Chapter 47: Life is a Lover (2)

During these torturous days, Chen Siyu spent every day with crying, she became more and more desperate, hated herself more and more, and she was annoyed why she had to do this to herself. Chu Yunxi persuaded her to go back to the house and wait www.biquge.info but she sat in the pavilion by the lake every day, breathing the cold and watching the sunrise and sunset.

On this day, the sun is sinking in the west, and the surface of the upper lake is shining with golden dazzling light, adding some beautiful colors to the monotonous scene. The weather has not yet dropped to a temperature high enough to freeze the lake, and the migratory birds of swans and geese have already flown south, and the rows of densely foliage trees by the lake in summer stand bare.

It seemed that this day was about to come back in vain, Chen Siyu sighed silently, and stood up with the railing in the pavilion.

As soon as she turned around, a familiar figure swayed not far from the pavilion, and when the man saw that she was still and took two steps towards her. She looked at it, and sure enough, it was Lin Risheng.

Chen Siyu, who had been waiting for him for a few days, finally saw him but ran away, Lin Risheng was stunned for a moment, and then reacted and chased after him, so that he caught up with him when he reached the lake.

Lin Risheng grabbed her sleeve and just called her name. She slapped him in the chest and shouted, "Lin Risheng, you bastard." ”

This time, she didn't have the gentle words of the previous few times, tears and sorrow, but her eyes were cracked, her face was red with anger, and she raised her hand and slapped him again.

Lin Risheng also knew that he really should fight, and he didn't fight back, nor did he get angry, he didn't move, he stood still, and let her wave her fists frantically and hit her body hard.

When she was tired, she gasped and roared, "Lin Risheng, you are finally willing to come to see me?!" ”

He shrunk his shoulders, his hands hung at his sides, lowered his head as if he had made a mistake, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, Siyu." ”

She sneered, retreated to the lake behind her, and said as she retreated: "Okay, Lin Risheng." Gu Mengying died for you, you lost your soul, your soul did not possess your body, and I didn't care about my sincerity for you at all. Today, I will also die in front of you, to see if you feel more sorry for her or feel more guilty about me. After speaking, she resolutely jumped into the lake before Lin Risheng could understand.

I heard a loud bang, and the water splashed on the surface of the lake. Lin Risheng exclaimed: "Siyu." He jumped down with it.

The cold water of the lake in winter invaded his muscles, and Lin Risheng's limbs were numb soon after he entered the water. The water of Yanlu Lake is very clear, and the sunset is shining on the surface of the lake at this moment, which is extremely beneficial for saving people. He held his breath and forgot to dive deeper, and when he turned around in the water, he did not see a human figure, and the fish in the lake were frightened and scattered with a "bang".

He looked down again, and the long aquatic weeds fluttered at the bottom of the water, and the green grass was entangled, covering the entire bottom of the lake with black pressure. He looked around, wondering if she would sink into the weeds at the bottom of the lake. So, without thinking, he headed underwater.

However, his physical health dropped sharply due to his lethargy in the past few months, his body weakened, and his inner haggard made him lose his physical strength halfway, and the cold air kept gathering into his body from the palms of his hands and feet, and the facial features on the top of his head. He began to shiver, soon had cramps, and then lost consciousness.

The feeling of being drowned in the water several times in the dream became more and more real, and the picture in the dream came to his mind vaguely, although he was dying, he was so slow that he was afraid of the warmth and comfort of the water, and even preferred to sleep in the lake for so eternity. But the feeling of reality is a hundred times more uncomfortable than in the dream, it turns out that it was this kind of taste before death, thinking in a daze, wondering in my heart, why the water in the dream is so indulgent.

In the haze, someone slid to his side like a dexterous water snake, wrapped his arms around his waist, and with a gentle support, he flew up like a bird fluttering lightly, quickly crossing the cold lake, sliding through the lake, a stream of moist and fresh air flowed into his nose, and the internal organs he was holding opened instantly.

He was dragged ashore and spat out a few mouthfuls of water. Exhausted, Chen Siyu lay next to him, panting heavily. Fortunately, the lake is very cold in winter, the grass and trees are withered and there is nothing to see, there are few tourists to sightsee, at this moment the dusk is sinking, no one in the wilderness, but to them who are messing around with some face.

Lin Risheng coughed a few times and then stopped moving, Chen Siyu was startled, hurriedly turned over and lay on him, patted his face and shouted: "Hey, Lin Risheng, Lin Risheng, don't scare me, wake up quickly." ”

Chen Siyu panicked and pressed it indiscriminately on his chest. He still showed no signs of awakening, and now she was frightened, calling his name out of her mouth, tears crackling down his face.

He was about to die in his dry dreams, when suddenly a downpour poured down his head and flowed into his mouth and nose, and he suddenly felt extremely sweet, the smell of the lake that he had been intoxicated with. He eagerly reached out to grab the life-saving nectar, and Huo Ran woke up with a grab. A face full of Chen Siyu's tears.

He suddenly realized that the scene he often dreamed of in his dreams - the tears that turned into lakes and drowned him were actually Chen Siyu's tears. Her tears were wrapped in a thick and boundless love, which had long since annihilated him like the vast lake, and he was also like an addiction, preferring to drown in her love and never wake up.

At the moment of life and death, the fear of loss, and the belief of longing to live and die together forced him to finally admit the weight of Chen Siyu in his heart.

So he wept and smiled.

Chen Siyu didn't understand what he meant by crying and laughing, dragging his heavy clothes after being soaked in water, desperately trying to get up and escape.

Obviously, Lin Risheng was choked by the water more severely, but after he felt better, he still crawled to her side with concern and asked her again and again how she was.

She threw away his hard-stretched hand and said hatefully, "I'll kill me, don't worry about you." ”

He cried out anxiously, "How can you do that, how can you give up your parents who have suffered from your body?" ”

She snorted and said, "You're not my parents, are you in charge?" You don't want me to die, I want to die for you. With that, she held her chest and staggered towards the lake.

He was shocked and wanted to get up to stop him, but his legs were stiff, so he had to stretch out his arms to hug her legs and say, "No, never."

She pulled her leg out vigorously and said angrily: "I'll kill me, you can't control it, let it go!" ”

Lin Risheng pulled her to sit down, hugged her tightly in his arms, clasped her waist tightly, and said loudly: "If you want to die, I will die with you." ”

Chen Siyu couldn't hold it back, and cried loudly again, beating him desperately, and said angrily: "I don't want you to pretend to be a good person." For you, I even left my grandfather behind, and now I am cheeky, crying, making trouble and hanging myself here like those unpopular women. The Chen family's face has been lost by me, and it is not uncommon for you to say such hypocritical things. ”

He silently endured the rain of her fists, and said in a low voice: "I am sincere!" I have sinned so much in this life that I am destined to die a hundred times that will not be redeemed. Yunxi is right, I have failed too many dreams in this life, and it will be difficult to repay after all. And how can I owe you any more? Siyu, marry me.

Hearing the last sentence, her heart was shocked, moved and sad, and she was stunned for a while, but she didn't believe it: "No, to put it mildly, you are still for your responsibility and morality, I don't need your mercy." ”

Lin Risheng let go of his embrace, looked directly into her eyes with burning eyes, and said firmly: "No, if I hadn't had a trace of affection for you, I wouldn't be so miserable." It is because I know that it is you that I really like in my heart, that I feel more sorry for her. ”

Chen Siyu had tears in his eyes and asked in disbelief, "What you said is true?" ”

She held her hands on her chest and swore sincerely: "This heart is chiseled, and every day is a mirror." ”

Several years of painful torture finally have a happy ending, no matter how twists and turns the process is, pain, how cruel and desperate the reality is, even if it is full of regrets, but to be able to join hands for a long time is the favor of fate, the gift of God.

He really made up his mind this time, and he was determined to live his future life only for the ideal of helping the world and saving people, and only for like-minded love. He solemnly promised to marry Chen Siyu by the lake, and they would be in the same boat through thick and thin in the future. As for the wedding date, she also fully respected his opinion and would postpone it until after Gu Mengying's funeral period was over.

Now Lin Risheng has lost his official position and was abandoned by the family represented by his father. In the future, he can live for himself, which means that he can only live on his own. Chen Siyu also lost Mingbi Villa, lost his property and family business, and had an elderly grandfather to take care of. After discussion, they decided to move to Chen Siyu's hometown of Fuyang and become an ordinary couple who can support themselves. Although the future is full of hardships, but holding hands, why not be afraid of wind and rain.

When the news came, Chu Yunxi was moved, and knelt down unconsciously to thank the Buddha for his blessing. Yan Qingshuang kept moving around the room excitedly, laughing from time to time and occasionally talking to herself. Although Lin Yueyuan began to feel awkward, when she saw Lin Risheng holding Chen Siyu in the courtyard with a happy smile, she really felt how those mirrors who were kidnapped by moral responsibility came to this touching touch of true love. This beautiful, pure picture will be blessed even if Gu Mengying, who has died, will be blessed when he sees it, and he will be sincerely happy.

The night before the two set off for Fuyang, they invited everyone to get together once, which was a goodbye and a thank you. Shi Jiaheng, Chu Yunxi, Yan Qingshuang, and Lin Yueyuan were all invited.

Everyone sat around the stone table in the courtyard, and because it was cold, everyone built a stove, boiled a hot pot, and drank soju.

Lin Risheng sat with Chu Yunxi and Lin Yueyuan, vaguely as if he had returned to his youth, when everyone enjoyed the flowers in the wind on summer nights. Lin Yueyuan was also rare to be so unrestrained, drinking and laughing happily, and talked about many interesting stories from their youth.

The combination of Lin Risheng and Chen Siyu is Chu Yunxi's first happy thing in these years, she hasn't been so hearty and so chic for a long time, when she was a little drunk, she couldn't help but recall the scene when the two of them were waving swords and playing the piano in the bamboo forest, and unconsciously read Li Taibai's "Chivalrous Journey".

Lin Risheng and Chen Siyu at the wine table always inadvertently revealed many enviable acts of affection. provoked Lin Yueyuan to deliberately make fun of it, which made Yan Qingshuang envious. She and Shi Jiaheng have a tacit understanding today, and they are very silent, and both of them at the table invariably chose to put their hearts on the wine glass. Several people drank a lot, but the two of them drank a lot.

Halfway through the banquet, several people were a little drunk, and Yan Qingshuang was already drunk and began to talk nonsense. Lin Yueyuan pulled her to guess the fist, the table crackled, and the drunk and confused Lin Risheng watched the battle while pointing fingers to disrupt the situation. Shi Jiaheng, who had a good amount of alcohol, was obviously dissatisfied with his drunkenness, and kept pouring wine into the wine glass. Compared with them, Chen Siyu and Chu Yunxi drank less and were sober-minded.

Chu Yunxi didn't know why Shi Jiaheng, who had always been self-disciplined and never drunk, let himself drink so much today, so he kindly wanted to snatch the wine glass in his hand. He hid, laughed, as if teasing her, and raised his glass high. She knew that he had drunk too much, and she didn't bother with him, and coaxed him funny.

Chen Siyu next to her quietly walked to her side, pulled her sleeve, she left the table with her, and the two walked to the side under the locust tree.

Chen Siyu held her hands and said with bright eyes: "Thank you, Yunxi." ”

Chu Yunxi smiled and shook his backhand and said, "It's nothing, in fact, I didn't do anything." The key is you, especially your Siyu, your persistence and sincerity. ”

"Except for my grandfather, I lost almost everything, and I got a little comfort from God because of him." Chen Siyu said with a light smile.

Chu Yunxi was a little sad when she heard this, and wanted to comfort her a few words, but she smiled rashly and said, "No, I have never regretted or complained. Yunxi, you know, after so many difficult days, I finally figured it out. I used to do my best in everything, to choose the most beautiful clothes, and to eat the most exquisite food. Be the most shrewd, the most talkative, and the most planning in the business field. Since I was a child, I have always been the best in the eyes of the people around me, except for the absence of my parents, I think I am a hundred times better than those noble ladies raised in the boudoir. To tell you the truth, I didn't want to fight with Gu Mengying at that time, not because I was timid, nor because I didn't plan enough, and to say a cheeky word, a naΓ―ve woman like Gu Mengying who has no heart is not an opponent for people like me who are used to playing fraud in the business field, if I think I can completely follow her wishes and marry into the Lin Mansion, when the time comes, I will sow discord on both sides, and without Lin Risheng divorcing his wife, she will flee home first. ”

She suddenly smiled bitterly: "Although I envisioned it well, I couldn't do it after all." I pity her, and I disdain it. After all, marriage is not a business, it is still about sincerity and sincerity. If you really love someone, you really don't bother to use means to rob it. ”

Chu Yunxi listened attentively, didn't answer, and nodded silently.

"And" her laughter was as crisp as a warbler's cry, and her voice was in her ears and made people laugh out loud with her unconsciously: "There are gains and losses in life, there are rounds and shortcomings, people's lives are limited, time is limited, ability is limited, you really can't be too greedy, you always have to give up some things, in exchange for what you want to have the most, the thing you love the most, I lost the proud wealth of the Chen family, lost the proud career, but I got a complete home, there is my grandfather who loves me the most, and my beloved Lin Risheng, And you friends who are kind-hearted, I am grateful and cherished, compared with the long happiness in the future, the short-term suffering experienced and lost now is just an embellishment on the road of life, and it is just an old talk and memory. ”

Looking at her smile, Chu Yunxi smiled a little lonely: "Actually, I envy you, Siyu." At least no matter how tragic things happen, my loved ones can finally get together, and I am not as blessed as you. ”

Chen Siyu smiled suddenly: "That's not necessarily. ”

Lin Yueyuan, who had been noisy behind her, raised her voice suddenly, patted her shoulder and shouted, "Hey, you can't pretend to be dead if you lose, you get up for me." Yan Qingshuang had already fallen on the table, letting out heavy breathing. Seeing this, the two hurriedly surrounded them.

Lin Risheng pulled his sister and said softly: "She's drunk." ”

The two of them saw that Yan Qingshuang was really drunk and unconscious. Chu Yunxi looked up at the sky and said with some annoyance: "It's so late." It's really scary to go out frequently these days, so you should be cautious. ”

Chen Siyu hugged Yan Qingshuang's body that was about to slide down and hurriedly said, "Then you go back quickly." If it's inconvenient to come out tomorrow, you don't have to send us, at the ends of the earth, there will always be a day to meet. Qingshuang will stay with us today, you can take her back now to be more exposed. ”

Lin Risheng hugged Shi Jiaheng, who was staggering, and nodded: "Yes." Yunxi, go back quickly. Brother Jiaheng has us to take care of him, and he will stay overnight today and come back tomorrow. ”

Chu Yunxi was just about to say yes, but Shi Jiaheng pushed him away and said inarticulately, "No need." Don't bother, I have to go back to say goodbye to my mother, so I won't bother. He slapped Lin Risheng on the shoulder, causing his facial expression to distort slightly, "Don't worry, I will definitely send you and your wife tomorrow, you must wait for me." ”

He walked unsteadily towards the door, arching his fists and laughing loudly as he walked: "I wish you two a hundred years of good union, eternal marriage, and old age." ”

Lin Risheng rubbed his shoulders and wanted to chase after him. Chen Siyu hurriedly stopped him: "Come and help me hold Qingshuang's arm and help her into the house." ”

Chu Yunxi saw Shi Jiaheng staggering away like this, he was very worried, and he was embarrassed to chase after him, blushing, looking embarrassed that he didn't leave or stay.

At this time, Lin Yueyuan rolled up his sleeves and expressed his dissatisfaction: "Hey, you just let the third brother go, and you didn't send it away, he couldn't walk steadily, what should I do if something happens." I'll just send him off. ”

Chen Siyu hurriedly grabbed her arm, winked at her, and reproached: "You see that you yourself are not lightly drunk, and it is easier for drunkards to send drunkards to accidents." ”

Then he said to Chu Yunxi with a casual smile: "Yunxi, your family doesn't happen to be on the same road as the Shi family, please send him." ”

Chu Yunxi obediently said "oh" and turned to leave.

Lin Yueyuan looked back and forth at Lin Risheng and Chen Siyu with a blank face, and asked what they meant just now.

Chen Siyu made a funny face at her, deliberately didn't tell her, and helped Yan Qingshuang into the house with Lin Risheng.

Lin Yueyuan didn't give up, and after sneaking out of the house after a while, he heard the two of them muttering in the hall while packing up their things.

She suddenly ran behind the two of them, hooked their necks suddenly, bluffed the two of them, and said with a wicked smile: "I said brother and sister-in-law, what are you doing badly?" ”

Lin Risheng and Chen Siyu looked at each other and smiled, and the anxious Lin Yueyuan seemed to shake their necks vigorously.

Chen Siyu was dizzy by her and begged for mercy: "Okay, okay." As she spoke, her clever eyes rolled and blamed her, "You said that people finally had a chance to get along, why do you have so no eyesight to squeeze in and make trouble." ”

"What do you mean?" Lin Yueyuan asked with a pair of big eyes.

Chen Siyu lit her nose and snorted: "You don't really don't see it, do you." Of course, your good third brother likes Yunxi. ”

Lin Yueyuan was dumbfounded: "Ah! What the? ”

She turned her head to Lin Risheng for confirmation, and Lin Risheng nodded solemnly and said, "It seems that I am not mistaken, I knew that Jia Heng liked Yunxi, so I was so opposed when my father wanted to match you into a pair." ”

Lin Yueyuan puffed out his cheeks, and angrily slapped the two of them and said, "You can all see that I am the only one who is blind, why didn't I come out at all, and I stupidly insisted on pulling the red line for the two of you." Speaking of anger, she gently slapped her brother a few more times.

Lin Risheng scratched his head and said with an innocent face: "Maybe our Lin family is naturally slow to feelings." Didn't I see it at the beginning? ”

Chen Siyu raised his eyebrows at him, and he smiled honestly.

Lin Yueyuan's mood changed so quickly that the two of them were confused, she was still born just now, and suddenly laughed and screamed for a moment, she hooked the necks of the two of them vigorously, put the heads of the three together, and said excitedly: "Oops, oops, I really think they are a perfect match when you say this." Yunxi and the third brother, Yunxi and the third brother, haha, it's wonderful, God treats her well, with the company and protection of the third brother, it can be regarded as a clear cloud. Hey, you're so uninteresting, why didn't you say it earlier, let's match them together. ”

Chen Siyu smiled confidently: "I don't think so, do you remember what Yunxi said to you in the yard that day?" ”

Lin Risheng nodded heavily: "Of course, every word is unforgettable." ”

Chen Siyu smiled: "That's good, listening to the meaning of her words, I think she has her own meaning in addition to persuading you." The reason why she is the only one in this world who can persuade you is probably because she empathizes with your confusion. In fact, the two of you have a lot in common, and you have more concerns than anyone else, but once you make up your mind, you are braver than anyone else. ”

Lin Risheng was indignant, looked ahead and sighed: "Yes, I have always used her as a confidant. ”

Lin Yueyuan looked at Lin Risheng's side face with a lot of emotion, and still felt regretful in his heart for the so-called bosom friends of Lin and Chu, who met and separated without fate.