"After practicing for so long, aren't you tired? Why do you want to walk the streets all the time? Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"

After Li Yiming finished eating with Zheng Xiujing, he was dragged out for a walk, the girl always seemed to be able to recover her energy quickly, obviously when she saw her in the practice room just now, she still looked weak.

"But I want to go." Zheng Xiujing raised her head and smiled, "When I follow you, I dare to walk on the street openly." ”

"You can do it whenever you want."

The girl shook her head, "You don't understand, guts and courage are contagious, but cowardice and fear are the same. ”

"Afraid, afraid of what?" Li Yiming really doesn't understand.

"There are a lot of people who are afraid of being recognized by fans, and they are very worried about what kind of state they have to use, and even how to laugh is a problem, and they are afraid of the crowd that rushes up to watch, and they are afraid of the eyes of people who don't like me...... Facing them, even if it is just a few words and a few glances, people will not have the courage to face them. ”

Zheng Xiujing's tone was very flat, and she seemed to be talking about someone else's business, but Li Yiming thought that maybe under her always cold-looking appearance, there lived a soul who was often helpless.

Perhaps, not perhaps.

Li Yiming suddenly remembered that chance encounter in a café, the girl talked about her sister, and her words were full of distrust of her friends and the pain after being hurt.

It's not hoarse, but it's just as distressing.

"It's so complicated...... Li Yiming pursed his lips, and couldn't help rubbing the girl's long pale blonde hair, and was frowned at by the other party and turned a blind eye, "But this is also part of it." ”

"Part of something."

"Being a star on stage and living a part of this life." Li Yiming smiled at her, "Someone told me that you have paid a lot and lost a lot in order to get to where you are today, but I think you also understand it in your heart, right?" ”

The cool breeze gradually blew again, and the girl's hair swept slightly against the wind, as soft as a faint aquatic plant in the direction of the water.

"Some things are inherently unequal, but at the time when we put out our energy to give, even if the results of exchange are not understandable to anyone, it will always be worth it for the parties who have never had only one belief."

Li Yiming didn't know what he remembered, "Xiujing, you and I are much luckier than most people." ”

"Although we are struggling, at least we have gained a lot, and there are too many people in this world, even if they have nothing to gain, they have been working hard and hard to pursue."

When he said this, he remembered someone.

"Hey, hey." Although the girl agreed in her heart, she had an impatient tone on her lips, "Why do you take out the 'majesty of oppa' at this time and start the preaching mode?" ”

She frowned her nose, frowned and closed her lips more like a coquettish than complaining, and her facial features were shrunk together but she was cute and tight.

"No, I just suddenly remembered a friend and couldn't help but express some recent feelings."

The girl's focus changed all at once.

"Really..... Which friend? Zheng Xiujing raised her eyebrows, "I know?" ”

Li Yiming shook his head, "I have only known her for a short time. ”

"She?" The girl pouted, "OPPA seems to be particularly attractive to girls, and I can always meet a lot of beautiful girls." ”

"It's not." Li Yiming explained: "It should be considered that I got acquainted with Brother Gary through dinner."

I didn't explain the reason carefully, maybe I really felt embarrassed to say what happened that day.

He continued to argue: "And where do I recruit more girls."

Zheng Xiujing snapped her fingers: "Girl's.day's first, second, third, fourth, fourth, fourth, apink's first, second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, sixth, it seems that all the members of these two groups have oppa's kakao.talk!"

Li Yiming was at a loss, and hurriedly waved his hand and said, "It's not very familiar..."

"Then I look at that issue of RunningMan, girls.day's Kim Yarong Xi and oppa are very familiar with each other......"

"Ah Rong and I do have a good relationship, but we are just friends!" Li Yiming immediately clarified, "She is just a stupid girl who is too simple." ”

"Silly girl~~" Zheng Xiujing glanced at him, "The relationship is so good that you can take a nickname." ”

"I also know that the relationship is good, really!" Obviously, there is nothing to be vain, but Li Yiming still swears.

"What about Park Chulongxi? I feel like the oppa shows care about people......" The girl rubbed her arms, "'I'll protect you,' ah...... It's really goosebumps that are going to fall to the ground, so oppa hasn't told me about it! ”

"No, I don't have a good relationship with her..."

"Look at it, I'm not wrong, OPPA is really popular." Zheng Xiujing's mouth was about to pout into the sky.

Li Yiming choked for a while.

After a while, he said, "It's really just a friend."

“....”

“....”

"I know." The girl's voice was only too late.

Although he smiled and nodded, the atmosphere was different, and even Li Yiming, who had always been nervous, could feel it.

There was silence for a while.

"What the hell is going on?" Li Yiming said secretly.

This made him breed some strange thoughts, not angry, but inexplicably unhappy in his heart.

Obviously it's nothing, the girl seems to understand it in her heart, but inexplicably she has some small emotions, which makes Li Yiming feel a little unbelievable.

Of course, he didn't realize the fact that although he had been in a relationship before, he was still ignorant of feelings and women.

It's beautiful, but it's also distressing.

It is a green fruit with an irreplaceable smell and sourness, and it is also destined to have regrets from the beginning.

Emotions are contagious, and seeing Zheng Xiujing's sullen look, Li Yiming began to be in a bad mood.

Obviously, they were walking side by side, but the girl's steps seemed to be getting faster and faster, and slowly the two of them pulled away, Li Yiming wanted to keep up, but he was a little hesitant in his heart, and it seemed that it would take some courage to take steps to keep up.

Li Yiming was not without courage, but a trace of temper welled up in his heart that he was not aware of, which drove him to suppress the urge to follow, so that he just kept his distance and followed the girl closely, but he refused to take a step closer no matter what.

The girl walked in front of her three steps and two steps, as if she was busy rushing her way as if she had something important, and the cool breeze blew her long pale blonde hair up from time to time, so the girl had to tidy up her hair from time to time, and her hands were white, still like a beautiful freeze-frame painting.

But Li Yiming lost the nature of appreciation, as if he was drenched from the head by a basin of cold water in spring, and his excitement was scattered for a while.

Just follow her.

One step, two steps.

Follow her through the bustling streets, follow her through the quiet alleys, follow her through the undulating ramps, follow her, all the way to the neighborhood of F(x).

The girl stopped at this time, and Li Yiming also stopped.

She turned her head and didn't apply the powder after taking a bath, but she still exuded a touching beauty, there was no expression on her face, and the coldness between her eyebrows seemed to be suffocating.

"I'm going back."

"I know ......"

Li Yiming also thought, maybe in this case, he needs to send a smile to ease the awkward atmosphere, right?

But it was originally a smile that could be revealed by raising the corners of his mouth, but at this moment, Li Yiming felt very difficult, and he couldn't do it anyway.

The awkward atmosphere needs to be eased with a smile, and what can he do to ease the embarrassment in his heart?

So he just spit out "I know" gently, and didn't even stare directly into the girl's eyes like usual, just lowered his eyelids, as if he was looking at the ground carelessly.

"Isn't there anything OPPA has to say?"

"Ah, what?" There was a rare hint of panic on Li Yiming's face.

"Nothing." Zheng Xiujing frowned and pursed her lips tightly.

Then he turned around and went up to the dormitory building without looking back, Li Yiming subconsciously raised his hand, but he didn't know how to speak.

Li Yiming stood in place, stunned and didn't know what he was thinking.

When his mind is very messy, the whole person will freeze like a computer crashing.

"Why are you angry with me, isn't it all clear?"

"Shouldn't I apologize...... But I don't seem to have done anything wrong. ”

"Maybe you should coax her? But how to coax it. ”

"Hey, I didn't do anything, why are you angry with me..."

"yes, it's not my fault, why do I have to coax ....."

"It's really troublesome..."Li Yiming kept muttering to himself, if he hadn't vaguely felt that the rain was falling, he might have stopped in place and meditated.

Hurriedly turned around, put his hands in his pockets, put on the headphones and played some songs, Li Yiming walked back to the parking lot, but his mouth was still muttering.

"Then what should I send when I go back?"

"Excuse me? It doesn't seem to be going to work...... It's weird that I apologize for not doing anything wrong, right? ”

"Then what do you say, 'Why did you go so fast before?' , then why didn't you just ask directly. ”

"'Are you angry?' Why are you angry? 'It's silly to say hello like that... But I'm not really a little baffled......"

Until he drove home, Li Yiming was still thinking about these questions while lying on the sofa.

Open kakao.talk, Zheng Xiujing's name is at the top, but Li Yiming clicks in but doesn't know what to write in the input field.