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Before leaving, he was not able to meet his son, because after showing his mature side, his son finally locked himself in the study with a resolute attitude, and no matter who called him, he did not say a word.

Before leaving, Li Xianglan stood outside the door of the study, choked up and said: "Self-silence, I'm sorry, it's my mother who is not good, my mother knows that it is wrong, not only the fault of the past, but also today's mistake, my mother really knows where my fault is, but I must admit that I have not yet figured it out, think clearly about how much I am wrong, how much I should correct, how much I should make up, and I don't know how much I owe over the years!" I don't want to embarrass you, and I don't want to hurt anyone's heart, I have apologized to your father, and when I go back, I will seriously reflect on it carefully, and then correct it, because I am your mother, and from today on, my goal for the rest of my life is to ask for my son's forgiveness! Self-silence, mom can tell you that after so many years, mom has not married and started a family, nor has any other children. ”

After saying this, Li Xianglan wiped away her tears.

In the afternoon of that day, Chen Zimo wandered around the village, removed all the feet of the Seven Stars Welcoming Immortal Array, and performed a spell to solve the Seven Stars Welcoming Immortal Array.

Heaven and earth have no magic array, and relying on the magic array is divorced from nature.

Kong Ping danced in front of the fierce birds and beasts in the mountains and forests and knew nature, several times of life and death but did not realize it, the heartache was relieved of nature, the heart was pure and widowed, and finally became a fairy in the world, gradually approaching the fate, meeting Bai Qilin and turning back, with a human touch;

This time, Chen Zimo was hit by his parents' affection, looking back on his unbearable childhood, and tormenting his own heart between his parents' affection, it seems that he is calm on the outside, and his indifference is not affected, but in fact, how can he not be painful in his heart? As a result, he became more and more thoroughly aware of the life experiences and perceptions written by Kong Ping, and used his feelings to think about his own self-realization.

Looking at his son's expression, wandering around the village, sometimes returning home and frowning, as if he was worried, Chen Jin was distressed, but it was not easy to consol, only that his son was entangled and painful in his heart, no matter how much he persuaded him, it would be useless, it would only add more entanglements to his son, besides, Chen Jin also knew that in fact, his son also had a deep-seated resentment towards him as a father in his heart. Even the entire Li family was poor and in debt, and it coincided with the incident between Xu Lin and the Oriental Ninja, and Bai Qilin silently contacted and fused, and now the son will not be able to restore a relatively normal father-son relationship with his father.

But the estrangement in my heart still needs time to slowly grind away.

Therefore, Chen Jin has always respected his son's ideas and opinions, and is willing to ask for his son's ideas when anything happens.

He didn't know that Chen Zimo at this time was at an extremely critical and extremely dangerous juncture - without the help of a master who was familiar with metaphysics, he blindly groped his way forward on the dangerous path of cultivation, and without knowing the danger, he dared to comprehend the nature of heaven and earth, trying to break through and stand up!

Kong Ping can unconsciously achieve the unity of heaven and man, which is the purest of his heart;

And Chen Zimo wants to achieve such a goal in a similar way, but it is almost impossible to accomplish it. Because he was born intelligent, and since he was a child, he has borne unbearable pain, his mother abandoned him, his father was imprisoned, and he was frightened and frightened and found Hu Si, and lived with an old man who was discriminated against...... His thinking, emotions, and memories are quite complex, and his personality is even more cautious, and he thinks about everything in advance, which is very different from the purest heart.

How can you integrate nature into the world?

Even if it is to get rid of distracting thoughts in the heart with the technique of meditation, it is also the magic first, since the spell has been cast, it has embarked on the path of cultivation, you need to climb up step by step, jump up and cross the steps into the sky, it is impossible, you will only stumble and fall off the cliff and die! Those who can leap into the sky can only be the immortals in the world who have achieved the body of the earth immortals.

It was after nine o'clock that night.

After browsing Kong Ping's perception again, Chen Zimo closed those notes, sat cross-legged and meditated, and after a little thought, he closed his eyes and performed a spell, using magic to get rid of the magic array laid in his mind, and also removed many magic arrays in his body, and the meridians and the three souls, five viscera and seven spirits were no longer blocked by magic, and the essence was poured out.

Blocking the essence in the body for a long time, Xiao Zhou Tian continued to operate, and Big Zhou Tian occasionally ran a circle, Chen Zimo's body had already formed a fixed operating function, and at the same time, it also had a dependence on the operation of the spell and the size of Zhou Tian.

At this moment, the essence was poured out, and the spell immediately stopped.

His whole spirit, with a malaise.

There is no strength left.

Tired and drowsy, he cheered up and sensed the spiritual energy of the scroll moistening into his body, just like when he had just come into contact with the scroll and began to practice, the aura of the scroll seemed to make him feel less less.

Cultivating with the Scroll Reiki ......

Chen Zimo immediately interrupted this thought—to break away from the cultivation and let himself start over, to try to merge with heaven and earth.

The spiritual energy of the scroll entered the body, and it was immediately discharged, vaguely implicated.

Without the help of magic, Chen Zimo couldn't calm down, and in his fatigue and sleepiness, he naturally thought about the past, and remembered the emotions between him and his mother and father - even if it was hatred, even if he decided not to forgive, but in his heart, how could he not be painful?

How can you put it down?

Unconsciously, due to the removal of the spell, the mind no longer leads to the cultivation of the spell, the five elements of the heaven and earth do not gather and do not enter the body, and the dust and dirt in the world are attracted by the distracting thoughts in the heart, and enter the body.

When a person has been in a state of purification for a long time, and suddenly he is defiled into the body and does not get rid of it, it is not very painful, but it is extremely uncomfortable.

I feel uncomfortable all over my body, and I can't wait to peel my body apart and wash it a little bit.

Chen Zimo, who has a long period of experience in cultivation, judged that this was the physical and mental tribulation that he would inevitably experience when starting a new path of cultivation, so he endured such discomfort and did not use techniques to remove the filth that accumulated more and more in his body. But in my heart, it is becoming more and more difficult to calm down, many past times have come to mind, being abused and beaten by peers, being discriminated against and ridiculed by the villagers, being rejected and humiliated by classmates, scolding and disliking by my mother, my father was handcuffed with his arms twisted back, forced to lower his head and bend down to be escorted away, when he turned his head and looked at him distressedly, those eyes full of fatherly love were so heart-wrenching!

Chen Zimo suddenly shuddered, and he realized that the demons in his heart were about to rise!

Is it to give up?

Or do you want to stick with it?

One thought of hell, one thought of preaching!

Chen Zimo, who had a stubborn temperament, gritted his teeth and gave up his intention to cast a spell, but in order to put away his distracting thoughts, he instead began to silently recite the magic knowledge taught by his grandfather, silently reciting the spells in the scroll, one by one, one by one, and one by one...... Turning over little by little in my mind like a page, but not casting spells, and suppressing spells with my mind is naturally generated.

Distracting thoughts were suppressed and regenerated, and Chen Zimo accelerated his recitation, referring to the mysterious patterns composed of dots and lines.

And so on and so forth.

Unconsciously, the surrounding area has begun to converge with the five elements of heaven and earth, the speed is not fast, the density is not so high, but it is constantly converging, and it does not penetrate into Chen Zimo's body, but gradually converges in the periphery, forming lines, clusters, and layers...... The clouds and fog are fluttering, and the clouds are full of color.

The speed of his recitation became faster and faster, and the distracting thoughts that constantly arose in his mind were mixed up one after another, like yin and yang restraining each other.

Chen Zimo gradually read out the voice.

The sound was not loud, but under the action of the surrounding five elements of vitality, it was like the sound of the Nine Heavens strings in the room, and it trembled.

Outside, the sky was faintly bright.

Bai Qilin, who walked out of the bedroom, frowned slightly, and suddenly leaned into the backyard like a floating leaf blown by the wind, and suddenly fell into the backyard, but saw Chen Zimo's study door, Chen Ziman squatted there waiting, his slender eyes flashed with a wolf-like vigilant light, and looked at Bai Qilin fixedly.

Obviously, he didn't want Bai Qilin to disturb Chen Zimo!

There is no reason, just because he feels that something seems to be wrong at home, and Chen Zimo has said in the past that no one is allowed to enter his study casually, so Chen Ziman, who has always adhered to the duty of a housekeeper, felt that the invisible qi in Chen Zimo's study was getting stronger and stronger, so he quickly guarded the door.

Even if Bai Qilin wants to enter, he can't!

"Ziman, you get out of the way, Zimo is likely to be in danger now, I need to go in and have a look......" Bai Qilin was a little helpless and explained gently.

Chen Ziman shook his head.

"Can you stop me?" Bai Qilin frowned, anxious.

Chen Ziman's body tensed even tighter, and he got up slightly, his body was so strong that it seemed to explode at any time-he was ready to fight with Bai Qilin!

Although it is clear that he is not Bai Qilin's opponent at all.

But in Chen Ziman's thinking, he never knew what it meant to be afraid-nothing more than death, what else could he do?

Indoors.

There was a strange sound, like string music, and like gongs and drums!

At this moment, Chen Jin was also awakened by the great abnormality that he couldn't say or see at home, he came out of the hall and saw Chen Ziman and Bai Qilin facing each other outside the study, and hurriedly shouted: "Ziman, you are presumptuous!" ”

Chen Ziman immediately retracted his qi, squatted down obediently, and lowered his head.

"What's going on?" Chen Jin strode over.

"I don't know." Bai Qilin shook his head and frowned: "Just now I felt that the qi was not quite right, and the pressure was too great, so I was worried that Zimo had encountered some obstacles in my cultivation, so I wanted to go in and have a look, but Ziman, this kid, blocked the door and didn't let me in." ”