. Cornered, he finally decided to start resisting by admitting defeat and giving up his obsession, and a letter of resignation written by him in a decisive tone appeared in front of the emperor's imperial case.

When the wind was in its prime, and the limelight was at its strongest, he asked to return to the mountains and forests, whether it was his court peers or court relatives, he blamed the reason for his frustration and laziness after the death of his wife. But in their minds, the disappearance of love and marriage has little impact on a man, the great poet Yuan Zhi can write poignant and beautiful poems about his wife on one wall, and the great poet Su Shi can be haunted by Wang Fu's dreams and never forget, or he can have a group of wives and concubines, and he can be nostalgic for the wind and moon. After all, there are a few people in the world who can worship the Buddha after the death of his wife like Wang Wei, and die alone.

They think that Lin Risheng is just a person who sells his reputation and reputation, and he just exchanges his resignation for a long-term affection. But he used three strong demands in a row to hit everyone's secret contempt. Soon, everyone was amazed and convinced that his intention to resign was unshakable.

Lee Seung-hoon also had a headache, and before he could finally figure out how to deal with it, his twists and turns could only be backlogged on the imperial case.

His rebellion spread to the Shu Lin Mansion through Concubine Lin's family letter. Lin Chang, who was complacent with his wise and decisive decision, was punched hard again by fate. The future path he had planned for his son came to naught in an instant, and his delusion of trying to use his son to prolong his life and realize his ideals was gradually crushed by Lin Risheng's complete personality gradually formed in the frustrations and tribulations. From an early age, he taught his son the highest moral standards of Confucianism, with the aim of tying his son's heart with the moral shackles of filial piety, so that he could be at his mercy as long as he used this as a threat. Under his strict knowledge and moral education, Lin Risheng really became a benevolent and upright young man, but the world is unpredictable, and the influence of the perfect virtues of the saint on him tends to be more fraternity and compassion than governing the country and controlling the people.

Lin Chang rushed to Chang'an day and night, and he informed his sister that he had to find a way to delay the emperor's decision to agree to resign no matter what, but fortunately, the emperor was also in a dilemma. He admired Lin Risheng's benevolence, admired his medical skills, but unfortunately he had no power, such a person is just a useless good person, but it is easy to find a good person, and it is not a good thing to set him up as a moral model, in addition, he also thought of a compromise solution, it is better to transfer him to the hospital and become his own royal doctor, which is also the best of both worlds.

This is tantamount to another bolt from the blue for Lin Chang, entering the Tai Hospital to become a doctor, to put it bluntly, he is just a more noble doctor, he hopes that his son will be in the phase, not confined to the strange circle of family medicine, otherwise he Lin will never be able to turn over, and he will be among the famous families of the scholar family in a dignified manner.

Therefore, Lin Chang appeared in the lobby of the Lin Mansion in Chang'an City almost in a rage, he sat in the Taishi chair, and even though he had tried his best to restrain his anger, his face still looked like a cracked and hairy one. As soon as they met, Lin Risheng, who was in charge of the stumbling department, knelt on the ground with his clothes on, and seemed to hang his head the whole time.

When Lin Chang saw his son, he felt a sense of foreboding, he was embarrassed and depressed rather than deliberately, but from the bottom of his heart, lazy and decadent to the extreme, as if he had lost all his faith and will in life, his soul died, and his body survived, which made him frightened.

He must immediately adjust his strategy, the coercion at this moment will only make his son misanthropic in his heart, and only by rekindling his fighting spirit can he be reborn. He immediately looked at him with a kind face, with pity and understanding in his eyes, without a hint of blame, and personally helped him up and sat down.

His excellent cultivation can only pretend in front of a gentle gentleman like Lin Risheng, and as soon as he meets Lin Yueyuan's spicy and straightforward person, he will immediately reveal his true form.

Lin Yueyuan stood in front of him with a whip, his eyes squinted, neither asking for peace nor kneeling, and the corners of his mouth were hooked with disdain, which made Lin Chang angry.

He patted the armrest, and said to the crown: "I can't see you like this!" Are you learning such rules in the palace these days? When I met my father, didn't I even have the minimum rules? ”

Lin Yueyuan snorted unconvinced: "Don't call me if you don't want to see me." ”

Lin Changfu said in a deep voice; "You're getting old, too. When you have an in-law, it will be difficult for me to see you. Yesterday I went to the palace to meet your aunt, discussed your marriage with her, and met Zheng Yu, the son of the king of Dingshan......"

Lin Yueyuan's willow eyebrows were upside down, and he was about to roar when he stepped forward.

Lin Risheng took the first step and knelt heavily on the ground and shouted, "No." Zheng Yu is lustful and loves wine, and has a bad character. Even if he is the son of the king of Dingshan, he is by no means a good man to marry. Father, you have to think twice. ”

Lin Yueyuan kicked over a chair in front of him and scolded: "Are you crazy?" For the sake of status and rights, all children are used as gambling chips. Look at the good in-laws you chose for your brother, and now you want to fiddle with me, I tell you, don't think about it! ”

He loves and hates his daughter's fiery temper, and if he had a brave daughter when he was young, he might be able to break free from his mother's shackles and pursue the life he wants. But he also admits that he is repeating the path of his mother's tyranny, imposing his failed life on his children, and stubbornly believing that he is fulfilling his children's lives.

Lin Chang laughed angrily: "I haven't finished talking yet, what are you anxious about." Even if I wanted to, your aunt would love you and would never agree. The family we chose for you is very good, and you don't have to always scold your father for having no conscience, even if the Gu family is not good, your deceased sister-in-law still has a great favor to our family. Zheng Yu is a little unbearable, but the family I chose for you, I think it will be difficult for you to find fault again. ”

He smiled proudly: "General Shi Lie's second son is always worthy of your eldest lady." ”