022 Feel sorry for myself (1)
Really, really, really...... I feel sorry for myself. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoI don't even know how I managed to survive those thirty minutes.
After the class guide calmed down, he immediately changed his words, saying that what he said was not "no", but "really good". She also said that she forgot that today was the election of class cadres, so she dragged me to say for so long, and it was too late to remember it later. But even so, I was able to be elected as the vice president, which fully shows the love of my classmates for me and my good personal image.
"Burn newspapers on the grave, liar!" I couldn't see my face, but it was probably a dead mother's expression.
After that, the class leader announced the dismissal of the meeting and talked to me alone.
"Mr. Xia." The class guide tried hard to squeeze his eyebrows, trying to make himself laugh, but no matter how he looked at it, it was like the laughing and crying expression of the durian mobile phone. And her voice was also full of obvious unwillingness: "In the future, you must work hard to improve yourself and serve your classmates well." ”
"Okay, but Mr. Gao, in fact, I don't have a problem with my spirit."
"Ahh The class guide didn't seem to expect me to bring up this topic, and was startled, the "ah" word was so high-pitched, like an owl calling. However, she immediately realized her gaffe, so she pretended not to hear what I said: "What did you say, classmate Xia, I was thinking about something else just now." ”
The class guide said in her self-introduction before that she had taken a degree in educational psychology in addition to her major in communication. But I think she should probably learn to act or something. With her current acting skills, she can't even fool a drunk husky.
"Come on." I glanced at Xia Xueyou from afar, she was talking to Jiang Chi and them. Hehe, these two stupid women, they don't know that they are talking to the devil. Seeing that Xia Xueyou didn't pay attention to me anymore, I let go, and said to the class guide very sincerely: "I know that you have my file there, what is written on it, does it mean that I am schizophrenic?" ”
"Ah, I don't know what you're talking about......"
"Are you still saying that I have delusions of mysticism?"
"No......"
"Did you still say that I molested the nurse?"
"What, you molested a nurse?!"
“……”
The class guide's expression was like seeing Sadako, and the screams sounded like the air raid sirens of the whole Pingjiang Mansion, and I guess the people in the entire school building heard it.
If nothing else, there are at least 100 students who come out to watch from our floor, and they are still pointing at me. I suddenly remembered what Nicholas Tse said to Cecilia Cheung in the shocking movie "Wu Ji" - you ruined my chance to be a good person. I think that when the sun rises tomorrow, my perverted reputation will be as hot as the sun.
Damn it......
To be honest, I don't understand what the class leader is called, and I don't know what she's afraid of. Obviously she's more like a hooligan, when she hugged me before, did she have my consent? I haven't ever had a girlfriend, and she hugged me as soon as she came up, and I was scared, but did I scream? No, no, I'm enjoying it...... Anyway, in short, I am 10,000 dissatisfied with the class guide now. She actually ran away screaming because of my momentary slip of the tongue, and didn't give me a chance to explain.
It's only been a week since school started. The military training has not yet ended, the cultural class has not yet begun, I have scared my homeroom teacher out of the psychological shadow, I really want to award myself a "most 666 student award".
……
"Let's go, don't sleep in the dormitory today."
"Don't touch me."
I stood there for a long time, lamenting my sad situation. Xia Xueyou came over and took me by the hand, wanting to take me home, but I was thrown away at once.
I looked at the delicate and beautiful girl in front of me, she was the most perfect in my eyes, and all the positive adjectives in this world could be applied to her. My parents were very busy with work, and when she was young, I was almost always taking care of her. I spoil her so much, I care about her...... I loved her and longed to give her all the good things in the world, just as one of the most selfish people in the world had done for himself.
I love her more than myself.
Oh, so the most ridiculous thing happened, this sister whom I cherish so much, has single-handedly destroyed my life. Now that I have no hope for the so-called college career, the four years of ups and downs. Tomorrow I will get up and call me a pervert, no more than a hundred, and I will thank God.
"I don't want to see you again."
"But I want to see you, my brother."
"Thank you for your concern, no need."
"Brother, you're so cold."
"I said, I don't want to see you, and I'm not going home with you. If you like to stay here, then you might as well stay. I can't afford to mess with you, I can hide, can't I go back to the dormitory? ”
It's useless to say anything, it's futile to say anything, Xia Xueyou has gone too far, too much beyond what I can accept. Now whatever she wants, isn't it a mental hospital, and it's not that she hasn't been there. To put it simply, it's -- love what's the matter, Lao Tzu doesn't play anymore.
"Brother, do you really refuse to go home with me?"
"That's right!"
"Then it can't be helped."
"What are you going to do?"
The next moment I knew what Xia Xueyou wanted to do, but there was nothing I could do but let her do it, because I lost control of my body.
It sounds ridiculous, but it's true. I seemed to be wrapped in something all over my body, and they tugged at my body, making me move somewhat mechanically. I tried to resist, but to no avail. I wanted to scream, but my facial muscles were under the same pressure and I couldn't open my mouth. I was controlled like this, and I followed Xia Xueyou all the way to get into the taxi and until I went home.
During this period, the two of us met Cao Qinyang, who came out to fetch hot water, and I was also controlled to say to her, "Classmate Cao, you look cute today." The girl, who looked like Yan Huiming, stared at me for a few seconds with a red face, and then ran away like a frightened rabbit. If it weren't for the fact that I couldn't control my body, I would have wanted to kill myself by swallowing feces, and there would be no point in living.
When I returned home, Xia Xueyou finally let go of her control over me. I stretched my hands and feet, and walked to the room by myself, without looking at Xia Xueyou. In my heart, this kind of arrogant and unreasonable guy is no longer my sister, I don't have this kind of sister.
"I'm sorry."
Just as I stepped up the stairs, unexpectedly, Xia Xueyou actually apologized to me.
"I'm sorry, I did overdo it."
Again.
"I think we should have a good talk, as brother and sister."
Xia Xueyou said very sincerely, I took a deep breath and walked back to the living room.
"What do you want to say?"
(ps: I didn't save the manuscript, there is a little card here, so the update is slow.) Mainly because the chapters with Xia Xueyou, especially the chapters where the brothers and sisters have conflicts and conflicts, will be difficult to write. If there is a mistake in the portrayal of a certain place, it will make Xia Xueyi or Xia Xueyou's image very hateful, after all, family affection is a red line, and a mistake will ruin the character, I can only deal with it with ten thousand cautions. In addition, yesterday, I was silent for a long time in a certain comment, which was said by a book friend who had been following old books before, and he said that I was a bit willful in writing books, and I didn't think so much about the feelings of readers. I thought about it, and there was a point. Including my own reading, I also like to read more refreshing books, but when I write, I tend to deviate from this principle. I'm reflecting on that.
PS: In addition, I would like to reiterate that the old book will be reopened soon. I promised to update it in three days, but now it's almost three weeks late, and I'm a little ashamed. But it's not that I don't want to write, it's really powerless. After graduating from elementary school, I didn't use the first person, and now I pick it up again, and the details are not so well controlled, after all, the plot can only unfold from where the protagonist can see, which is a limitation...... By the way, this time to meet your requirements, my new book will be reconvened to change the chapters, Li Fenghuang and Han Shaoqing are both complete this time, are you happy?
PS: Considering that you don't read the author's words very much, I put this paragraph in the main text. )