Shen Xingnan's Wai 1 My monologue
My name is Shen Xingnan, born on the first day of the 18th year of Shengde, because I was born on this blessed day, my small character was set by my grandfather since I was a child, called Ze Nian, Shen Ze Nian!
Speaking of grandfather, I have to mention my family, my grandfather is the first-class Duke of Wei Guo of the Great Sage Dynasty, and my mother is the daughter of the Wu clan in Longxi, but my father is nominally Shen Changxin, the son of the Duke of Weiguo, but in fact he is the second master of the Duke of Weiguo, Shen Changyi. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Since I was a child, I have known that my biological father not only has my mother's wife, but he also has a wife I call my second aunt in Xiyuan.
When I was a child, I didn't quite understand why my family's relationship was so complicated, and when I grew up and understood a little better, my birth mother suddenly passed away.
After that, I was raised by my grandfather and grandmother, and after that, my second aunt treated me better and better, even better than his own son, although on the surface.
Since I was a child, my grandfather and grandmother were very strict with me, not only requiring me to practice martial arts, but also to make me literate. My daily life is to spend my days practicing martial arts, reading, practicing martial arts, and reading, and I insist.
Until one day, the second aunt brought back a delicate and lovely little girl back to the house, in the daily contact, I slowly fell in love with this lovely little girl, I think it should be like.
She would help me whew when I was injured in martial arts, ask me if I was in pain, and would shed tears for me to help me bandage my wounds; She would make me tea when I was tired from studying, and tell me stories to make me happy, and I felt that she was the best person in the world for me.
Day after day, year after year, she used her gentleness and understanding to enter my heart and became my most beloved person, she is my childhood sweetheart Jia Meimei.
It was the thirty-fifth year of Sainte, the year I was seventeen, and my life changed dramatically because I stopped a madwoman riding a horse in the street.
When I was given the decree to marry that madwoman, I felt helpless, although I was very sorry for Li'er, but for the safety of the whole mansion of the Patriotic Princess, I gave in. I struggled to get the consent of my grandfather and the madwoman's father, and they finally promised my Liel the title of a concubine, and I could take Liel a year after the madwoman entered the house.
I had already thought that when I brought that madwoman into the house, I would offer her as an ancestor, as long as she did not interfere with me and Li'er.
But what I never expected was that the female madman was really worthy of being a female madman, and actually gave me an aphrodisiac on the wedding night, so that I could achieve good things with her, I married her, but I never planned to touch her, this female madman made me feel that my male dignity was challenged, and I hated myself even more for betraying the alliance with Lier!
From then on my attitude towards the madwoman changed from disgust to disgust, and in spite of what I had agreed with her father, I took Liel as a concubine the next day, and I never set foot in the madwoman's yard since.
I never knew that there were women like this, this madman called Li Yunbao is not only crazy but also rude and willful, unreasonable, beating and scolding people in the mansion is small, she even dared to openly contradict my father and second aunt, and she didn't put me in the eyes of everyone in the Patriotic Mansion at all.
Later, she became pregnant, this child was the product of that night, this child was not the child I was looking forward to in my heart, not to mention that his mother also harmed my Li'er who was born prematurely, and my brother Jie came to the world ahead of schedule, I hate his mother, and I don't like this son, whenever I see him, I will think of the shame of that night, yes, this son only makes me feel ashamed!
I thought that I would live like this with Li Yunbao, a madman, for the rest of my life, but when the holy decree of the 38th year of Shengde came and sent me to prison, it broke everything I had, including my status and identity, including that female madman.
I vividly remember the night I was imprisoned, and this madwoman was unexpected, she looked at me with a strange judgment, completely devoid of her previous attachment and crazy possession.
This is not the most surprising to me, the most unbelievable thing is that she actually brought her son with her, she actually cared about this son carefully, she has never seen her son since she was born!
In the past, when she treated this son, she would only keep using silver money to prove her mother's love, didn't she? Why is it so abnormal now, looking like a mother is strong? Is she doing this to show me?
With such suspicions, I spent a very torturous period in prison, during this time, I sent away my most beloved grandfather and grandmother, and when I could not see the road ahead, the female madwoman actually sent me a cotton jacket and a pair of cotton shoes through the hand of the jailer, I felt very surprised, and at the same time I wondered in my heart, what the hell does this female madman want to do?
I thought I'd been down here anyway, what else was there for her to plot? Presumably, no matter what she does, she won't be able to make any waves, so I accepted the clothes and decided to pay attention to see how she prepared next, but I handed the clothes and shoes to my father Shen Changyi, the cold father in prison may not be able to stand it, now I have lost my grandfather and grandmother, I don't want to lose my only father again!
Later, the Duke of Weiguo was defeated, and the Great Holy Dynasty no longer had the Shen clan of the Duke of Weiguo, and we were robbed of the Danshu Iron Coupon, and the whole government was sent to the extreme north.
On the way to the far north, I once again found the difference between the female madman, I couldn't help but pay attention to her, observe her, although I hated and despised myself for this action, but every time I despised it, I couldn't help my inner curiosity, and I unconsciously paid attention to her again.
This madwoman is like a different person, and I don't even know her anymore. There is no paranoia and madness in her eyes, there is only open-mindedness and gentleness in her eyes now, and there is no past brutality in her body, all of them are filled with a warmth, indifference and maternal brilliance.
I think if this is her latest trick to get my attention, I have to admit that she succeeded!
She cares about and takes care of Brother An all the time, and takes good care of this son who I have never treated with a good face and never cared about.
She didn't let Brother An, Brother Jie, and Brother Zong let him go by himself, but held the child firmly on her chest every day, for fear that the child would freeze and wrap the child tightly along the way.
Along the way, she changed her previous style, people are not only smart but also very considerate, not only spend money to shackle me, but also secretly buy some food to supplement the child's nutrition, although she now looks at me like a stranger, and never takes the initiative to contact me, sometimes I send food to Brother An'er, she will never personally hand food to me.
But it's funny, when she spent money to dredge me, when she asked Brother An to bring me food, I could clearly see the thick unwillingness in her eyes, I have confirmed many times, yes, it's not wrong, it's just unwilling!
I don't know why this person has become so complicated and strange, but her current attitude has undoubtedly made me feel a lot more relaxed, at least she is still a good woman when she is not crazy, I think, let me live with such a person for the rest of my life I am still willing, at least respect and respect for each other I can still give her!