Li Yiming stared at his phone in a daze, but his thoughts drifted to the past for a long time. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

In fact, it didn't take long, but things are still the most intuitive feeling.

Li Yiming suddenly thought of Elizabeth, and at that moment, her appearance suddenly jumped out of his mind, not only her appearance, but also the past experiences with the owner of this appearance.

How did they get along then?

Li Yiming couldn't help but think back, his memory seemed to go back, back to the days when he was happy in the bitterness, gained all the way but lost all the way.

"Hey, boy, did anyone tell you you you look cool when you play?"

"Don't always look bitter and hateful, you might look good when you laugh."

"I'll cheer you on the sidelines and behave well!"

"Wow, you've been playing really well lately, future superstar, would you be interested in having a drink with me?"

"How's it going, am I beautiful today?"

"What, jealous?"

"I don't know, but my heart is pounding now, kissing me...... Good no good? ”

"I like you, you must like me too, right?"

"Why do you think you are not worthy of me, in my eyes you are better than anyone else!"

"Congratulations, do I have to change my name to you Supernova - Lee in the future?"

"One, Ming, that's how you read it, right? Yiming, I'm proud of you! ”

"Tonight, I'm your ......"

"Yiming, my knight, will you stay by my side for the rest of your life?"

"I... There's really no way, it's just a script, it's all about the movie, don't think too much about it. ”

"Why can't you understand me? It's my career! ”

"Let's talk about it, we're all too impulsive!"

"No, don't leave my ......"

"You promised me, Yiming, why..."

"Lee, I thought you wouldn't come, the tickets to Chicago have been bought."

"I think about you all the time."

"The best of me is here, why don't I kiss?"

"Just because I broke up doesn't mean I can't continue to like you!"

"Either wait until I don't like you anymore, or, wait until you have a new girlfriend."

“......”

Every word, like lingering in my ears, every thing, seems to have happened yesterday.

Suddenly figured it out, just a moment of lightning, and couldn't even tell the specific time, Li Yiming suddenly figured out something.

Find out why you don't feel right today.

His restlessness, his restlessness, his hesitation and complicated feelings, his indescribable but real thoughts, all had a reason.

Li Yiming patted his head, not wanting to speak through phone calls or text messages, and not wanting to wait until tomorrow to speak.

He got up immediately, neatly put on his coat and changed his shoes and went out, this time he didn't forget to bring an umbrella.

He was very fast, jumped into the off-road vehicle in a few steps, and started the engine in an instant and began to move the car, and Wang Xiaoming at home reacted and pushed the door open.

"Where are you going?"

"There's one thing to do today."

Li Yiming poked his head out of the window, and the rain fell so hard that he was drenched in an instant.

But he smiled happily.

Wang Xiaoming looked at his appearance, shook his head helplessly, and closed the door again happily, just admonishing.

"Drive slower and stay safe!"

As he spoke, Li Yiming had already excitedly driven the car out of the parking garage and disappeared in a moment.

"What a madman." Wang Xiaoming muttered.

The surrounding scene kept regressing in Li Yiming's eyes, some were fast, they were some cars that were relatively driving, some were not very fast, they were trees or pedestrians, some were very slow, they were vehicles in the same direction but were left behind.

Only Li Yiming's off-road gallop, with a powerful engine roaring, shuttling on the road, racing against time to wait for a redemption.

A Li Yiming's own redemption.

It was in such a situation that he was able to find time to make a phone call.

A phone call that I haven't made for a long time but always remembers very clearly, leads to the other side of the ocean.

"Duh... Toot ......"

The phone was not connected, but Li Yiming didn't care, he was still happy, smiling and ready to leave a message.

"Hey, Elizabeth, it's me.

Don't wait any longer for me, I... There is someone you like.

It's an honor, she likes me too, and I hope you can wish me happiness.

I also wish you the happiness that will be found in the near future. ”

Li Yiming paused, and finally said: "Welcome to come and play with me at any time, I will definitely treat you well, of course, I will contact you when I go back to the United States, let's meet again then, I have a lot of things to talk about, and..."

Before he could say the word "see", the phone was connected.

The voice that came was still familiar, "I wish you happiness." ”

Li Yiming smiled, although he was taken aback, he was still very happy, "Your blessing means a lot to me. ”

"How big?"

“...... I can't say it, but I just think it's important. ”

"Giggle......" Elizabeth's voice on the other end of the conversation was still elegant and playful, "Lee, you are still the same." ”

"What does it look like?"

"Clumsy, cute."

"I might be a little stupid indeed." Li Yiming honestly admitted it this time.

"Oh my gosh." Elizabeth over there sounded surprised, "You always didn't want to admit it. ”

"Because some people said I was stupid, I started to think that maybe it wasn't a delusion on your part, but a fact that it really existed."

"Heroes see the same thing!" Elizabeth asked curiously, "Which one, no...... That's the one, right? ”

"Haha......" Li Yiming smiled helplessly and acquiesced.

"Okey," Elizabeth chuckled, "maybe that could be considered your unique charm." ”

"Hey, teasing again...... So what did you think at the time? ”

"I can't tell you that when you get better and better, you will have that sense of accomplishment in your heart, right? It's like...... It's as if you've become so good because of yourself. ”

"So that's not a bad thing?" Having said that, Li Yiming still felt a little incomprehensible, and it was really difficult to empathize with her thoughts.

"Of course not."

Li Yiming was skeptical, "Okay." ”

"Hmm...... By the way, why did you suddenly think of calling me at this time? Elizabeth asked, "Frankly, I guessed it was you when I saw the number from Korea, and I thought you had a change of heart......

The tone was somewhat resentful.

"Forehead......" Li Yiming wiped the non-existent sweat on his head, "because I suddenly remembered you." ”

"Wow... That's not bad either. ”

"Let's talk about this later, maybe when you come to South Korea to play, we can have a good chat."

Li Yiming was almost at his destination, and F(x)'s dormitory building was in front of him, so he had to forcibly stop the topic.

There was no reply on the other end of the phone, and Li Yiming couldn't help but get to him, making sure he didn't hang up.

After a while, Elizabeth's voice came again.

"OK, I'll say it again: bless you, Lee."

It was a tone that Li Yiming felt very strange, because he couldn't judge the emotion behind this tone.

Lose? Relieved? Suffering? Put it down? Glad? Abhor?

It's complicated, it's indescribable, and it's mixed together so it doesn't taste good.

Li Yiming remembered without warning that glass of wine, when his first date with Elizabeth was the bar she chose.

"It's my favorite cocktail because I think it's similar to me." Elizabeth ordered a glass of wine and brought it to him.

At that time, Li Yiming drank it all, and all the colorful colors were put into his stomach in one go.

"What's it called?"

"Life."

It was only at this moment that Li Yiming finally understood why such a gorgeous and gorgeous cocktail with the most colors had such a simple name.

"Thank you." Li Yiming seemed to be muttering.

But the person on the other end of the phone heard it and didn't respond, so he finally hung up the phone.

She put it down.

No one told him, Li Yiming suddenly understood.

But he didn't have time to reminisce or be stunned, so he couldn't wait to make a second call.

It's not like just now, the phone only waited for no more than three seconds before it was connected, as if the person on the other side had been waiting for such a call.

Li Yiming slowly opened the car door, it was raining heavily outside, but the umbrella was lying there quietly and couldn't take it.

"Hello?" Li Yiming greeted first, but waited for a long time but did not reply.

"Hello?"

"Hello? Xiujing, are you listening? ”

"Uh......-huh," the girl replied softly.

"Xiujing, I want to apologize to you now, I..."

"OPPA didn't do anything wrong today, what's there to apologize for?"

"It's not today, but I've always had some small emotions, but I've never confided in you, I don't think it's right, so I apologize."

"Huh?" Zheng Xiujing obviously didn't expect Li Yiming to say this.

Li Yiming was straightforward, "I'm jealous, so I've been a little sullen recently." ”

"Why, oh...... Filming? ”

"Yes." Li Yiming nodded.

"Didn't you already reveal it at that time..."The girl over there was a little puzzled.

"Never." Li Yiming's face was serious, "Like a thorn, I have been piercing my heart." ”

"Xiujing, I have always had a strong sense of possessiveness, and I always can't wait to tell everyone in the world about what I have, and I want to declare my ownership in this way.

So when I'm with you, I've never been very happy about not being able to be with you openly, and not being able to announce the relationship without scruples.

If you want to shoot a TV series, you have to fall in love with other men in front of dozens of cameras, and even have kiss scenes, and I am not very happy.

You have had an ambiguous object in the past, you have hugged and bobo, and he is still pestering you, I feel uncomfortable.

Also, I didn't tell you, I came to pick you up today, and I happened to bump into him planning to come to you, I know, it's not your fault, it's him stalking, but I'm still very uncomfortable.

Today you suddenly sulked, although I didn't realize it at first, in fact, I still reacted later that you just wanted me to coax, but because of jealousy, because of dissatisfaction, because of such and such emotions, so I didn't take the initiative to speak. ”

“oppa......”

"Listen to me first, Xiujing.

I don't know how to describe it to you, but it's true that the relationship we had at the beginning was so similar to my previous experience.

It's really similar, but that section is irretrievable, and now we are just beginning.

I like you, there's no doubt about that, so I don't want to wait until I can't reconcile and just give up, instead of that, I want to make a little change now, maybe slowly, maybe very little, but I really want to change.

I'm very possessive, but I'll change it!

I will allow myself to learn to think back, learn to be considerate of your situation, learn to respect your profession, not to hypocritically accept it in my heart, but to really understand you without any knots.

If I have any thoughts and emotions in the future, I will express them in time, and I will not stuff them in my stomach until I can't stand it anymore.

Yes, it was just a small thing, but when it overlapped with what I had experienced in the past, I suddenly started to get scared.

Yes, I'm afraid.

I'm afraid of losing what I just had, and I'm afraid that I will have quarrels and disputes in the future because of my problems.

Isn't that a bit unfounded? Or think I'm weird?

But I just want to tell you.

Tell you that I am willing to change, willing to change for you, even if it will be very slow and small, then please be patient with me, okay?

Because......

Because I really want to go a little further with you, a little farther, a little further. ”

Li Yiming finally stopped, finished all the thoughts in his stomach in one breath, and kept panting, not only because he had just finished a long paragraph, but also because he was getting more and more nervous, and his heart was pounding.

He didn't talk again, just quietly, quietly put the phone to his ear, waiting for the other party's answer.

It seems that he has been waiting for a long time, and maybe not so long, because in Li Yiming's senses, even the ups and downs of his heart are so slow, and the impact is as loud as a meteorite hitting the earth, and it is magnificent.

"I ...... May I? ”

The girl's voice seemed to come from the sky, and her tone was full of disbelief.

"Of course." Li Yiming did not hesitate.

"Stupid." The girl's voice was strange, "Why are you so serious all of a sudden?" ”

"It's better to be serious suddenly than to be serious in time."

"I feel like I like you more."

"I'm not, I seem to have always liked you."

"Hmph." Zheng Xiujing's nasal voice was heavy, as if the warm sun could melt the deep snow.

"I want to see you." Li Yiming looked at the residential building in front of him.

"I want to ...... too"

"So, let's go downstairs."

"Huh?"

Li Yiming smiled again, smiling silly and brightly, "I said, go downstairs, I've been downstairs." ”