The teacup that Chen Zimo had just picked up in his hand shook it gently, not even a drop of water was spilled. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

It's just that his expression is a little blank, his eyes are looking at the dark brown tea tray on the coffee table without blinking, but his heart is like turning over the river and the sea.

It's a complete mess!

Over the years, he often thinks of his mother, and occasionally sees his mother in dreams, but the most he dreams and remembers is the day his mother left, his father held his hand and followed his mother a few meters away.

Carrying a large black backpack, the mother walked to the side of the road without looking back, got on the bus and left.

At that time, Chen Zimo, who was honest and timid by nature, didn't know what was going on, but he already felt that his mother seemed to really don't want him anymore - because for a long time before that, every time his mother looked at him again after arguing with his father, she would look at him with a very disgusted look, and then cry and cry, hug him occasionally, and then sigh bitterly and say something "How good it would be if there was no you." "You're such a burden......" "I really don't want you anymore!" Something like that.

Every time, Chen Zimo would cry in fear, tugging on his mother's sleeves or hem, looking at his mother pitifully, but he didn't dare to cry, he didn't dare, he didn't know what to say, but he really didn't want to live without his mother.

But later, my mother left.

Gone forever.

In his memory, his mother never mentioned his grandparents to him. After his mother left, his father never mentioned his mother to him again. The young Chen Zimo cried secretly, but he never dared to ask his father, where did his mother go?

As he grew older, for so many years, Chen Zimo hated his father, but he hated his mother even more.

Sometimes he thinks of his mother, or dreams of her, and then wakes up crying, he will silently ask the mother who doesn't know where in his heart, has he ever thought about his son, has he ever thought that when she said those words to her young son, every time she hurt the child's young and simple heart?

Has she ever felt guilty and blamed herself?

Probably not!

Otherwise, why have you never come to visit your son for so many years...... A glance?!

"I know you must hate her in your heart, but she's your mother." Chen Jin sighed softly and said, "At that time, she was still young after all, and moreover, I was more at fault back then. So, so much time has passed, and you've grown up, so stop holding a grudge against her, okay? ”

Chen Zimo's eyelids drooped slightly, and he said, "What happened back then?" ”

"It's a long story...... Chen Jin let out a long sigh.

At that time, Chen Jin made great achievements on the battlefield, and in that era, under the propaganda of the state, people like Chen Jin who survived the death on the battlefield became famous combat heroes throughout the country!

During the war, under the propaganda of the state, young women in many places, especially female college students and young female workers in various places, were almost fanatical in worshipping combat heroes, and spontaneously organized groups to go to the front line to express condolences......

The young woman burst into tears.

It was during that period that Chen Jin, who was injured and left with lifelong disabilities, met a girl who had just graduated from college in Beijing during a social propaganda activity that he was ordered to participate in.

That is, Chen Zimo's mother Li Xianglan!

At that time, Chen Jin was handsome, although his left leg was lame after recovering from his injury, but the iron-blooded aura he had experienced on the cruel battlefield, coupled with his natural masculine self-confidence, no matter where he went, he had a compelling and eye-catching detached temperament; And Li Xianglan at that time, just graduated from college, young and beautiful, a smile will make any man's heart move, and she was born in a scholarly family, and there are high-ranking officials in the family, she has an elegant cultivation temperament, and the beauty of youth, as well as the vigorous vitality under the worship of combat heroes.

The two soon fell in love.

But at that time, the marriage between the two was strongly opposed by Li Xianglan's family. And Li Xianglan is stubborn, and she does not hesitate to cut off relations with her family and marry Chen Jin.

After getting married, the two spent a few sweet years together.

Although at that time, because Chen Jin gave up his rich and stable job to others, he went to the sea to do business and worked hard, and he experienced a period of relatively difficult days, but in terms of economic conditions, he never lacked money.

Because Chen Jin seems to be doing business, everything is going well.

In those years, the two had a son, Chen Zimo.

And then ......

Chen Jin was obsessed with gambling - in fact, a long time ago, Chen Jin was good at gambling, and he would win every time he gambled, but when he was young, he lived in a poor environment, and naturally he could not get rich by gambling. Later, he joined the army, and after demobilization, he was busy doing business, and he really neglected this aspect of things, until, when he came into contact with gambling again, Chen Jin quickly became addicted to it, not that he really had a gambling addiction, but that gambling came too quickly and easily!

At that time, Chen Jin had always wanted to become a rich figure in the shortest possible time, at least, to have a decent company, so that he could take his wife to her mother's house in the capital, apologize and then recognize his relatives.

Let his wife's family know that Li Xianglan's choice is not wrong.

After all, Chen Jin was also young and vigorous at the beginning.

Because of gambling, Chen Jin inevitably had conflicts with people outside, and was arrested and sent to the police station many times for fighting, gathering crowds to gamble, and participating in gambling. However, Chen Jin not only did not change, but made a name for himself on Yannan City Road.

After Li Xianglan learned of these circumstances, there was an irreconcilable conflict of concepts with Chen Jin.

She resolutely does not allow Chen Jin to gamble, and does not allow him to mingle with those unscrupulous people in society, in her opinion, a former combat hero, a model figure, but has been repeatedly arrested by the police to detain and punish, it is simply an intolerable shame! Chen Jin disagreed, as the road on the road became wider and wider, his fame became bigger and bigger, and he became the leading big brother in Yannan City, and in Yanyun Province, he gradually became famous. Chen Jin, who can call for wind and rain on the road and is invincible, can't stand a woman who is telling him all day long......

In the final analysis, Chen Jin is still a very feudal and relatively backward character, he thinks that his wife just needs to cook and wash clothes at home and take care of the children, and the man is out to make money to support his family!

The differences and contradictions between the two are getting bigger and bigger.

It just so happened that Chen Jin wanted to expand his sphere of influence, and he often went out during that time, and he didn't bother to go home to see Li Xianglan's face, and in his heart, he was more or less distressed about his wife, after all, his wife was a lady from a big family in the capital, and she was a cultured and educated college student.

Therefore, Chen Jin often didn't go home back then, because he thought that he couldn't see out of sight and out of mind, and he couldn't see himself, so his wife would be a little less angry.

Occasionally, when I went back, my wife was angry, but Chen Jin was not noisy or noisy, and turned around and left.

Can be finally ......

The two are still divorced.

Because Chen Jin had an extremely tough attitude towards the career he thought was right at that time, he would not take a step forward in the so-called "prodigal son", and Li Xianglan's condition for not divorcing was that he was not allowed to gamble anymore and not socialize with those social people.

There's nothing to talk about.

Let's get a divorce.

Li Xianglan has been completely disappointed in Chen Jin, so as long as she can get a divorce, then she doesn't want anything, money, a house, and a son...... Don't want it all!

Leave it to Chen Jin!

When she said these decisive words, Chen Jin was also furious!

He thought that his wife would always have reluctance to her son no matter what, but she could even fight for the divorce of her son.

No more quarrels, peaceful divorce.

Time flies......

The son who was almost abandoned back then has grown up.

……

After listening to his father's story, Chen Zimo still maintained that fixed posture, and the tea was already cold in the teacup pinched by his thumb and index finger.

But he still didn't say a word.

Chen Jin said seriously: "I don't have the slightest intention of excusing myself, after all, it is my fault in the final analysis." ”

Chen Zimo suddenly turned his head to look at his father and said, "Uncle Bai went to Yannan City, who did you pick up?" ”

Chen Jin was stunned, showed a strong smile, and said, "Almost, it's his girlfriend." ”

"The thing you said before, yes, all the courtyards will be given to Uncle Bai to live in." Chen Zimo readily agreed, then got up and said, "I'll go back to the study first, oh yes, you remember to let Uncle Jiang go out to buy a few more vegetables, after all, it was my Uncle Bai's girlfriend who came to the house." ”

"Hmm." Chen Jin's face was bitter and he shook his head helplessly.

When Chen Zimo walked to the door of the hall, he couldn't help but stop, turned his head and asked, "How is she doing now?" ”

Chen Jin smiled and said, "Very good, very rich......

"That's good." Chen Zimo strode out.

In the living room, Chen Jin lit another cigarette, picked up the teapot, directly faced the spout, and drank the tea that had been cooled in it in a few sips, and then leaned on the sofa, tilting his face and closing his eyes.

He found that he rarely felt tired.

Perhaps, when the son grows up, he is indeed getting older?

This time, I lived in the capital for a total of three days, and most of the time, I was in the mountains in the northwest suburbs of the capital, in the ordinary, but heavily guarded, surrounded by troops, but there was no contact with each other.

But there is providence in the dark, or...... Chen Jin thought to himself, maybe before going to the capital, he thought that it was possible to meet Li Xianglan in the capital, so the superpower worked, so they met?

Yesterday morning, when Gong Yinsheng arranged for someone to take them to the capital for a tour, he met his ex-wife Li Xianglan at the Palace Museum, who was accompanying several foreigners on a tour of the Forbidden City.

The two met so coincidentally!

It was inconvenient for anyone, and Li Xianglan didn't have time, but in a hurry, she left Chen Jin's mobile phone number and separated.

Yesterday evening, Li Xianglan asked Chen Jin to meet and wanted to know how her son is doing.