That night, I packed up my things and went to live in the company, and said to him, "I need to calm down, and you can think about it yourself." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo“

In the company, I didn't sleep all night, and my tears never stopped, thinking about myself, thinking about Bao Shuai's children, thinking about his ex-wife, the more I thought about it, the more sober I was, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt that our relationship should not go on so unclearly. But I haven't figured out exactly what to do.

The next morning, I went to Tianhe Shopping Plaza, sat on the steps of the square, looked at the hurried crowd, and I couldn't help but wonder, are these people happy? How did they spend their days? The words of a couple next to me made me completely enlightened.

The woman asked her boyfriend, "Do you have a wife at home?" “

"yes!" Her boyfriend rightfully said that he was not ashamed at all.

The woman asked, "Why didn't you tell me?" “

The man replied calmly: "You haven't asked me either!" “

The woman was speechless.

Their conversation reminded me of myself: "Yes, I didn't ask Bao Shuai if he was married. It seems that his ex-wife came this time to remarry him. Even if we don't get divorced, his ex-wife always comes to find him, which is also a troublesome thing, besides, Bao Shuai earns some money to support his ex-wife, children, and me, and pay off debts, and he can't afford to die of exhaustion with that salary! While we are all young now, it is better to let go as soon as possible and give everyone a way out. ”

Make sure to pay attention, I asked Bao Shuai to meet at a western restaurant next to Tianhe Shopping City, I hope that in such a quiet environment, Bao Shuai can calmly think about the relationship between us.

After a night of thinking, Bao Shuai was much calmer than yesterday, as soon as he entered the Western restaurant, he didn't say anything, quietly listened to me analyze the various pros and cons of the divorce between us, and occasionally nodded to say that I was right and the analysis was correct. When I finally asked him if he agreed to the divorce, he said: "Daughter-in-law, marriage is not something that can be analyzed clearly, how can you be so rational all the time?" Can you not be so calm? You're leaving me with no bottom right now. ”

Yes, I worked for half a day in vain, and his words made me very discouraged. I took a taxi back to the company.

I don't know how Bao Shuai lived in the next few days, I was confused anyway, and I often made mistakes. The accountant asked me to help find the invoice issued in July, but I didn't find it for a long time, and I forgot that the invoice issued in July should be in June, and the angry accountant directly found the boss to complain. The boss is good, remind me, you go to June to look for the deposit receipt, where is it? After doing too much work in such a trance, the boss couldn't help it, and directly pulled me to a nearby hospital for me to do a checkup, thinking that I was sick.

One check-up really went wrong, and it killed me - I was pregnant.

There's a divorce here, there's a pregnancy, and the two things are intertwined, and I don't know what to do. Blank and dazed. Let's get a divorce, in the future, the child will have no father, don't have children, I'm in my thirties. I want this child very much.

I came up with a very stupid idea: divorce after having children, but we can't say that we are divorced. Bao Shuai had to cooperate with me to play the loving couple in front of my parents.

thought he was a good idea, but it didn't work when he got to Bao Shuai, he didn't agree to divorce when he didn't have children, and now that he has children, he even said that he wouldn't agree to divorce even if he died. The reason is that children can't live without their fathers. I tossed for a long time, and he was also annoyed, so I asked me to quit my job and go home to raise the baby, and stop working, I was also afraid that when I got older, I couldn't keep the baby, so I wanted to resign from the boss. At this time, the accountant was also pregnant, and the two of them were going to resign at once, and the boss couldn't stand it, so he discussed with me if he could do another month, give him some time, and he could find another person.

At that time, Bao Shuai was already working in Caizhitong Logistics, and he had to go to Xiangfan every week to be stationed, and take a plane back to Guangzhou on Saturday and Sunday to rest. I figured if I wasn't at home, he probably wouldn't have tossed around, so I tried to stay in the office on Saturdays and Sundays and didn't go home so he didn't have to come back.

One weekend, I didn't contact Bao Shuai, so I went home, I don't think I said hello to him, he might have been in Xiangfan that weekend, and he wouldn't come back.

When I got home, the neighbor's eldest sister was at home, her husband also went out of the car, we two women had a little food together, I was always sleepy and wanted to sleep in the early stages of pregnancy, I sat and didn't talk to the neighbor's eldest sister, my eyes couldn't open, and the eldest sister didn't have the heart to listen to me, so let me go to sleep quickly.

I don't know how long I slept, but in a daze, I heard someone knock on the door hard, got up to open the door, but the door was locked by the eldest sister, and the eldest sister didn't know where to go to play. I turned around and went to find the key, and I was busy for a long time before opening the door, Bao Shuai saw me and smiled very sincerely, and when I went back to the house, he quickly ran around the balcony and toilet.

"Did you find the adulterer?" Seeing his movements, I get angry.

"Don't worry about it, I'll see if the neighbor's eldest sister is there." Bao Shuai smiled flatteringly.

"Why did you get back today?" I'm a little strange how someone who said he wouldn't come back today on Friday suddenly came back.

"The company has something to do, notify me to come back." He said naturally.

I admire Bao Shuai a little now, he can still tell so naturally and smile so sincerely. Knowing that he was lying, I didn't bother to expose him.

Since then, there have been more and more sincere lies, and I have become more and more lazy to pay attention to him, and the two of us have begun to put on a mask on each other, and the mask has become thicker and thicker, so that now I don't know whether I wear a mask when I talk and do things.

When the neighbor's eldest sister came back, Bao Shuai began to chat with her, and the topic was to ask her, when did she leave, and why did she lock me at home alone?

Too lazy to listen to his performance of stealing the bell in his ears, I went back to sleep by myself. woke up in the middle of the night, shook Bao Shuai awake, and told him: "I want to go back to the Northeast to give birth, I can have a child to accompany me in the future, if you don't want to divorce, you can live in Guangzhou by yourself, and I won't delay you if you want to divorce." “

I said it very ruthlessly, he didn't seem to take it seriously on the surface, but said: "It's okay if you go back to raise the baby, I can't take care of you, go home and let your parents help take care of the baby, I can rest assured." ”

Enough noise, enough noise, everyone may be bored, and in the next time, we will ostensibly return to the loving life of the newlyweds.

After a month of working in Speedy Logistics, I said goodbye to my boss. Go home to rest for a few days, pack up your luggage and prepare to go back to your parents' house to raise the baby, before leaving, Bao Shuai took out a photo of himself and gave it to me: "Show the child in the future, and know that there is still me as a father." ”

Looks like he thinks I'm not going to let him see the kids anymore. At that time, my brain lacked a string, so I didn't think much about it, so I accepted it. There's nothing to explain, and who can say where we can go in the future.