It is precisely because of this conviction that she ignored Gu Molin's changes, and also forgot a cruel but true fact - the love of flowers and fire has a shelf life, and love will eventually fade one day in the daily firewood, rice, oil, salt and trivial matters of life. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

When this day comes with the passage of time, the contradictions that were temporarily hidden by love will be re-highlighted, and those things that have been temporarily forgotten will be like a sharp knife that people's hearts one by one, making people toss and turn, and it will also be like a witch in bright clothes, seducing travelers to go further and further in the world she has constructed, and they can't stop.

And Gu Molin is also facing such a situation.

Gu Molin is different from Dong Yuexuan, Dong Yuexuan's life has been gray since she was seven years old, and she was always alone before she met Gu Molin, so Gu Molin naturally became the only white moonlight in her heart.

And Gu Molin grew up with a golden spoon in his mouth since he was a child, he has not experienced any setbacks in his life, and has always been the most eye-catching existence in the crowd for more than 20 years, he has a family that loves him, a large group of like-minded friends, and a social circle that relies on the Gu family, compared with Dong Yuexuan, his life before choosing to elope with her is undoubtedly colorful, which also determines that Gu Molin's love for Dong Yuexuan will not be as pure as the other party.

Therefore, when Gu Sheng gradually changed from an infant baby to a child, the passage of time made Gu Molin's love for Dong Yuexuan gradually suppressed by the negative emotions of monotonous poverty in life. Every night, when he returned to the dilapidated house after a day of working outside, he no longer had any vision for the future, only a deep depression.

Lying on the clay kang that has not changed in a few years, looking at the woman sleeping next to her who has gradually become no different from the local rural women, listening to the long breathing of the sons of the two not far away, and rubbing the calluses on his hands due to labor, Gu Molin irrepressibly recalled his high-spirited and staggered self in the past, and let his thinking diverge infinitely, and even thought of what kind of life he would have lived if he hadn't eloped with Dong Yuexuan at the beginning? Will you marry a famous lady and have a bright and beautiful future?

When he imagined it back, and then thought of his current life, the strong contrast immediately made Gu Molin's heart heavier and heavier, and he became more and more bored with such an almost semi-secluded life.

Later, he even blamed Dong Yuexuan for all this, thinking that if he didn't know this woman, she didn't seduce him, he would still be the winner of life and the pride of heaven that everyone envies.

Finally, after suppressing such emotions for several years, Gu Molin finally chose to quietly leave the home that he had held on to for six years in the middle of the night, without leaving a word for Dong Yuexuan and Gu Sheng.

Gu Molin and Dong Yuexuan's efforts for love finally ended in failure with Gu Molin's departure. It's like a child who struggles to get a tablet from the cabinet that he thought was candy, and when he melts the colorful sugar coating and tastes the bitterness inside, he can't escape the fate of being discarded after all.

The grievance entanglement between Gu Molin and Dong Yuexuan was pieced together by Gu Sheng with his sporadic memories and the notebooks of the two found in Dong Yuexuan's old belongings. Gu Sheng was not very impressed by the love between the two and the memories before the age of six, so he didn't have much feeling.

What really had a profound impact on Gu Sheng was the days after the age of six.

Although Gu Sheng was only six years old at that time, he still seemed to clearly remember what kind of life he had with his mother in the days after Gu Molin's disappearance.

Dong Yuexuan didn't know that Gu Molin left on her own initiative, maybe she knew but never believed it.

For more than two months, in the first few days, Dong Yuexuan went crazy looking for Gu Molin's traces, the orchards, fields, mountains and forests, and a few families...... Almost all the places in the vicinity where Gu Molin might appear, Dong Yuexuan searched all over again.

Dong Yuexuan would go out before dawn every day, and only returned late at night with a body full of wind and frost, and when she got home, she often sat on the earthen kang in the house in a daze, and sometimes in the middle of the night, she would suddenly put on her shoes and coat nervously, and ran to the nearby dry well mountain stream in a panic to take a turn, muttering Gu Molin's name in her mouth.

As for Gu Sheng, he was completely forgotten by Dong Yuexuan, he was only six years old and was locked up at home by Dong Yuexuan alone, and one lock up was a whole day, fortunately, there was still some food at home, so that Gu Sheng would not starve to death at home.

Dong Yuexuan looked for Gu Molin like this for more than half a month, and after she realized that Gu Molin was really not here, Dong Yuexuan finally broke down and cried, the string that had been tight for a long time was finally broken, and her body that had been fighting for half a month finally softened.

The double torture of mental and physical made Dong Yuexuan seem to be several years old in a few days, and when she was less than thirty years old, there was a dead qi on her body, as if all the spiritual qi in her body had been withdrawn.

In the next month or so, Dong Yuexuan seemed to have become a soulless puppet, as if she had closed herself off, and she was indifferent to everything around her.

Gu Sheng remembered that he was frightened by Dong Yuexuan's appearance, he knew in a daze that his father was gone, and now his mother seemed to be leaving him.

He was very scared, afraid that something would happen to his mother, and that he would become a wild child who no one cared for like Brother Tazi, who had no father and no mother in the east of the village.

During the days when Dong Yuexuan lost her soul, Gu Sheng stumbled and contracted all the affairs of the family. Chopping wood, cooking, watering vegetables, washing dishes, feeding chickens, laundry, cleaning up the house...... The mother does not eat, he feeds; The mother does not drink water, he feeds; The mother did not sleep with her eyes open, so he helped her to the bed, covered her with a quilt, and helped her close her eyes......

In this way, on the afternoon of more than two months later, when Gu Sheng accidentally scratched his fingers while chopping wood at home and cried, Mu Mu's mother seemed to suddenly come back to her senses, and her eyes gradually refocused from a sluggish state.

She flew to the door, looking at his bleeding fingers. Squatted down and hugged him, and cried loudly, his eyes were red and swollen, and his voice was hoarse, and he refused to stop.

It was on that day that Dong Yuexuan regained her senses.

She seemed to have made some kind of decision, slaughtered all the chickens and ducks that had been raised at home for more than a year and were originally going to eat for the New Year, and made him a sumptuous dinner, under the kerosene lamp that was clearly extinguished, at that time Dong Yuexuan looked at him Gu Sheng still remembers that such tenderness and kindness seemed to be flooded into his heart and lungs by a small stream of sunshine, making his whole body iron and joyful, sprinkled with a little brilliance.

Eating fragrant meals, sleeping in his mother's warm arms, and listening to his mother humming nursery rhymes he had never heard before, Gu Sheng spent the warmest night of his childhood.

The day after that night, he was still asleep when he was woken up by his mother, who found her neatly dressed and standing beside his bed, and several large and small burdens were placed on the uneven wooden table at home.

His mother told him at the time that they were going to leave here and go to his father. Gu Sheng remembered that his mother looked a little stunned when she said this, and it took a long time to come back to her senses, as if she was making some kind of decision, but it didn't seem to be, he didn't understand at that time, what that kind of look meant, and it wasn't until later that he understood that it was a decision, a decision with a moth's will to fight the fire.

If he knew, maybe he wouldn't have agreed to leave the home where he had lived with his mother for six years, and let the two of them go into that kind of misery.

However, at that time, he didn't know anything, he knew that he was going to find his father, he happily jumped out of bed, let his mother wash and dress him, and the two walked out of the house, out of the small mountain village, and out of this place that carried his simple childhood memories.

He talked a lot on the way, asking this and that from time to time, looking up at the towering houses, looking down at the flat asphalt road without any sand and dust, yelling at all kinds of cars speeding by, and even looking at the crowd of people in all kinds of beautiful clothes he met on the road, and he felt new to everything in the outside world.

Along the way, the mother's words were scarce, and they walked and drove for a while, stopping and stopping, and as they left the small mountain village, the expression on the mother's face became more and more strange.

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It is precisely because of this conviction that she ignored Gu Molin's changes, and also forgot a cruel but true fact - the love of flowers and fire has a shelf life, and love will eventually fade one day in the daily firewood, rice, oil, salt and trivial matters of life.

When this day comes with the passage of time, the contradictions that were temporarily hidden by love will be re-highlighted, and those things that have been temporarily forgotten will be like a sharp knife that people's hearts one by one, making people toss and turn, and it will also be like a witch in bright clothes, seducing travelers to go further and further in the world she has constructed, and they can't stop.

And Gu Molin is also facing such a situation.

Gu Molin is different from Dong Yuexuan, Dong Yuexuan's life has been gray since she was seven years old, and she was always alone before she met Gu Molin, so Gu Molin naturally became the only white moonlight in her heart.

And Gu Molin grew up with a golden spoon in his mouth since he was a child, he has not experienced any setbacks in his life, and has always been the most eye-catching existence in the crowd for more than 20 years, he has a family that loves him, a large group of like-minded friends, and a social circle that relies on the Gu family, compared with Dong Yuexuan, his life before choosing to elope with her is undoubtedly colorful, which also determines that Gu Molin's love for Dong Yuexuan will not be as pure as the other party.

Therefore, when Gu Sheng gradually changed from an infant baby to a child, the passage of time made Gu Molin's love for Dong Yuexuan gradually suppressed by the negative emotions of monotonous poverty in life. Every night, when he returned to the dilapidated house after a day of working outside, he no longer had any vision for the future, only a deep depression.

Lying on the clay kang that has not changed in a few years, looking at the woman sleeping next to her who has gradually become no different from the local rural women, listening to the long breathing of the sons of the two not far away, and rubbing the calluses on his hands due to labor, Gu Molin irrepressibly recalled his high-spirited and staggered self in the past, and let his thinking diverge infinitely, and even thought of what kind of life he would have lived if he hadn't eloped with Dong Yuexuan at the beginning? Will you marry a famous lady and have a bright and beautiful future?

When he imagined it back, and then thought of his current life, the strong contrast immediately made Gu Molin's heart heavier and heavier, and he became more and more bored with such an almost semi-secluded life.

Later, he even blamed Dong Yuexuan for all this, thinking that if he didn't know this woman, she didn't seduce him, he would still be the winner of life and the pride of heaven that everyone envies.

Finally, after suppressing such emotions for several years, Gu Molin finally chose to quietly leave the home that he had held on to for six years in the middle of the night, without leaving a word for Dong Yuexuan and Gu Sheng.

Gu Molin and Dong Yuexuan's efforts for love finally ended in failure with Gu Molin's departure. It's like a child who struggles to get a tablet from the cabinet that he thought was candy, and when he melts the colorful sugar coating and tastes the bitterness inside, he can't escape the fate of being discarded after all.

The grievance entanglement between Gu Molin and Dong Yuexuan was pieced together by Gu Sheng with his sporadic memories and the notebooks of the two found in Dong Yuexuan's old belongings. Gu Sheng was not very impressed by the love between the two and the memories before the age of six, so he didn't have much feeling.

What really had a profound impact on Gu Sheng was the days after the age of six.

Although Gu Sheng was only six years old at that time, he still seemed to clearly remember what kind of life he had with his mother in the days after Gu Molin's disappearance.

Dong Yuexuan didn't know that Gu Molin left on her own initiative, maybe she knew but never believed it.

For more than two months, in the first few days, Dong Yuexuan went crazy looking for Gu Molin's traces, the orchards, fields, mountains and forests, and a few families...... Almost all the places in the vicinity where Gu Molin might appear, Dong Yuexuan searched all over again.

Dong Yuexuan would go out before dawn every day, and only returned late at night with a body full of wind and frost, and when she got home, she often sat on the earthen kang in the house in a daze, and sometimes in the middle of the night, she would suddenly put on her shoes and coat nervously, and ran to the nearby dry well mountain stream in a panic to take a turn, muttering Gu Molin's name in her mouth.

As for Gu Sheng, he was completely forgotten by Dong Yuexuan, he was only six years old and was locked up at home by Dong Yuexuan alone, and one lock up was a whole day, fortunately, there was still some food at home, so that Gu Sheng would not starve to death at home.

Dong Yuexuan looked for Gu Molin like this for more than half a month, and after she realized that Gu Molin was really not here, Dong Yuexuan finally broke down and cried, the string that had been tight for a long time was finally broken, and her body that had been fighting for half a month finally softened.