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The mother just shook her head, did not answer, pulled him into the shadow of the dense vegetation between the two houses, crouched down, and stared at the house in a daze.

Although he didn't know what his mother was going to do at that time, he still obediently stayed in the grass according to his mother's words, and gradually fell asleep.

He didn't know how long he had been asleep, but he was woken up by his mother, who dragged him out of the darkness when he was not awake at all.

When he came to his senses, he realized that there was a man and a woman standing in front of them.

The two seem to have just gotten off the glittering sports car illuminated by the evening sunset, they are intimate, the man in the suit and leather shoes is hugging the slender waist of the beautiful woman, the man's head is very close to the woman, the two seem to be laughing at each other just now, the smile marks on the corners of the eyes and eyebrows have not completely faded, there is no doubt that this is a pair of men and women in love.

The combination of handsome men and beautiful women, Gu Sheng's first reaction at that time was this, but when the man turned his head and faced him and his mother, he couldn't help but widen his eyes. Because — that man was his father, who had been missing for more than two months.

Six years old is the age when he can already tell the difference between his father and other people's fathers, Gu Sheng remembers that he blurted out "Dad" at that time, and his body couldn't help but want to get closer to the man's direction, but when he took the first step, he was pulled back by his mother who was still holding his hand.

He still remembered his mother's expression, discouraged, frenzied, and almost hopeless, just like the one she had on that night in the small mountain village, but there was something strong in it.

Later, what his mother and father said, Gu Sheng couldn't remember it clearly, he only remembered that his father's eyes looked at him and his mother indifferently, which made him feel strange.

All he remembered was that his mother was holding his hand so hard that he couldn't help but scream. There was also a slight tremor he felt in it.

He only remembered that his mother looked at his father calmly, and finally asked his father only one sentence: "Do you remember the promise you made to me?" ”

- Can you promise never to betray our marriage?

- Yes!

The father's hand holding the strange woman in his arms did not let go, and his eyes looked at his mother and his eyes were indifferent without the slightest warmth, as if the two of them were not relatives who had been together for six years but just two insignificant strangers.

After listening to his mother's words, he only said with a cold face: "We are not married." ”

After speaking, he took his wife and stepped into the beautiful house with the red word "Xi" without looking back.

The back of the man in the hardcover jacket became the last memory of his father in Gu Sheng's memory.

At that time, he didn't understand what his father meant by "not married", and the two did not tell one of his children about the past of their elopement. Later, I understood Gu Molin's potential meaning, they were not married, so the "marriage" in that promise was not suitable for him and Dong Yuexuan.

Although he didn't know what he meant at the time, he still understood one thing, that is, he and his mother were abandoned by this man whose father he had called Gu Molin for six years.

Gu Sheng thought of his mother's stunned appearance in the last month in the small mountain village, and the child's panic and fear were intuitively expressed through action. He raised his other hand and hugged his mother, who was standing on the spot without any reaction.

But his mother didn't look scared that time, and even raised her hand to touch his hair, and lowered her head to show him a soothing smile.

His mother's abnormal appearance did not arouse the slightest alarm of Gu Sheng at that time, he just obediently followed Dong Yuexuan, walked around the street, and finally led him to a big house with a big iron gate.

At that time, Dong Yuexuan pointed to the door, smiled and said to him that this is where she grew up, and this will be their home in the future.

However, just when Dong Yuexuan wanted to take him in, he was stopped by two burly and fierce-looking men standing outside the big iron gate.

One of them went in and brought a few people out, and he will never forget the scene.

Mother took him to kneel on the cold concrete floor outside the big iron gate, and the men and women who came out looked at their mothers with undisguised disdain in their eyes, and these brightly dressed people said the most vicious words in the world, and words like "slut" and "wild seed" kept coming out of their mouths.

This full of malice made Gu Sheng pull his mother several times and wanted to leave, he didn't understand why his mother brought him here, but his mother knelt so straight, and her expression was always calm and quiet when she was insulted like this.

Eventually, he and his mother entered the heavy iron gate, and he also learned that those people turned out to be his mother's half-brother and sister.

However, he went in standing up, while his mother was carried in, and when he was lifted, he remembered the large pool of blood under her and on the ground.

Because, no one knew that Dong Yuexuan was pregnant for nearly three months at that time.

In the cold autumn, after several twists and turns, he knelt on the cold concrete floor for a whole day and night, and the unborn child disappeared silently.

He and his mother lived in a simple maid's room, and when his mother woke up from the bed and knew that she had miscarried, she only took his hand and was stunned, and finally silently shed tears, but the corners of her mouth had a smile that seemed to be self-deprecating and relieved.

At that time, he did not understand why his mother had to bring him here, because he had understood from the moment he lived here that he and his mother were unwelcome beings in this big house.

My mother's father was indifferent to them, and he never set foot here again, except for a visit when he woke up.

His mother's so-called siblings sneered at them from time to time, and even the stepmother, who seemed gentle and kind, sensitively felt his dislike for them.

Even though they are now well fed and clothed several times better than they used to be in the small mountain village, this is still not home for him.

For a year after that, my mother was sick all the time, not knowing if it was because of the loss of the child who hurt her roots, or because there was something really wrong with her mother's health.

Gu Sheng was awakened by Dong Yuexuan's coughing and wheezing at night more than once, and the coughing sound that seemed to cough out the heart, lungs and internal organs made Gu Sheng's chest tightness uncomfortable even if he thought about it now.

The body that was getting thinner and thinner, the face that had lost weight, the face that was so pale that it was bloodless, and the ring bracelet that had long since been loosened from his hand, all showed that the owner of this body was suffering from illness.

Even once, he saw a few tissues with blood stains in the wastepaper basket not far from the bedside, and he went to ask Dong Yuexuan in a panic, but was fooled by a few words from the other party.

However, not long after that day, his mother suddenly called him to the bedside and took him by the hand that seemed to be as thin as a skeleton for a long time.

Gu Sheng remembered that it had been a long time since he had heard his mother speak to him in such a soft voice, so he was very happy that day. It was also rare for his mother to get out of bed, eat with him, bathe and dress him, and tell stories about her childhood.

He remembered sleeping in his mother's arms smiling.

However, when he was woken up from his sleep and learned that his mother was dead, he was in a trance.

Her mother died, not from illness, she ran to Gu Molin's house with her body propped up, jumped from the stairs, and fell to her death.

The same way as Ye Qing's death.

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"Mom, what's wrong?" At the time, he asked.

The mother just shook her head, did not answer, pulled him into the shadow of the dense vegetation between the two houses, crouched down, and stared at the house in a daze.

Although he didn't know what his mother was going to do at that time, he still obediently stayed in the grass according to his mother's words, and gradually fell asleep.

He didn't know how long he had been asleep, but he was woken up by his mother, who dragged him out of the darkness when he was not awake at all.

When he came to his senses, he realized that there was a man and a woman standing in front of them.

The two seem to have just gotten off the glittering sports car illuminated by the evening sunset, they are intimate, the man in the suit and leather shoes is hugging the slender waist of the beautiful woman, the man's head is very close to the woman, the two seem to be laughing at each other just now, the smile marks on the corners of the eyes and eyebrows have not completely faded, there is no doubt that this is a pair of men and women in love.

The combination of handsome men and beautiful women, Gu Sheng's first reaction at that time was this, but when the man turned his head and faced him and his mother, he couldn't help but widen his eyes. Because — that man was his father, who had been missing for more than two months.

Six years old is the age when he can already tell the difference between his father and other people's fathers, Gu Sheng remembers that he blurted out "Dad" at that time, and his body couldn't help but want to get closer to the man's direction, but when he took the first step, he was pulled back by his mother who was still holding his hand.

He still remembered his mother's expression, discouraged, frenzied, and almost hopeless, just like the one she had on that night in the small mountain village, but there was something strong in it.

Later, what his mother and father said, Gu Sheng couldn't remember it clearly, he only remembered that his father's eyes looked at him and his mother indifferently, which made him feel strange.

All he remembered was that his mother was holding his hand so hard that he couldn't help but scream. There was also a slight tremor he felt in it.

He only remembered that his mother looked at his father calmly, and finally asked his father only one sentence: "Do you remember the promise you made to me?" ”

- Can you promise never to betray our marriage?

- Yes!

The father's hand holding the strange woman in his arms did not let go, and his eyes looked at his mother and his eyes were indifferent without the slightest warmth, as if the two of them were not relatives who had been together for six years but just two insignificant strangers.

After listening to his mother's words, he only said with a cold face: "We are not married." ”

After speaking, he took his wife and stepped into the beautiful house with the red word "Xi" without looking back.

The back of the man in the hardcover jacket became the last memory of his father in Gu Sheng's memory.

At that time, he didn't understand what his father meant by "not married", and the two did not tell one of his children about the past of their elopement. Later, I understood Gu Molin's potential meaning, they were not married, so the "marriage" in that promise was not suitable for him and Dong Yuexuan.

Although he didn't know what he meant at the time, he still understood one thing, that is, he and his mother were abandoned by this man whose father he had called Gu Molin for six years.

Gu Sheng thought of his mother's stunned appearance in the last month in the small mountain village, and the child's panic and fear were intuitively expressed through action. He raised his other hand and hugged his mother, who was standing on the spot without any reaction.

But his mother didn't look scared that time, and even raised her hand to touch his hair, and lowered her head to show him a soothing smile.

His mother's abnormal appearance did not arouse the slightest alarm of Gu Sheng at that time, he just obediently followed Dong Yuexuan, walked around the street, and finally led him to a big house with a big iron gate.

At that time, Dong Yuexuan pointed to the door, smiled and said to him that this is where she grew up, and this will be their home in the future.

However, just when Dong Yuexuan wanted to take him in, he was stopped by two burly and fierce-looking men standing outside the big iron gate.

One of them went in and brought a few people out, and he will never forget the scene.

Mother took him to kneel on the cold concrete floor outside the big iron gate, and the men and women who came out looked at their mothers with undisguised disdain in their eyes, and these brightly dressed people said the most vicious words in the world, and words like "slut" and "wild seed" kept coming out of their mouths.

This full of malice made Gu Sheng pull his mother several times and wanted to leave, he didn't understand why his mother brought him here, but his mother knelt so straight, and her expression was always calm and quiet when she was insulted like this.

Eventually, he and his mother entered the heavy iron gate, and he also learned that those people turned out to be his mother's half-brother and sister.

However, he went in standing up, while his mother was carried in, and when he was lifted, he remembered the large pool of blood under her and on the ground.

Because, no one knew that Dong Yuexuan was pregnant for nearly three months at that time.

In the cold autumn, after several twists and turns, he knelt on the cold concrete floor for a whole day and night, and the unborn child disappeared silently.

He and his mother lived in a simple maid's room, and when his mother woke up from the bed and knew that she had miscarried, she only took his hand and was stunned, and finally silently shed tears, but the corners of her mouth had a smile that seemed to be self-deprecating and relieved.

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